Osamu DAZAI (native name: 太宰治, real name Shūji Tsushima) was a Japanese author who is considered one of the foremost fiction writers of 20th-century Japan. A number of his most popular works, such as Shayō (The Setting Sun) and Ningen Shikkaku (No Longer Human), are considered modern-day classics in Japan. With a semi-autobiographical style and transparency into his personal life, Dazai’s stories have intrigued the minds of many readers. His books also bring about awareness to a number of important topics such as human nature, mental illness, social relationships, and postwar Japan.
It is my duty. I’ll sell Him out. It’s not an easy decision. No one will understand that I do this out of only the strongest love. No, I don’t need anyone to understand. My love is pure. It’s not something so shallow that it needs to be understood by anyone. I will probably be hated forever for it. But the craving of my love is stronger than any fear of punishment or fires of hell.
This follows Judas rushing to the police (or a higher power) panting out his testimony so that they will arrest Jesus.
It's a fascinating reworking of the Judas tale of how he views himself and the one he once called a friend. Dazai characterizes Judas’ relationship toward Jesus with a heavy use of honorific language at the start of the story, then shifts it to plain speech and even to almost-rude pronouns by the end.
In English, the title roughly translates as "An Urgent Appeal". Which you can find a translated version of it if you wish to read.
This is such a good take on Judas and his mental state when he chose to betray Jesus! I especially love how Dazai seems to place emphasis on the fact that, while the disciples loved Jesus as their saviour, Judas loved him as a man.
Found out Osamu Dazai wrote this Jesus x Judas fanfiction and dropped everything I was doing to read it. Ok in all seriousness this was so good. Judas’s increasingly desperate narration and his shift from worship to resentment out of love was really good. I thought it was interesting to see an interpretation of Judas’s thought process right before the betrayal, and written by Osamu Dazai of all people!!?!
Finding out a vocaloid song is based on this work which is based on Judas and Jesus sure was a way to get here but here I am.
Genuinely loved this, the complex devotional love and motivation of Judas's betrayal is really strong, and the hurried tone at the end as the transaction is carried out. I only wish I understood Japanese to be able to fully experience the original and the language choices made throughout the work.
Taking Religious Pholosophy clases at uni really shifted my life because what if I really missed out on this and never read “An Urgent Appeal”?! I have always thought of Judas when I was a kid, he was the original Biblical “vilain”, always wondering, why did he do what he did. Orthodoxy simply explains it with greed and with weakness of overcoming your demons. But I love what Dazai did here. Not saying this book is biblically accurate, but what an interesting viewpoint of answering the question. Yes, why did he do what he did? Turns out, it was out of admiration. The prescience of something so beautiful and great attracted Judas, he adored Jesus, but as much as he loved him, he expleted much more from him. I hate how in Western media Judas is shown as this guy with Zionist ideas that wants Jesus to save Jewish people from the Romans as if this is the main reason for his traitory. We get it, the same goes for every Jewish person from that time period, but why did Judas do it? Is it really that? Well, in this book, adoration led to this. Judas practically killed Jesus because he adored him. And not even in a fallen angel way, he did not want to be on the same level or above god, he just wanted to be appreciated and loved by Jesus. Judas did not even believe Jesus was a god to begin with, he was not with Jesus out of fear or out of the promise of heaven, he was there because he adored his beauty and his greatness. He felt the desire to be near him. But he was not his favorite, he did not get as much of love from him as he expected and this all led to disappointment and loathe. Book shows how his sanity is questionable and how his traitory pained him as well. His idol and person of desire and love made him feel insecure and he could not bear the shame and guilt of it. This is a wonderful representation of how persons love and adoration would easily shift to hatred. Because Judas loved the idea of Jesus so much that he would rather kill him and keep the idea of him the way he wanted it to be rather than see him change into someone he did not want him to be. And this extreme level of love being taken away from him drove him insane, this is why he kills himself. And this is beautiful. I never felt so strangely about the character before. I do not know what to feel about Judas, pity? Loathe? Should I relate to him? But for what it’t worth, I can at least understand him. My question is finally answered. Thank you for that, Osamu Dazai, this was beautiful.
wow corto pero me ha metido totalmente en la mente de judas por un momento (es como retelling de la traición de judas desde su propio punto de vista, como un monólogo, se puede encontrar fácilmente la traducción buscando "an urgent appeal Osamu dazai") aleatorio pero muy loco...
This writing/narrative style of his reminds me of Salinger a lot. Rushing into the topic that he wanted to tell, and never change the paragraph. Loved this first person narrative so much!