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276 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 10, 2017

But Apollo knew well and good that wishes were nothing more than dust held together with hope, impossible to hold and foolish to dwell on. Life was full of bittersweet truth, not wishes.


"Wow," they both breathed at the same instant, then laughed because that was what they did. They laughed. They made joy.

“I want it like this because I want to see your face as you take my cock.” Dylan’s whole body clenched at that suggestion. “And I want to watch you work in the mirror. So fucking hot.”


“Fuck. You love this, don’t you? Sucking me off? You want my come?” Saying the words, freeing the dirty, demanding side of his brain made his whole body tense."

“I want to watch you come.” Apollo turned them so that Dylan was sitting facing the mirrored closet doors. “Fuck, you are hot. Want to fuck you like this, you riding me. Want to watch you fly.”

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Best friend's younger brother trope. Even though Dylan's brother, Dustin, didn't appear many times in the book...it was always a factor that weighed heavily on Apollo's mind. And I absolutely adored that this ended up being a non-issue.....adults allowing adults to make their own decisions? Big win in my book.
Unrequited love. Oh man, I'm a sucker for this trope. Dylan's crush on Apollo first appeared when he was a teenager. Apollo was someone he could talk to, someone who knew what Dylan was going through. Eventually life took them in different directions, Dylan went away to school and Apollo settled down and started a family. But Dylan carried that crush around with him until the two meet again.
Secret hook ups/just a fling. I love the whole "pffft, this'll be no big thing. We'll hook up when we need to scratch an itch, but then on this and this date, we'll go our separate ways and just be friends...no biggie!" It's never no biggie....and I live for that angst. Dylan had his work cut out for him talking Apollo into this situation, but once these two got together, they would devour each other. The comfort and affection that Apollo found in Dylan's arms freed him from the weight of grief, responsibility and worry that held him down. And Dylan got a piece of the man that he always wanted. But them pesky feelings can never stay away."There's about nine hundred reasons why this should never - "
"And one why we should."
Hurt/comfort. It's been two years since Apollo's husband passed away, but he's still stuck in the grieving period. Everything in his heart and home frozen in place. He lived a robotic life filled with routines, checklists and safety precautions. Dylan threw a wrench into all of that. He showed Apollo that you could have organization and still allow for flexibility. He gave Apollo someone to count on, someone he could lean on when needed. Dylan loved Apollo's girls, loved taking care of everyone, loved being the phone call that Apollo made when he needed something...but were they truly a team or was Dylan stepping into someone else's shoes?Dylan, both fearless and trusting at the same time, demanded everything Apollo had to give, didn't shy away from his messy emotions.
Family. I'm a sucker for a book with kids, and Apollo's girls were the perfect balance of comedic relief, pushing the story forward, offering that sage insight that kids like to notice...and just being downright adorable. 










"He'd waited eight years for Apollo to see him as more that Dustin's pesky little brother"
"Life's too short to dance around sex or be afraid to talk about it. I'm not ashamed of loving it."

"I want to watch you come." Apollo turned them so that Dylan was sitting facing the mirrored closet doors. "Fuck you are so hot." "So are you."
"Fuck I love my big ideas." "I think I do too."
I'm not kidding here; the sex was so hot...and kinky in the best kind of way. It was fun, playful, filled with dirty talk...yep...it was...yep, AWESOME!
But, beyond the sex, Apollo had a lot of issues going on. He is really emotionally closed off and doesn't want to deal with all the baggage he has left over from Neal's death. I am really thankful for the dual POV, without it, Apollo would have come across as such an unfeeling asshole. His saving grace was his actions didn't come from a mean or uncaring place; they were a direct result of his pain. However; I was very frustrated with how unfairly he was treating Dylan with his hot and cold act. I have a hard time with the whole I want you...I don't want you routine. But Dylan was such a strong character, especially for being so young, even with his heart on the line he wasn't going to be jerked around. He knew what he wanted, how he deserved to be treated and he took a stand.
All in all this book is fantastic, I love this series and most of all these two men. They just fit together....hopefully forever! I highly recommend this book.
**This book was kindly provided to Dirty Books Obsession in exchange for an honest review**





"Puzzle piece, remember? You make everything else make sense."

"...I want to live again, Neal. I need to live again.[...]
You don't deserve to be my ghost..."
