I'm always looking for contemporary books to read on Native American life as written by indigenous people themselves, which is what drew my eye to Standing in the Light by Severt Young Bear, a Lakota man from the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation. I'm interested in knowing the real-life experiences of real-life people as they relate to Native history. However, Standing in the Light didn't quite do it for me. I suppose I always expect too much in the policy realm, that is, hearing from Natives about how government policies affected their lives, when often policies don't have a tangible impact on the lives of people already living certain ways and struggling with the same problems. By that I mean Young Bear did mention some historical aspects of Native treatment, but never in a way that seemed to change his viewpoint on telling his story or that of his ancestors. Instead, he wanted to wax nostalgic but without any substance--and indeed, in some places he rambled on without saying much at all. This book was a conversation, an oral recording transcribed later, and as I was reading I kept thinking how tedious it was for me to make it through some chapters, let alone for Young Bear to actually have to talk through all of this. It was quite dull in some places. I appreciate the viewpoint, of course, since as I said I like hearing Native experiences through Native voices. But something was missing. I didn't feel drawn to this book and frankly wanted it to be over.