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Love Interrupted #1
Love Me More
I’ve always heard that you should marry someone that loves you more than you love them – that if you do this, you’ll always be happy.
Did I follow that advice? No. Am I happy? No. And is Finn happy? No.
I’m stuck in a marriage with an ex-Marine suffering from PTSD. I’m not sure we’re in love anymore. We have a baby who brings us both joy—but it’s not enough. I feel like my life is crumbling around me and I’m struggling to keep the pieces together.
Someone from my past has sauntered back in quietly, unknowingly. To my surprise, the attention is what I was craving.
I have to make a decision. Do I stay and fight, or leave, when the idea of escape is beautiful and tempting?
I’m always the one who loves more.
Did I follow that advice? No. Am I happy? No. And is Finn happy? No.
I’m stuck in a marriage with an ex-Marine suffering from PTSD. I’m not sure we’re in love anymore. We have a baby who brings us both joy—but it’s not enough. I feel like my life is crumbling around me and I’m struggling to keep the pieces together.
Someone from my past has sauntered back in quietly, unknowingly. To my surprise, the attention is what I was craving.
I have to make a decision. Do I stay and fight, or leave, when the idea of escape is beautiful and tempting?
I’m always the one who loves more.
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May 3, 2017
I am going to spoil this one so be warned...
This book IS NOT A ROMANCE....
This book is about a man who leaves the military and has severe PTSD, life is not going well and his marriage is failing. His wife starts an affair with another man while trying to hold together a crumbling marriage and new motherhood.
The husband finds out about the other man and kills both the other man and himself and the wife is left being hated by the whole town because she thinks she is a whore and everyone else does too. ( My impression was the author thought this as well and it isn't a comfortable experience.)
The writing in this book is well done. My objection is that to me, (and no judgement for anyone who read it differently, mileage always varies,) this book is reminiscent of those 70's women's prison movies and way too exploitative of what is a very sad, tragic and all too common situation.
Not every story has an HEA, I get that, but I felt like I had bathed in slime after finishing this one and it was not a comfortable feeling. Instead of a thoughtful treatise on the problems of PTSD and it's stresses on family and marriages, I felt I was reading a knock off article in a scurrilous gossip rag, more than happy to exacerbate the most salubrious details for a cynical and scandal mongering audience.
It takes great skill to write tragedy and not have it come off as schadenfreude. Based on the author note's at the end I am not sure which side the author was actually aiming for, but either way this was a total miss for me and I felt a little less of a decent person after finishing this one.
This book IS NOT A ROMANCE....
This book is about a man who leaves the military and has severe PTSD, life is not going well and his marriage is failing. His wife starts an affair with another man while trying to hold together a crumbling marriage and new motherhood.
The husband finds out about the other man and kills both the other man and himself and the wife is left being hated by the whole town because she thinks she is a whore and everyone else does too. ( My impression was the author thought this as well and it isn't a comfortable experience.)
The writing in this book is well done. My objection is that to me, (and no judgement for anyone who read it differently, mileage always varies,) this book is reminiscent of those 70's women's prison movies and way too exploitative of what is a very sad, tragic and all too common situation.
Not every story has an HEA, I get that, but I felt like I had bathed in slime after finishing this one and it was not a comfortable feeling. Instead of a thoughtful treatise on the problems of PTSD and it's stresses on family and marriages, I felt I was reading a knock off article in a scurrilous gossip rag, more than happy to exacerbate the most salubrious details for a cynical and scandal mongering audience.
It takes great skill to write tragedy and not have it come off as schadenfreude. Based on the author note's at the end I am not sure which side the author was actually aiming for, but either way this was a total miss for me and I felt a little less of a decent person after finishing this one.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
February 7, 2017
Holy debut novel!! I was a little concerned I wouldn't like this book. I was warned this was not a happily ever after book, and I LIVE for happy endings. Blaire, Finn, and Tripp will have you gripping the edge of your seat, and will shock you with an ending that is so unpredictable and crazy. R.S has such a beautiful way of describing tragedy, loss, and love. I'm looking forward reading more from this new author.
