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271 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 27, 2017

Other people wanted to call me a hero, but I’ve never thought of myself that way. If I did anything noteworthy during my time in Kot Lakhpat Jail, it was simply surviving without letting the situation get to me too much. I’ve never wanted to exaggerate the importance of my role because, frankly, there’s nothing beautiful about war. While being interviewed, some military guys like to brag about having put a red dot between someone’s eyes and watching him go down. I’m not one of those guys. War has claimed the lives of too many people I’ve known and loved to make me ever want to glorify it. War kept me away from my family for far too long. And war eventually led to the dissolution of my marriage. Two years after the incident in Lahore, Rebecca and I agreed to an amicable, and yet still shocking and sad divorce. While all the time I’d spent working overseas had helped us pay our bills, it had also destroyed our relationship. I can’t say it enough: There’s nothing beautiful about war.