I am always excited to read books that focus on God as the main point. I grabbed this book right away because it had so many 5 star ratings. After reading it, I am so confused as to what Bill Johnson is thinking. Johnson starts out very strong pointing out that the Bible is the only source of our knowledge of God's goodness. I was excited when he stated, "If I were to do to my children what many people think God does to His children, I’d be arrested for child abuse. People say God is good, yet they credit Him with causing cancer and natural disasters and even blame Him for terrorist activities." (Page 30). I was hoping to see how he addresses the question of pain and suffering. Johnson starts with creation and shows God's love and care all through Christ. But that is where he drops the ball. His reasoning is faulty and I think he treats a lot of sensitive issues with a flippant attitude. "I know you're in pain and it hurts but cheer up, God is good."
I nearly fell out of my chair when I read this quote. "WHO IS IN CONTROL? One of the most common phrases used in this discussion is that 'God is in control.' It is true that He is the Sovereign God. He reigns over all, and everything belongs to Him. Nothing is outside of His reach or His concern. He is all-knowing and all-powerful. But is He in control? This is not a question of His ability or His power and authority. If He is, doesn’t that make Him responsible for Hitler? Is brain cancer His idea? If He is in control, then we have to credit Him with disease, earthquakes, hurricanes, and all the other calamities in life. You get the point. I think it’s more accurate to say He is in charge, but He is not in control. Every parent reading this should get this point quite easily. While we are in charge of our homes, not everything that happens under our roof is necessarily our idea or is approved by us. This is an important distinction." (Page 158). Is he really saying that God is submissive to our free will? This question was not clearly argued.
When it comes to explaining the question that every generation of believers ask, "Why is there pain and suffering in the world", Johnson dances around the subject and avoids the real reason. I don't pretend to have all the answers but I do struggle with knowing why such horrid things happen in this world. His answer to all things is the same. Trust God because he is good. Pray harder because God is good. Try harder because God is good. It's as if the answer to every struggle or issue is "God is Good". Yes, God is very good. But when I pray that when some tragedy hits very close to home, he receives more compassion and care than he gives out.
In "When God Doesn't Fix It" by Laura Story, she says, "While doctors can heal physical ailments, emotional wounds can be soothed, and grief lessens with time, our broken relationship with God continues to cause us pain even when our life is going well. God wants to restore our relationship with him more than anything else. Though he loves us, he’ll allow us to feel the pain of this world’s unhealed hurts if it brings us closer to him." I suffer from muscular dystrophy and my wife has had breast cancer twice. My hope and joy is found in Jesus. I don't know why He didn't heal me or why He allowed my wife to get cancer twice. But I know it's not because I didn't pray hard enough, had sin in my life, or didn't trust God. My muscular dystrophy and my wife's cancer has brought me closer to him and improved my relationship with Him. For that, I am thankful.
I finished reading this book with a heavy heart. I wasn't drawn to closer to God. I felt like a huge burden was placed on my shoulders.