February 16, 2017
This story blew me away!! Five stars for this debut novel. The author has such a beautiful way with words and her ability to make me feel what the heroine was feeling was astounding. I spent the entire time not knowing who to root for yet I loved it!! I'm a sucker for a good HEA but I think in this case it would have pissed me off. Life is messy and this is a beautifully written story about that mess.
February 9, 2017
This is a read in one sitting kind of book. I was hooked from the very first paragraph. Blair, Finn, and Tristan draw you in and leave you wanting more. This is a great book from my favorite up and coming author. This is a great read for those who are looking for twists and turn with a non happy ending.
January 9, 2019
Wow, I didn't see that one coming. A definite page turner, with well developed characters. I love a great love-triangle with angst and this one delivered.
February 14, 2017
Whoa! Holy first book by new author R.S. Medina! I was expecting this book to be something very different than it is... That is not a bad thing...I really should have known by the prologue, but I read so many story's about love and loss, my mind kept going back to those. This book talks about real life stuff, and PTSD, and although this is a work of fiction, I could get a good sense of how these characters were dealing with things as though it were actually happening in real life. And then the ending...that ending...be prepared...if you are looking for that Happily Ever After tag, you are not going to find it here. But we all know, not every story has a happy ending. But I think R.S. Medina has a happy beginning to a new career as an Indie Author!
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February 14, 2017
"I see blood. Red is everywhere. It’s too red. I used to like red, but now red is such a terrifying color."
Love Me More is not a sugary sweet romance. It's real, and it's different. I was hooked from the beginning, and had to know who did what, and how it happened. Love Me More is the story of Blair and Finn's love and loss. It's a reminder that life can go from swoon-worthy to tragic in a heartbeat. At a time when Blair and Finn are just trying to start a family, it seems like life is against them.
There is an undercurrent of tension in their relationship. Sometimes I wanted to root for them to stay together. Other times my heart broke for them, and I didn't know if their bond could be repaired. Because how can you start healing a relationship when you don't know how to heal yourself?
"There are some fates worse than death. I consider mine one of them."
To top off an already complex mesh of characters and situations, Medina gives us Tristan - Blaire's ex from high school - who is not afraid to give her the attention she's been missing, and an escape from her life. This dude? OMG. I can't even tell you about Tristan. And even though there were several times when I yelled at Blair for her actions, there are pieces of her in all of us, so I understood her.
"Instead of letting myself worry about my karma, I just repeat to myself, 'I’m a good person in a bad situation. I’m a good person in a bad situation. I’m a good person in a bad situation.'"
I think Blair and Finn were both suffering in their own ways. Some people suffer in silence, some make bad decisions, and some people carry their pain just below the surface. You don't know it's there until it's just too much for them to bear. But there's a point in Love Me More where the fit hits the shan, and you will not see it coming!
Love Me More is not a sugary sweet romance. It's real, and it's different. I was hooked from the beginning, and had to know who did what, and how it happened. Love Me More is the story of Blair and Finn's love and loss. It's a reminder that life can go from swoon-worthy to tragic in a heartbeat. At a time when Blair and Finn are just trying to start a family, it seems like life is against them.
There is an undercurrent of tension in their relationship. Sometimes I wanted to root for them to stay together. Other times my heart broke for them, and I didn't know if their bond could be repaired. Because how can you start healing a relationship when you don't know how to heal yourself?
"There are some fates worse than death. I consider mine one of them."
To top off an already complex mesh of characters and situations, Medina gives us Tristan - Blaire's ex from high school - who is not afraid to give her the attention she's been missing, and an escape from her life. This dude? OMG. I can't even tell you about Tristan. And even though there were several times when I yelled at Blair for her actions, there are pieces of her in all of us, so I understood her.
"Instead of letting myself worry about my karma, I just repeat to myself, 'I’m a good person in a bad situation. I’m a good person in a bad situation. I’m a good person in a bad situation.'"
I think Blair and Finn were both suffering in their own ways. Some people suffer in silence, some make bad decisions, and some people carry their pain just below the surface. You don't know it's there until it's just too much for them to bear. But there's a point in Love Me More where the fit hits the shan, and you will not see it coming!
February 14, 2017
"Matters of the heart are never easy to deal with."
