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First published October 7, 2014
"You might turn my life upside down again, but not for a small reason. …you don't require or expect me to be anything other than what I am."There's a fascinating discussion on order and chaos, and it makes perfect sense. Living things are highly ordered while creativity, discovery, delight, and madness are chaotic, and when chaos meets up with order, it generates a lot of magic. It's a discussion that leads to the truth of Kai's doubt about herself.
"The only way to live is to 'live' — and [the little] death[s] is always, always, part of living."This quote provides an alternative perspective on "stop and smell the roses" with a very elvish slant to it, lol.
...You will live a long time, my beautiful Nadrellian. Not as long as I, but long enough to grow weary, as many of my people do. Remember this: the only way to live is to live — and death is always, always, part of living. We die over and over.We die over and over. Oh, the big death comes but once, but a thousand deaths arrive with every turn of the seasons — the death of a day or a lover, of a friend or a dream, death piled upon death. The slow sundering of years parts us even from who we once were and from the memories which parented us. Live anyway.”
She’d straightened, suddenly regal, the mantle of her power falling over her — Winter in full truth. “With those thousand deaths come a thousand births. Ten thousand, if we’re alive enough to notice. Drink whatever comes to you, death or life or both together, drink it down, whether the draught be sweet or bitter. If you refuse the one, you won’t be able to taste the other.”
For you already know, don’t you? True connection, deep connection, is as rare as it is precious. When it happens in spite of all we can do to hide from it — you must have noticed how you terrified me at first? — when it happens anyway, hold nothing back.”
It was insane to wish himself in Benedict’s place, punctured lung, slow healing, and all, just because that man wasn’t alone. There was another lesson for him. Seemed he’d lost the knack of being alone. Isolated. Cut off from everyone and everything that mattered.
Cut off from Kai.