Brief note: I was grateful enough to receive an advanced copy of this book, and I thought it worthwhile to provide my review of the book. I have tried not to include any spoilers.
I have been looking forward to this novel for some time, and it did not disappoint. The book's opening scene takes place early in the Iraq invasion of 2003, and is presented in a chaotic, heart-pounding firefight, where we are introduced to our protagonist Cassandra Wigheard. Manning a 50 caliber machine gun Cassandra appears unafraid of the violence taking place around her as others scramble to safety, only to find herself wounded and disoriented as the situation deteriorates. In vivid language, Van Reet creates an extremely enlivening scene, bringing all the senses one might experience in a firefight through to the reader. Needless to say, I had to take a minute after finishing the opening.
As the novel continues we are transported back in time to more fully understand our three main characters; Cassandra, Specialist Sleed, and Abu Al-Hool. Their back stories are included as a way to develop their thinking (and understanding of war) leading up to the ambush, and as the story progresses thereafter. And as we follow the characters through the days after the ambush we learn how they come to view their current situations and the thinking that got them there. While all three have different reasons for being where they were, all three are connected by the ever-constant struggle of "what if?" In many ways this was one the main themes I took from the book, as all three look to come to terms with, and ultimately accept, their situations.
I do wish that there had been more development of Specialist Sleed's character. At times it felt forced, and not nearly as connected to the narratives of Cassandra and Abu Al-Hool. The reason I would have liked to see more of him is because I think his character has to deal with the most ambiguous, yet ultimately devastating notion of 'what if.' He and his tank crew may be culpable in allowing the events to transpire as they did (and he recognizes this fact), but can he really blame himself for that and the other tragedies that occur? Introspectively he believes so, yet there really is no way of truly knowing. I think Van Reet leaves this idea intentionally ambiguous so that the reader can decide for themselves, and because I think he wants you to see that even Sleed isn't completely convinced of his own guilt. For those reasons I think his character could have benefited from more attention throughout the book.
This was a great novel however, and while I may have liked to have seen a different ending I think there's much to be appreciated in how it ultimately must (in my opinion) conclude. Viewed alongside other new novels about the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, I have to garner high praise on Van Reet's debut novel. It tackles what so many who fought in these wars have dealt with these last 14+ years; from the many what-ifs, to the very real consequences that our actions do have. At times disturbing, this novel is nonetheless a must read for anyone interested in better understanding the weight these wars have placed on those who fought them, and how quickly events can spiral out of control in war.