Truth be told, the very first time I read this, I had no idea what it was about. I jumped in without reading a blurb and just knowing that there was no HEA at the end. If you're the type of person who needs a HEA, then this book isn't for you. It's real life and that isn't always pretty.
Blair is in a marriage that she isn't happy with. Her husband, Finn, suffers from PTSD and stopped showing her the kind of affection that she craves. They live together, with their daughter, more or less as roommates. That is until, Blair's ex-boyfriend comes back into town. It isn't hard for him to get her attention when she gets none at home. Blair has to decide if her marriage is worth saving or if she'll always be the one who loves more.
R.S. Medina is one to watch out for. She took a lot of risks with 'Love Me More' that were executed seamlessly and in a way that makes this one hard to put down. You'll be able to relate to Blair, even if you don't agree with her actions. By the end, you may hate her. But. Isn't that the mark of a great author? Their story is stuck in your head, long after you've read the last page.
The choices we make... they shape us in ways that may not be evident until much later. Blair makes choices that have a domino effect and change the course of her life, forever. They aren't always the right choices, but that's what makes this story so real. The characters aren't perfect and I love that.
I can't wait to see what's next for R.S. Medina. I have a feeling that we'll be seeing great things from her.
Truth be told, the very first time I read this, I had no idea what it was about. I jumped in without reading a blurb and just knowing that there was no HEA at the end. If you're the type of person who needs a HEA, then this book isn't for you. It's real life and that isn't always pretty.
Blair is in a marriage that she isn't happy with. Her husband, Finn, suffers from PTSD and stopped showing her the kind of affection that she craves. They live together, with their daughter, more or less as roommates. That is until, Blair's ex-boyfriend comes back into town. It isn't hard for him to get her attention when she gets none at home. Blair has to decide if her marriage is worth saving or if she'll always be the one who loves more.
R.S. Medina is one to watch out for. She took a lot of risks with 'Love Me More' that were executed seamlessly and in a way that makes this one hard to put down. You'll be able to relate to Blair, even if you don't agree with her actions. By the end, you may hate her. But. Isn't that the mark of a great author? Their story is stuck in your head, long after you've read the last page.
The choices we make... they shape us in ways that may not be evident until much later. Blair makes choices that have a domino effect and change the course of her life, forever. They aren't always the right choices, but that's what makes this story so real. The characters aren't perfect and I love that.
I can't wait to see what's next for R.S. Medina. I have a feeling that we'll be seeing great things from her.
February 10, 2017
I was captivated by the first few pages. I couldn't put the book down until I knew what was going to happen. I feel like anyone can relate to Blair, Tripp, or Tristan in some kind of way to the point of it making you run through memories of your own life. Not once have I had a novel take over my thoughts like this one. I was hooked and enjoyed the hell out of this read. Not usually the type of novels I read but I'll be picking up anything R.S. Medina puts out. The twist at the ending leaves you puzzled, alarmed, dumbfounded, and dazed. Hats off to you Rhea. Five stars from me.
February 16, 2020
Meh. Cheating books are usually a very touchy subject and usually a hit or miss for me. They have to be either well executed or very believable and well, this one was either messy or overly dramatic. There was no middle ground.
Basically I need to say this: I'm not a fan of Tristan and Blair's "relationship". I'm not a fan of the way things start and I'm not a fan of the reasons as to why Blair did it. And frankly, that killed the whole story for me. And in return, it made me really not like Blair and her actions. She was selfish, and not in a good way.
The ending. I could have a whole discussion alone about this but I don't spoil things for other readers. I didn't like it. I didn't like anything about it. If you're gonna end a book like that you have to pace it. 400+ pages and the ending happens in 5 short pages. Too little too soon.
I did enjoy RS's writing, though. For a debut novel I'm thoroughly impressed. I just wasn't feeling the story line and some of the main characters. I enjoyed the book, although I stayed mad at Blair 80% of the time.
I think I should stop with the cheating books. Maybe it's time I throw the towel in.
Basically I need to say this: I'm not a fan of Tristan and Blair's "relationship". I'm not a fan of the way things start and I'm not a fan of the reasons as to why Blair did it. And frankly, that killed the whole story for me. And in return, it made me really not like Blair and her actions. She was selfish, and not in a good way.
