*6 STARS*
E.S Carter’s novel, Parasite is a dark narrative, that delves into a dark world that captivated us in her novel, Feyness. It was there that we met, Grim. He was a character that caught our attention and even before beginning Parasite, Carter toys with our eagerness, welcoming us to her realm to finally meet him;
“You came back.
You liked the darkness.
You thirsted for more.
Don’t worry, you secret is safe with me.”
Without a doubt as the anticipation begins to simmer, and the pages turn, it’s time to, “dance on the dark side.”
Parasite is about vengeance, that is delivered with a slice of well-deserved brutality.
It is about two broken souls, damaged to an inch of their life, without feeling that they are worthy to have a soul let alone deserve one.
Grim, our anti-hero is scarred both physically and emotionally. His drive for retribution, ultimately leads him face to face, with another damaged recipient, Calliah. Grim is drawn to her, despite his best efforts initially at keeping his distance from the beautiful woman who disarms him. As their connection strengthens, he marvels at her need to be near him, “She fights hidden demons, yet still stopped to one in plain sight.”
Calliah came from a world, too horrid to imagine, where she felt, “barricaded… behind bars of wire and thorns” until Grim saved her and began to restore all that she thought she had lost. “Yet it was my saviour’s arms that wrapped around me and held me close. The embrace of this, strong, powerful stranger enfolded me in a blanket of the very thing they’d all but extinguished. Hope.”
As their friendship grows, Calliah’s desire to be part of his world, intensifies. Her feelings for Grim continue yet he holds her at a distance. “There are so many contradictions to this man that I don’t think I’ll ever work him out, and a part of me doesn’t want to.”
Carter challenges our perceptions of what makes a character evil or what makes them misunderstood. It is a novel, that even in the darkest of places, where all hope can seem lost, the most unlikely person can obliterate any shade of darkness.
Even in the midst of Grim’s brutality, Carter weaves the essence of her broken character with a hint of humour. Softening us to give this antagonist a chance. Which we do. “A scarred maniac, who is always in control even when I lose it, and a thug who names his favourite knife, gets hard when people who beg for their life, and yet listens to the Rat Pack because those men were sheer class.”
Grim will have you wanting him to succeed. His motives at the start might not be what you’d consider just, but once you understand his own story, you’ll be cheering him on the entire time.
While Grim is quick to show us his strength and lust to seek revenge, Calliah is no wallflower. She too, has the compulsion to face her past and be rid of them forever. Even if it means, returning to the Devil’s den.
“Bait is an unwilling accomplice. I am not bait. I am vengeance.”
Parasite is not for the faint hearted. If you are looking for a warm fuzzy rom com, then you’re in the wrong place. A shame really, as it is a phenomenal read. Yet, if you can handle the dark side of things, then this novel is just the one for you.
I will warn however, there are themes that are confronting. You will be shocked then disgusted in parts, to subsequently feeling driven to furiously thirst for revenge. You may as a result, be inclined to message the author herself and ask for your sanity back. I did a few times. I’m still waiting for it to return.
Grim and Calliah’s story is brutal, yet beautiful.
So, get comfortable, sit back and enjoy.
“Did I hurt you?’
“No, you didn’t hurt me. You freed me.”