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My Ambitions as His Ridah
Zee’s insatiable taste for bad boys naively led her right into the arms of Cezar, who was known for breaking hearts and wreaking havoc amongst his peers. His smooth baritone voice, boyish looks, and big boy physique had drawn her in from the moment she laid her eyes him. With her parent’s being die-hard Christians, they were very strict, in which that led her to be sneaky. Bible toting, scripture reading, and being in church five out of seven days a week wasn’t appealing to her. However, she did just that until Cezar swooned in and changed her life.
All it took was one smile, whispers of sweet nothings in her ear, and a kiss on the lips to make her putty in his hands. From that point on, she would undoubtedly do any and everything he asked of her to please him, whether it meant her freedom would be on the line or not. All Zee knew was that she was going to have Cezar’s back.
Cezar, having been around the block a time or two, saw just how naïve Zee was behind him, so initial intentions were to use that to his advantage; however, the more time he spent with her, the more feelings that he didn’t know he had came into play. By surprise, Zee devoured his heart and held it captive, and in turn, the hunter became the prey. Just as she would ride for him, he would ride for her, and go against anyone that stood in their way.
All it took was one smile, whispers of sweet nothings in her ear, and a kiss on the lips to make her putty in his hands. From that point on, she would undoubtedly do any and everything he asked of her to please him, whether it meant her freedom would be on the line or not. All Zee knew was that she was going to have Cezar’s back.
Cezar, having been around the block a time or two, saw just how naïve Zee was behind him, so initial intentions were to use that to his advantage; however, the more time he spent with her, the more feelings that he didn’t know he had came into play. By surprise, Zee devoured his heart and held it captive, and in turn, the hunter became the prey. Just as she would ride for him, he would ride for her, and go against anyone that stood in their way.
204 pages, Kindle Edition
Published November 13, 2016
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About the author
Mesha Mesh
85 books353 followersMesha Mesh, a Dallas native, made her writing debut in 2015 with "His Truth Your Nightmare" and has since penned several bestsellers, including "Banging My Billionaire Boss" and "The Don's Virgin Possession." UBAWA recognized her as one of the Top 100 Authors, and she was honored with a literary award from AAMBC and The Gem.
In 2017, Mesha became CEO of Allure Me Publications (now Mesha Mesh Presents), where she not only publishes her own works but also champions talented authors from around the world. Her love for books has taken her on many adventures, and there is more to come. Follow her on social media for more.
In 2017, Mesha became CEO of Allure Me Publications (now Mesha Mesh Presents), where she not only publishes her own works but also champions talented authors from around the world. Her love for books has taken her on many adventures, and there is more to come. Follow her on social media for more.
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June 29, 2017
Review
Zee went from a caterpillar to a butterfly over night. The church girl was a distant memory, and in its place was someone you didn't want to cross.
Lisa should be ashamed of herself for what she tried to do. I hope she pays dearly.
Arabia was something else. I would want her in my corner if I were to need help because she takes care of her family. Cezar, True, and Gunner are brothers who also lay it down for family. #UIP
Zee went from a caterpillar to a butterfly over night. The church girl was a distant memory, and in its place was someone you didn't want to cross.
Lisa should be ashamed of herself for what she tried to do. I hope she pays dearly.
Arabia was something else. I would want her in my corner if I were to need help because she takes care of her family. Cezar, True, and Gunner are brothers who also lay it down for family. #UIP
November 15, 2016
A must read
Zee is my girl. True ride or die. I knew from the beginning when they were stopped by the police, that she was a Friday. You know what they say about church girls. I love her with Cezar. Secrets were revealed and I couldn't stop turning the pages. I was surprised at her dad and I couldn't believe that her mom acted liked that. A must read.
Zee is my girl. True ride or die. I knew from the beginning when they were stopped by the police, that she was a Friday. You know what they say about church girls. I love her with Cezar. Secrets were revealed and I couldn't stop turning the pages. I was surprised at her dad and I couldn't believe that her mom acted liked that. A must read.
September 28, 2017
Huh
This book went from 0 to 100 real quick. I had to go back because I thought I missed some pages. Did she graduate? I guess she isn't going to school? How did his mom just show up asking her to kill? What does she mean train her? They just met. This is a good story but poorly executed.
This book went from 0 to 100 real quick. I had to go back because I thought I missed some pages. Did she graduate? I guess she isn't going to school? How did his mom just show up asking her to kill? What does she mean train her? They just met. This is a good story but poorly executed.
November 15, 2016
She is a savage
A ridah ,a hitta , a ride or die and a all out lunatic. A straight savage is what she is. A good church girl gone bad. He not knowing he found his match. True and true she is an ambitious ridah.
A ridah ,a hitta , a ride or die and a all out lunatic. A straight savage is what she is. A good church girl gone bad. He not knowing he found his match. True and true she is an ambitious ridah.