The ending. I could have a whole discussion alone about this but I don't spoil things for other readers. I didn't like it. I didn't like anything about it. If you're gonna end a book like that you have to pace it. 400+ pages and the ending happens in 5 short pages. Too little too soon.
I did enjoy RS's writing, though. For a debut novel I'm thoroughly impressed. I just wasn't feeling the story line and some of the main characters. I enjoyed the book, although I stayed mad at Blair 80% of the time.
I think I should stop with the cheating books. Maybe it's time I throw the towel in.
March 5, 2017
Wow..just Wow
The beginning of this book just sucked you right in, made you think...ohhh nooo and then when you get to the end of the book, your like holy shit....did I just read what I think I read? lol
This book is about Blair and Finn. Their love story...their marriage and the falling apart of their love story.
"I’ve always heard that you should marry someone that loves you more than you love them – that if you do this, you’ll always be happy.
Did I follow that advice? No. Am I happy? No. And is Finn happy? No"
Blair and Finn go through some very hard times in their marriage, PTSD, trying to make a family and some loses. These hard times are making it very hard to keep things together, is it worth fighting for? Ummm you will need to pick this book up and find out for yourself.. : )
I gave this book 4 stars. I read that this was R.S. Medina's first novel. I really did enjoy reading Love Me More. This book had some heartbreaking stuff that the characters had to deal with, but I did know this going in when I picked this book up. I gave this book 4 Stars. In my personal opinion, it was a little wordy...a little too much of describing the daily grind. Just felt a little too much description of life...if that makes since. But again, I did enjoy reading it and would love to read more by her in the future!! : )
The beginning of this book just sucked you right in, made you think...ohhh nooo and then when you get to the end of the book, your like holy shit....did I just read what I think I read? lol
This book is about Blair and Finn. Their love story...their marriage and the falling apart of their love story.
"I’ve always heard that you should marry someone that loves you more than you love them – that if you do this, you’ll always be happy.
Did I follow that advice? No. Am I happy? No. And is Finn happy? No"
Blair and Finn go through some very hard times in their marriage, PTSD, trying to make a family and some loses. These hard times are making it very hard to keep things together, is it worth fighting for? Ummm you will need to pick this book up and find out for yourself.. : )
I gave this book 4 stars. I read that this was R.S. Medina's first novel. I really did enjoy reading Love Me More. This book had some heartbreaking stuff that the characters had to deal with, but I did know this going in when I picked this book up. I gave this book 4 Stars. In my personal opinion, it was a little wordy...a little too much of describing the daily grind. Just felt a little too much description of life...if that makes since. But again, I did enjoy reading it and would love to read more by her in the future!! : )
March 8, 2017
Love Me More
R.S. Medina
5 stars
I want to preface this with saying that I am married to a solider that has PTSD. He served 21 years in Special Ops and went places that I didn't even want to know about; did things I couldn't even wrap my brain around and saw his friends die; not only die but their bodies torn apart. So this book is something that shouldn't be being rated as a one star read. I don't understand those ratings except to say that maybe you haven't experienced someone losing themselves to the country we so gratefully live in. And if you haven't experienced this, then you should consider yourself very lucky.
Finn is not the man that Blaire married. She always knew he wanted to be a Marine but she never knew how it would take the man she loved. He once made her feel she was the most beautiful woman in the world. He looked at her like she was the only one and their love created Olivia. Finn adores his daughter. He lives and breathes her. But their marriage, the team that they once were is gone. How can you continue to love someone who doesn't give the love in return. How do you continue to survive yourself.
Finn wears his scarred and worn face well. He wont forget the things he saw or did or his tours. Each one changed him; leaving him hardened and empty. Three tours and out. They didn't want him back. Evaluated, diagnosed with PTSD and trying to transition into civilian life. They don't help you. Depression, anger, hurt .. admitting you have those things is weakness and a Marine is not weak. No one will give him a job. No one wants a damaged solider except for maybe some fast food joints for minimum wage. Failure ...
