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560 pages, Hardcover
First published October 1, 2020
“Am annoyed that my neighbor, an English teacher, doesn’t know my work—but is reading Toni Morrison whom he compares to Steinbeck & Faulkner. Sula was given to him by a friend he says who asked him to read it and render an opinion. I said I felt Sula was beautifully written but unfinished. Underdeveloped, really. But then I stopped—because I realized reading a black woman writer was quite new to him—but also I just felt weary of it all. The nagging need to feel “successful”—the ups & downs, emotionally, of being “somebody.”
“Today Mary Helen sent me a Times piece on Toni Morrison. It is really very good. Gives a sense of Toni’s moods & resilience & self, which interviews do not always convey. She sold paperback rights to Song of Solomon for over $300,000.00. I’ve been looking inside myself to see how I feel about this. A little jealous? A little envious? Probably. But on the other hand, it helps that she writes so beautifully—even if I feel her characters never go anywhere. They are created, I feel, so they might legitimately exist. And that’s art, for sure, but not inspiration, direction, struggle.”
“Besides, I have chosen to struggle for peace of mind, the inner spirit, & inner life. And for happiness & peace. And I’ve started on the path…toward the life that works for me. Blessed. Robert loves me & I love him & Rebecca. And life is good. I resent the little flashes of dis-ease when I hear the loud hosannas & the large $ figures. I have everything I need. Why do I feel—when hearing of others’ riches—it is not enough? It is no doubt the programming. Always want more than you have. Of everything. More food. More clothing. More praise. More money. And yet, more of all these could not make me more happy. Because I am happy already.”
“Toni Morrison won the Nobel prize today… Everyone has been clamoring for a comment. So I jotted one down & gave it to Joan to disperse. It says something like this:
“No one writes more beautifully than Toni Morrison. She has consistently explored issues of true complexity & terror & love in the lives of African Americans. Harsh criticism has not dissuaded her. Prizes have not trapped her.
“She is a writer well deserving of this honor.”
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Tracy [Chapman] & I were in bed when the call came—we spent most of last night “making up” after our stormy camping trip—and when I got back into bed after listening to the message machine, I told her of my ambivalence. That there’s no feminist consciousness (except in Sula, which I like a lot) in her work and that it is beautiful without moving you anywhere. She liked Song of Solomon very much, which I didn’t. Anyway, she said “better Toni than some white man or woman who isn’t half as good.” And I agree. Anyway I sent flowers and a note to Toni. And I hope she is happy, as Tracy says she later heard over the radio.