November 16, 2016
Nooo!
Wth is Zee doing? I hope she has a plan to fix this and not really turning herself in...I truly can't stand Yvette I glad the girls dad finally go a back bone, I like Raven and Tru together they even other out now Gunna needs a lady.
Wth is Zee doing? I hope she has a plan to fix this and not really turning herself in...I truly can't stand Yvette I glad the girls dad finally go a back bone, I like Raven and Tru together they even other out now Gunna needs a lady.
November 22, 2016
Banger alert
Now I did not expect it to go down that way but I got one damn question why the hell they want to tell on there self crazy but great yes I loved it hands down ***************5
Now I did not expect it to go down that way but I got one damn question why the hell they want to tell on there self crazy but great yes I loved it hands down ***************5
November 26, 2016
Good girl gone bad
Zee is that chick. I love this mean side she has. People don't expect it from her cause she so sweet and innocent. I like this story I think that Ceazar and Zee are made for each other. Ready to read part 2.
Zee is that chick. I love this mean side she has. People don't expect it from her cause she so sweet and innocent. I like this story I think that Ceazar and Zee are made for each other. Ready to read part 2.
June 26, 2017
Yasss honey!!
Wow. So who getting set up now. This book was really good. Let's hope form the best with Ceaser and his brothers... Zee, aww I love her.. Glad she finally got a backbone..
Wow. So who getting set up now. This book was really good. Let's hope form the best with Ceaser and his brothers... Zee, aww I love her.. Glad she finally got a backbone..
October 5, 2019
Yass Mesh
This book was Bomb! Lord ion know why I’m writing this review cause y’all know Mesa come tf through! I’m ready to read part 2 btw this book wont disappoint you!⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💪🏽
This book was Bomb! Lord ion know why I’m writing this review cause y’all know Mesa come tf through! I’m ready to read part 2 btw this book wont disappoint you!⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💪🏽
June 26, 2017
Yasss honey!!
Wow. So who getting set up now. This book was really good. Let's hope form the best with Ceaser and his brothers... Zee, aww I love her.. Glad she finally got a backbone. #UIP
Wow. So who getting set up now. This book was really good. Let's hope form the best with Ceaser and his brothers... Zee, aww I love her.. Glad she finally got a backbone. #UIP
August 28, 2017
It was good but i dnt like the ending and when is part 2 coming out
October 2, 2017
My Ambitions as His Ridah
How well does one really know the individual(s) that we spend the majority of our time with or do we just ignore the obvious and see what we want?
How well does one really know the individual(s) that we spend the majority of our time with or do we just ignore the obvious and see what we want?
April 16, 2018
Raven and Zee
These bff are in love with some go getters.young in love and learning as they grow up.Four brothers all about family.This is a must a read
These bff are in love with some go getters.young in love and learning as they grow up.Four brothers all about family.This is a must a read
February 10, 2017
Excellent cliffhanger
This book was everything from beginning to end drama action intense couples up and down suspense puzzle revelation revealed well written everything page intense
This book was everything from beginning to end drama action intense couples up and down suspense puzzle revelation revealed well written everything page intense
November 16, 2016
Fyahhhhhhhhhh
Yassssssss entertaining exciting and fresh twist to the old love tale I'm screaming ... what what what...Baby girl is the definition of a true rydah and I love her STRONG character yassssss Breeze deserved EVERYTHING he got now the Plot THICKENS with daddy as chief this just jump up a notch I'm ready for part 2.... Raven buff /sista is also a fighter and with spunk I loved this STORYLINE the man are just there these young girls grab my heart from page one .....I love the chemistry yassssss OUT FREAKING STANDING SISTA
Yassssssss entertaining exciting and fresh twist to the old love tale I'm screaming ... what what what...Baby girl is the definition of a true rydah and I love her STRONG character yassssss Breeze deserved EVERYTHING he got now the Plot THICKENS with daddy as chief this just jump up a notch I'm ready for part 2.... Raven buff /sista is also a fighter and with spunk I loved this STORYLINE the man are just there these young girls grab my heart from page one .....I love the chemistry yassssss OUT FREAKING STANDING SISTA
December 31, 2016
5 star banger
This book definitely brought the heat.. Zee went from a quiet school girl. To a girl who didn't take no mess. Her and Ceazer was totally opposite of each other. But they say opposites attract. Our friend Raven was truly loyal to her than friendship. When one fight the other one fight. Zee was a true ridah for her man. I can't wait for part two that ending was everything.
This book definitely brought the heat.. Zee went from a quiet school girl. To a girl who didn't take no mess. Her and Ceazer was totally opposite of each other. But they say opposites attract. Our friend Raven was truly loyal to her than friendship. When one fight the other one fight. Zee was a true ridah for her man. I can't wait for part two that ending was everything.
February 4, 2017
Great Storyline!!!