The characters in this story are so well written I could see it in my head. A wife craving the attention and love that never comes from her husband -- an unexpected old flame giving her what she needs. A man who has no soul left; a soul left in the dessert with his brothers. A child caught in between and a old lover who should have never stepped through that door.
RS Medina has written a story for us but yet its so true to life. Every part of Finn and what happens to him is true .. every part of the wife left wishing and feeling helpless .. true. Absolutely incredible. As a reader and a advocate for soldiers with PTSD; their families and their transitions this story needed to be told. I am so proud of the writing, the characters, the depiction of life during and after the military is spot on. No one wants to hire lifetime soldiers because they are "afraid" they might have an episode or they offer them "cart duty" outside or they offer them nothing at all. Life at home is the same. Anything can trigger an flashback, emotions are dealt with in ways that aren't the best for the entire family and then those family members suffer. Its truly a disease and an incredible hardship for everyone.
So again I say thank you. Thank you for your bravery in sharing this story. Thank you from those of us that sit and hope that the world knows what these men and women are giving up for the freedoms we have. I thank you for the families that work to save the loves of their lives when they come home from unknown places. I thank you for shedding light on to a hush hush subject. I also encourage anyone who is suffering to reach out. You are not alone. Do not suffer in silence. Do not take yourself out of this world. HELP make the world understand what you need. We will be there. I will be there.
Standing ovation -- and again those who gave this book a one star rating. Please go talk to some veterans, volunteer and then read this book again. Please ...
WARNING: This book contains a story around a serious disease PTSD. If you have triggers I caution you. This does NOT have a HEA by any means but if you can do it .. read it. Buy it .. keep it and share it.
Thank you for the chance to read. I am honored. Review to post to Ramblings From Beneath The Sheets.
R.S. Medina
5 stars
I want to preface this with saying that I am married to a solider that has PTSD. He served 21 years in Special Ops and went places that I didn't even want to know about; did things I couldn't even wrap my brain around and saw his friends die; not only die but their bodies torn apart. So this book is something that shouldn't be being rated as a one star read. I don't understand those ratings except to say that maybe you haven't experienced someone losing themselves to the country we so gratefully live in. And if you haven't experienced this, then you should consider yourself very lucky.
Finn is not the man that Blaire married. She always knew he wanted to be a Marine but she never knew how it would take the man she loved. He once made her feel she was the most beautiful woman in the world. He looked at her like she was the only one and their love created Olivia. Finn adores his daughter. He lives and breathes her. But their marriage, the team that they once were is gone. How can you continue to love someone who doesn't give the love in return. How do you continue to survive yourself.
Finn wears his scarred and worn face well. He wont forget the things he saw or did or his tours. Each one changed him; leaving him hardened and empty. Three tours and out. They didn't want him back. Evaluated, diagnosed with PTSD and trying to transition into civilian life. They don't help you. Depression, anger, hurt .. admitting you have those things is weakness and a Marine is not weak. No one will give him a job. No one wants a damaged solider except for maybe some fast food joints for minimum wage. Failure ...
The characters in this story are so well written I could see it in my head. A wife craving the attention and love that never comes from her husband -- an unexpected old flame giving her what she needs. A man who has no soul left; a soul left in the dessert with his brothers. A child caught in between and a old lover who should have never stepped through that door.
RS Medina has written a story for us but yet its so true to life. Every part of Finn and what happens to him is true .. every part of the wife left wishing and feeling helpless .. true. Absolutely incredible. As a reader and a advocate for soldiers with PTSD; their families and their transitions this story needed to be told. I am so proud of the writing, the characters, the depiction of life during and after the military is spot on. No one wants to hire lifetime soldiers because they are "afraid" they might have an episode or they offer them "cart duty" outside or they offer them nothing at all. Life at home is the same. Anything can trigger an flashback, emotions are dealt with in ways that aren't the best for the entire family and then those family members suffer. Its truly a disease and an incredible hardship for everyone.
So again I say thank you. Thank you for your bravery in sharing this story. Thank you from those of us that sit and hope that the world knows what these men and women are giving up for the freedoms we have. I thank you for the families that work to save the loves of their lives when they come home from unknown places. I thank you for shedding light on to a hush hush subject. I also encourage anyone who is suffering to reach out. You are not alone. Do not suffer in silence. Do not take yourself out of this world. HELP make the world understand what you need. We will be there. I will be there.
