(Destiel Fanfiction) There's a moment of sheer joy when you get to hold you child for the first time. Dean had resigned himself that he would never get to experience that. It just wasn't in the cards. But he made a promise to care for this bundle of joy, and when the mother smiled and thanked him he didn't know if the fear in his chest was because he just lied to a dying woman or because he was going to actually do it.