THIS WAS definitely a great storyline... I just knew that damn Zee was crazy, Lol!!! But definitely in a good way and I love it!!! I love her and Cezar... I love the brothers bond and the girls bond as well... Cezar mother is hell,,Lol!!! But I like her... I hope everything works out with their father, he seems like a great guy that married the wrong woman... Ready for part 2.
THIS WAS definitely a great storyline... I just knew that damn Zee was crazy, Lol!!! But definitely in a good way and I love it!!! I love her and Cezar... I love the brothers bond and the girls bond as well... Cezar mother is hell,,Lol!!! But I like her... I hope everything works out with their father, he seems like a great guy that married the wrong woman... Ready for part 2.
November 16, 2016
3 Stars
Honestly, I did not really enjoy this book like I thought I would. After reading the synopsis, I was really excited about reading it, but I found the story lacking. It was not horrible, but it was not great either. In my opinion it just did not flow and it was kind of all over the place.
Honestly, I did not really enjoy this book like I thought I would. After reading the synopsis, I was really excited about reading it, but I found the story lacking. It was not horrible, but it was not great either. In my opinion it just did not flow and it was kind of all over the place.
November 15, 2016
BANGER
MESHA GIRL OMG WHAT AND INCREDIBLE PIECE U JUST DROP SOME JEWELS ON THIS WORLD. IM SO OUT DONE RIGHT I JUST WISH IT WAS MORE. ZEE IS A REAL RIDER IF U ASK ME TO DO THE UNTHINKABLE WITH ARABIA CEZAR WOW AND NOW LOOK WHAT HAPPEN BREEZE IS DEAD MEN. NO ENDING CANT HAPPEN LIKE THIS
MESHA GIRL OMG WHAT AND INCREDIBLE PIECE U JUST DROP SOME JEWELS ON THIS WORLD. IM SO OUT DONE RIGHT I JUST WISH IT WAS MORE. ZEE IS A REAL RIDER IF U ASK ME TO DO THE UNTHINKABLE WITH ARABIA CEZAR WOW AND NOW LOOK WHAT HAPPEN BREEZE IS DEAD MEN. NO ENDING CANT HAPPEN LIKE THIS
November 27, 2016
Fell short
I struggled with finishing this book because although it had lots of potential and the characters were interesting it lacked execution. The storyline could've went a few different ways, and I was waiting for this read to engross me some more and make since, but it was rushed and I was disappointed.
I struggled with finishing this book because although it had lots of potential and the characters were interesting it lacked execution. The storyline could've went a few different ways, and I was waiting for this read to engross me some more and make since, but it was rushed and I was disappointed.
March 31, 2018
Age ain't nothing but a number. Because Zee and Raven are those it girls from high school and they are rolling with some of the top streets boyz. Zee and Cezar have a lot of chemistry together. I really felt for Zee and Raven and what their parents pulled on them in this story. It shows you that family does not always have your best wishes in play. I can't wait for book 2
December 15, 2016
My ambitions as his ridah
I don't know what to say about this story. I liked the story as far Cezar and zee getting together but then I started to get lost a lot of things started to happen that didn't add up
I don't know what to say about this story. I liked the story as far Cezar and zee getting together but then I started to get lost a lot of things started to happen that didn't add up
November 15, 2016
Great read
It's always refreshing to read a good book. I Loved Cesar and Zee. She really bossed up. Can't wait the find out how Raven and True met each other...........
It's always refreshing to read a good book. I Loved Cesar and Zee. She really bossed up. Can't wait the find out how Raven and True met each other...........
November 16, 2016
Wow
This book was definitely a great read.... I can't believe Zee's fake mother Yvette... That ending tho.... Can't wait for part 2
This book was definitely a great read.... I can't believe Zee's fake mother Yvette... That ending tho.... Can't wait for part 2
November 17, 2016
Yes
I love it !!!! Zee was on her ride or die shit for real
I love it !!!! Zee was on her ride or die shit for real
November 18, 2016
Good Book
The secrets going on in this book. Love me some Zee and Ceazare. She done turned into a stone cold killer. Can't wait for pt 2.
The secrets going on in this book. Love me some Zee and Ceazare. She done turned into a stone cold killer. Can't wait for pt 2.
November 18, 2016
Amazing Zee is really trying to prove herself by becoming the ridah Cezar needs something about his mom rubs me the wrong way though
November 29, 2016
Chile...
That Zee ain't nothing too play, that's all I gotta say. Can't wait til part 2 because that ending was everything!!
That Zee ain't nothing too play, that's all I gotta say. Can't wait til part 2 because that ending was everything!!
November 23, 2016
Zee was serious about going all the way for her dude! Plenty of action! Looking forward to next part
November 22, 2016
Good read
I was loss for a second but as I read on the book got good the ending left me wanting more
I was loss for a second but as I read on the book got good the ending left me wanting more
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