Standing ovation -- and again those who gave this book a one star rating. Please go talk to some veterans, volunteer and then read this book again. Please ...
WARNING: This book contains a story around a serious disease PTSD. If you have triggers I caution you. This does NOT have a HEA by any means but if you can do it .. read it. Buy it .. keep it and share it.
Thank you for the chance to read. I am honored. Review to post to Ramblings From Beneath The Sheets.
January 11, 2017
Solid 4 stars for this up and coming author! Look forward to reading more of her work.
February 16, 2017
1.5 stars
The cheese stands alone...when it comes to rating this book.
I was very well aware that this doesn't have a HEA. I was kind of expecting Tarryn Fisher vibes. You know, characters that kind of drive you nuts with their choices and plots that are super angsty. For me, it just fell short.
I think the reason I couldn't connect was because it was very wordy. Ideas that could've easily been wrapped up in one or two sentences took multiple.
For example: "...I refuse to get a mom-mobile. I am desperately trying to hang on to things that are anti mother-hood. Just because I'm a mom does not mean I have to sacrifice everything. I will keep some semblance of who I am other than just a mom. I hate when people get sucked into being a mom and forget who they are. I am so much more than just a mom...(keeps going a bit more)"
Like, I get it! She wants to be viewed as something more than "just a mom"! Some may not mind this style of story telling, but it just happens to be one of my pet peeves. Over explaining...everything!
I also wasn't a fan of the way Tristan and Blair's relationship was developed. 90% of their relationship was Tristan telling Blair how pretty/cute she was. When in reality, she's sooooo hot that all the other guys want to sleep with her. I get the reason why she was insecure but when the majority of the relationship seems to lean on this one thing, it gets old.
I appreciate that the author showed that bad decisions have consequences (albeit in this case, the consequences were extreme).
Like I said, I'm definitely in the minority when it comes to this book, so you very well may love it. I just couldn't connect.
The cheese stands alone...when it comes to rating this book.
I was very well aware that this doesn't have a HEA. I was kind of expecting Tarryn Fisher vibes. You know, characters that kind of drive you nuts with their choices and plots that are super angsty. For me, it just fell short.
I think the reason I couldn't connect was because it was very wordy. Ideas that could've easily been wrapped up in one or two sentences took multiple.
For example: "...I refuse to get a mom-mobile. I am desperately trying to hang on to things that are anti mother-hood. Just because I'm a mom does not mean I have to sacrifice everything. I will keep some semblance of who I am other than just a mom. I hate when people get sucked into being a mom and forget who they are. I am so much more than just a mom...(keeps going a bit more)"
Like, I get it! She wants to be viewed as something more than "just a mom"! Some may not mind this style of story telling, but it just happens to be one of my pet peeves. Over explaining...everything!
I also wasn't a fan of the way Tristan and Blair's relationship was developed. 90% of their relationship was Tristan telling Blair how pretty/cute she was. When in reality, she's sooooo hot that all the other guys want to sleep with her. I get the reason why she was insecure but when the majority of the relationship seems to lean on this one thing, it gets old.
I appreciate that the author showed that bad decisions have consequences (albeit in this case, the consequences were extreme).
Like I said, I'm definitely in the minority when it comes to this book, so you very well may love it. I just couldn't connect.
February 16, 2017
Amazing Read
This book had me angry, excited, and stressed all at the same time. I couldn't stop reading I had to know what was going to happen next. I felt as if I was there in the story. I loved this book and can't wait for another by this author.
I highly recommend this book
This book had me angry, excited, and stressed all at the same time. I couldn't stop reading I had to know what was going to happen next. I felt as if I was there in the story. I loved this book and can't wait for another by this author.
I highly recommend this book
January 3, 2023
I voluntarily received an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.
