After dropping out of college, a young woman wanders through New York both invisible and vulnerable, studying the city’s strong magic and longing for a man she knows will never love her back. She thinks she finds salvation when Charlotte Herzfeld, the young wife of a successful businessman, hires her as a live-in nanny to accompany the family on their trip to Berlin. As the Herzfelds begin to crack under the weight of their secrets, she finds herself in a more precarious position than ever before. Both thoughtful and restrained, Goldberg’s prose examines the painful obsession that so often accompanies the confusing lust of youth.
I don't really know where to begin with this review other than saying that it is amazing. Goldberg's writing style is refreshing and enticing. Her characters feel so genuine and real to me. She did an incredible job taking the reader on a journey through the chaos that is a broken heart while life carries on.
An instant favourite. One of the most intimate books I've ever read, though maybe only to my own life experience. Still, though, this book felt like being opened up, searched through, and kissed closed again.
I had this book sitting in my shelf for a while, a friend gave it to me after studying abroad in 2017 in Berlin saying the main girl reminded her of me. I think the main character of this book is bravely written as relatable and pathetic in the way we all are when we are in our early twenties trying to figure things out. I appreciated the vignette style of storytelling, it was more interesting to me than the plot itself. But I think I understand what the author was going for, this a just a book about some girl!
I bought this book solely off the title without even reading any synopsis or reviews. I definitely didn’t expect to feel so heartbroken being in the position of a woman who was the third person involved in a relationship and had such intimate moments she shared with her lover but couldn’t express it as it was a secret.
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A melancholic, brief read that I often return to whenever I want to feel heartbroken, disappointed, wistful, yet also content. As I've reread it over the years, my response toward the characters have become a measure of my own growth through my early twenties. I enjoyed the short-form narrative and imagery from the author. 4.35/5