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272 pages, Paperback
First published August 3, 2017
“Frangipani, clusters of sugary stars, so clean and waxy it was if they had been cut from sheets of confectioners icing. Gin touched a single petal. They were real. They were high above her so that she had to strict up through the pointed leaves and the noble branches to reach a stem. She had brought paper with her, knowing that as she cut the stem they would hemorrhage their milk in torrents. Blinking against the sun, trying not to lose a single flower from the spray, she cut. The milk flowed, it dipped along her hand and down her wrist and round like the cut of a blade. It burned her skin. A beautiful blood-pact with the garden.
Mother’s milk.”
“Dudu liked the walk with her mother and the other women. There was laughing and talking, and sometimes she and the other smaller girls could glimpse the world of secret womanhood. To be a woman it seemed, was to understand so much more of the world through your body, your fibre, and know everything that existed both before and after you. Her hips were her mother’s hips and her grandmother’s and all the mothers before them too. Her hips were wide so that she could carry the full weight, the heritage of her female ancestors, the weight of their sorrow, their joy, their creation. Her hips said, I am strong, I can carry all of the wisdom of all the thousands of women who came before me and make safe the path for all my daughters still to come.”
Would her mother be kinder if Gin had simply complied, married some local man, set up a house, spent her days choosing soft furnishings, teaching art at the local primary school? Gin had a sense that this would have allowed her mother to settle into some sense of comfort, achievement, objective standard by which she could announce her own parenting, and her daughter's life, a success. Instead Gin had asked her mother to navigate an alien set of credentials. Difficult to quantify, impossible to justify when all around were simply toeing the line. By refusing to conform, Gin had forced her mother to do the same. She had forced her to defend something she didn't believe in. (p.104)
They were rainbow nights for the new Rainbow Nation, lawless and blood-full, so that all four chambers of her heart raged in unison. After dominating her childhood, it seemed as if the police were all but gone. While violent crime played out in suburbs and townships across the city in a way that made Gin fear her own breath in the dark. And there was no one there to save her, not her parents, not her friends. Certainly not [her unwanted suitor] Peter. So she embraced it. The whole city was an accident of death. This one was in the wrong place, that one, his time was up. A roll of the dice. Wrong house, wrong petrol station, wrong time and your day was done. Death was everywhere and came in every form. Just to be alive was dangerous and to survive a defiance. (p.65-6)