I was warned before reading Love Me More that it is an ugly cry book without a happily ever after, but that did not prepare me for the intense and gut-wrenching story RS Medina has written. This story is raw, emotional, and real. I think that is what got to me the most, the fact that soldiers and their families struggle with the damaging effects of PTSD on a daily basis and Love Me More shows how ugly it can be. I loved every second of this book, even though I spent most of it angry and upset at the characters.
I was warned before reading Love Me More that it is an ugly cry book without a happily ever after, but that did not prepare me for the intense and gut-wrenching story RS Medina has written. This story is raw, emotional, and real. I think that is what got to me the most, the fact that soldiers and their families struggle with the damaging effects of PTSD on a daily basis and Love Me More shows how ugly it can be. I loved every second of this book, even though I spent most of it angry and upset at the characters.
January 6, 2018
This book! I knew with the subject matter it had the potential to shred me, and shred me it did.
Although the love triangle thing is a turn-off for some, I found that I related to the MC, Blair, and felt for her struggle. The author nailed the chapters from the MC's husband Finn's POV, giving us a heart-wrenching look into his mind and thought process.
The author used great descriptive writing and captivated me with her storytelling. I am anxiously awaiting the next one from her!
Although the love triangle thing is a turn-off for some, I found that I related to the MC, Blair, and felt for her struggle. The author nailed the chapters from the MC's husband Finn's POV, giving us a heart-wrenching look into his mind and thought process.
The author used great descriptive writing and captivated me with her storytelling. I am anxiously awaiting the next one from her!
July 3, 2019
Currently don't have the words. Will update when I can formulate proper thoughts.
March 28, 2017
God, the end! I really hated it!
March 15, 2017
This debut novel by R.S. Medina was mind-blowing! I was warned this one wasn't a happy ending and well, that is kind of my thing. Life isn't always happy and doesn't always end that way for everyone. However, it's real. This one captivates that. I like my stories to be a little more practical.
I loved this one so much. The book did start out kind of slow for me. There was a lot of dialogue and not a lot of action in the beginning. However, I know that this was relevant to the story line. For you to develop deep connections to these three characters.
All the feelings Blair went through in this one I at one time have felt them. Well most of them. I think at times we all feel unloved and unwanted. I really felt a strong connection with her. She's a mother that felt like she was doing it all with no help. Trust me, I've been there.
I felt sorry for Finn through some of the book because he endured so much in his life. He served several tours in Iraq and the horrors he faced were gruesome. It wasn't his fault his marriage was going the way it was. He suffered from some long term effects of the war.
Tristan was my favorite character. He was handsome and romantic. His texts to Blair would make me smile. He was so sweet.
This book wrecked me. I sobbed for several minutes as the realization as to what happened began to sink in. I wish there would have been a different ending but this isn't my story. This is an excellent and fast paced read. I have no doubt this book will be a best seller. And I can't wait to see more from this author!
I loved this one so much. The book did start out kind of slow for me. There was a lot of dialogue and not a lot of action in the beginning. However, I know that this was relevant to the story line. For you to develop deep connections to these three characters.
All the feelings Blair went through in this one I at one time have felt them. Well most of them. I think at times we all feel unloved and unwanted. I really felt a strong connection with her. She's a mother that felt like she was doing it all with no help. Trust me, I've been there.
I felt sorry for Finn through some of the book because he endured so much in his life. He served several tours in Iraq and the horrors he faced were gruesome. It wasn't his fault his marriage was going the way it was. He suffered from some long term effects of the war.
Tristan was my favorite character. He was handsome and romantic. His texts to Blair would make me smile. He was so sweet.
This book wrecked me. I sobbed for several minutes as the realization as to what happened began to sink in. I wish there would have been a different ending but this isn't my story. This is an excellent and fast paced read. I have no doubt this book will be a best seller. And I can't wait to see more from this author!
March 6, 2017
Wow.....
As I pick my jaw up from the floor.... I CAN NOT believe the ending. I was not expecting that!! I definitely need a reading break to clear my mind!
As I pick my jaw up from the floor.... I CAN NOT believe the ending. I was not expecting that!! I definitely need a reading break to clear my mind!
