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288 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 21, 2016

It felt a little bit like I was making friends with a bear. Some creature that might snap my head off one minute or curl up in my lap the next, and I couldn't blame the bear for being a bear.

"I'm sorry I'm a dick," he whispered, his breath washing my lips, my face. Covering me in his scent.
I swallowed back the words I'm sorry I'm so sensitive because I was tired of being that girl. The girl who made the people who hurt her feel better for having hurt her. I said instead, like I was in a movie: "Make it up to me."
His lip kicked up, his eyes got heavy. Dark.
"Is this love?"Undeniably hot, emotional, and well-written!
Shady Oaks was pretty much a turning point in my life. If I was ever going to NOT be me, this was my moment.Despite being a total ass, her very hot neighbor, Jesse, intrigues her to no end.
"If you want something, take it. Do it. Have it. What does pretending you don't want something get you?"I really enjoyed the overall story; the characters were well done . . .
"I don't live like you do," I said. "In my body like that. I live in my head.". . . I just wish Jesse's attitude had been a little softer around the edges, because this was very true:
Agreeable Jesse was more potent than angry Jesse.For me, Jesse was too much of a dick for too long and that extended to the kink of in the story. Whether Jesse was striving to humiliate Charlotte at every turn is debatable, but the events of the first half (no matter how hot) definitely didn't leave me with any warm fuzzies.


° Charlotte was strong under all that soft skin. She was smart under all that soft hair. [...]
I hadn't expected to feel so sweet afterwards.
Like I'd smoked a joint in the sunlight.
Like I'd had the shit kicked out of me but won the match.
Victory and submission all at once.
° With Jesse I lived in a hundred percent of my body. Just like him. I felt him in every inch of my skin. I felt him inside my skin. He was in my skin and bones.







“He kissed me like it was the end of the world. Like this was the last thing he was going to do on this earth before everything went up in smoke. And I’d never been kissed like that. And I’d had no idea what I’d been missing.”
We were full of cracks and fault lines, but we matched. Where she was weak, I was strong. And where I was weak… God, she was so strong.The writing was so good. The character growth excellent. I could've done without that ONE scene...
“You’re one of the most annoying things that’s ever happened to me.”
The world and its humans dented me and chipped my paint, and tore off a layer of my skin and made me feel…damaged.
His eyes skated across my body, taking in my paint-splattered overalls and the hot pink tank top I wore underneath it.
He couldn’t see that my tank top had Big Bird on it. But he looked at me like he knew.
He carried himself like a guy who lived in his whole body. Like every molecule was under his control. I lived in exactly 12% of my body. I wasn’t even sure what my hair was doing.
“Don’t be nice. It’s confusing. It’s easier when you’re an asshole.”
“Easier not to like me?”
“Oh no, not liking you is pretty easy.”
“Easier not to want to fuck me, then.”
“I’ve never…” she whispered as I kissed her neck. Her ear. The skin under her chin. She really was soft all over. “This isn’t like me.”
I leaned back. Looked deep into her startled and wary blue eyes.
“You looking for permission to fuck the way you like?” I asked. “It’s yours.”
With Jesse I lived in a hundred percent of my body. Just like him. I felt him in every inch of my skin. I felt him inside my skin. He was in my skin and bones.
“I want to be falling in love with you for the rest of my life.”
for putting this book under my radar. I loved this story and Jesse's dirty talk. He is my kind of dirty. I wish the book played out a little longer.
Charlotte is innocent, introverted, and smart. An illustrated artist. She sells her condo and to give the money to her twin sister to escape and go off the grid to hide from her boyfriend. She was now forced to move to An inexpensive apartment in Shady oaks.
Jesse, underground fighter, Moody. A little damaged, Keeps to himself. Deep down, he cares for people—lives next door to Charlotte.
Jesse starts by helping fix little things in Charlotte's apartment. She can't help but fantasize about him. Thus have more in common then they think.
He carried himself like a guy who lived in his whole body. Like every molecule was under his control. I lived in precisely 12% of my body. I wasn’t even sure what my hair was doing.
oh the sexual tension and chemistry are off the charts, I was so proud of Charlotte when she shed her inhibition and lived her life for her. The scene of voyeurism was as hot as hell, and I couldn’t get enough.
My favorite part was you,” he said against my lips as if putting the words into my mouth so I could have them to live on. To feed me when I was hungry.
You keep doing things that aren’t like you. Have you stopped to think that maybe you’re finally acting the way you really are?”
Jesse knows Charlotte is hiding something and Charlotte has no clue about Jesse history. I loved the damaged, bad boy with the introverted, good girl who stunned into his world, turned her on, and loved it.