May 4, 2022
RS Medina's novel is not the normal kind of book I would read for myself, but I'm so glad that I did. The writing is well-executed and reminded me of Caroline Kepnes of YOU fame in terms of style, but the voice is all her own. Weaving a tale of both past and present together from three points of view, we're pulled into a triangle filled with self-doubt and loathing, PTSD, and a man who doesn't fully recognize boundaries. The pacing is just right, building slowly but surely (but never boringly) to a dynamite finale that is shocking and heart-hammering. This is not the kind of story where everyone is smiling and going about their lives after learning a valuable life-lesson at the end. This is messy, *real*, and heavy.
The dialogue is realistic, the prose authentic to the characters, all of whom are fleshed out well, and the pacing is just right. I'm glad I went on this twisted little journey and look forward to more by Medina.
Don't miss this, it really is excellent.
The dialogue is realistic, the prose authentic to the characters, all of whom are fleshed out well, and the pacing is just right. I'm glad I went on this twisted little journey and look forward to more by Medina.
Don't miss this, it really is excellent.
May 3, 2017
DNF For Me
When I read romance books, I would like the ending to have a HEA. This book didn't have it. Not a good feeling.
When I read romance books, I would like the ending to have a HEA. This book didn't have it. Not a good feeling.
June 5, 2019
Oh my. This novel sure took me for a ride.
I don't know if R.S Medina wrote Blair as a character that we are intentionally supposed to dislike but ....boy did I dislike her. She was honestly the worst. I actually had to put the book down a few times because I was so frustrated with her.
Fair warning, this is not a hearts and kisses romance. This is real life. With real problems that people face. I absolutely love that R.S included PTSD because mental health isn't written about nearly enough in my opinion.
To avoid spoilers, all I will say is that the ending wasn't nearly as satisfying as I would have liked it to be. But I adore R.S' writing style. It takes a very talented writer to keep me reading once I despise such a central character.
*I recieved this by way of Voracious Readers Only in exchange for an honest review *
I don't know if R.S Medina wrote Blair as a character that we are intentionally supposed to dislike but ....boy did I dislike her. She was honestly the worst. I actually had to put the book down a few times because I was so frustrated with her.
Fair warning, this is not a hearts and kisses romance. This is real life. With real problems that people face. I absolutely love that R.S included PTSD because mental health isn't written about nearly enough in my opinion.
To avoid spoilers, all I will say is that the ending wasn't nearly as satisfying as I would have liked it to be. But I adore R.S' writing style. It takes a very talented writer to keep me reading once I despise such a central character.
*I recieved this by way of Voracious Readers Only in exchange for an honest review *
January 5, 2020
I did not see it coming
I figured by the blurb that I read, this book would be a pretty typical "struggle to choose one" book. Wooh-wee was I wrong. I don't want to give anything away because I feel it will take away from your journey. What I will say is that these characters are absolutely believable: their dialogue, thought processes and actions. And you root for them, you want it all to work out...
I figured by the blurb that I read, this book would be a pretty typical "struggle to choose one" book. Wooh-wee was I wrong. I don't want to give anything away because I feel it will take away from your journey. What I will say is that these characters are absolutely believable: their dialogue, thought processes and actions. And you root for them, you want it all to work out...
January 27, 2021
Wow. What an intense ending. You really feel for Blaire and Finn in their separate ways, both are in a tough position. PTSD in our military is such a real and awful reality, and such an important aspect that we need to address. I definitely can’t condone Blaire’s actions, but I do also understand them.
I received a complimentary copy of this book from the author in exchange for an honest review
I received a complimentary copy of this book from the author in exchange for an honest review
June 16, 2019
This book brings an unpredictable twist! It talks about loss, tragedy and loss in a new way. I didn’t expect it to end the way it did but I like it! Will love to read more from the author.
February 1, 2023
Literally such a page turner for me. I love this book a lot and was very happy to find out R.S. Medina is (for me) a local author. I would definitely recommend this book
March 21, 2017
So weird love affair stories seem to always intrigue me....this story was just odd though. All the characters seemed so immature especially Blair and Tristan. Their texts and snapchats...which was kinda weird in itself was all so immature to me. Now, the truck scene was hot but outside of that...it was just all mediocre to me. It was believable and then again most of the time it wasn't to me....I dunno.
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