amazing book and wonderful end to 2024. i may be basic but i eat up anything from a lost generation writer. i definitely liked this collection more than i enjoyed great gatsby as a whole, but both show fitzgerald’s prowess. i like to think of fitzgerald as a turbulent rain storm and hemingway as a strong and steady stream, and this collection didn’t change that image. fitzgerald is so so talented at describing the mundane with such fondness and memory that it makes you feel like you’re there, maybe to a point where it detracts from the attention of the reader. how i felt about “show mr and mrs f…,” a great little short story but sometimes hard to focus on. i absolutely adored “my lost city;” it’s exactly how i feel about new york now, over a century later, but NYC with all its symbols and mythology is so easy to idealize, until: “And with the awful realization that New York was a city after all and not a universe, the whole shining edifice that he had reared in his imagination came crashing to the ground.” “sleeping and waking” was also very enchanting— as someone who’s been an insomniac for as long as i can remember, it felt like fitzgerald was casting a light on all of the despair that the smallest thoughts at 3am can deliver.
big fitzgerald fan. i don’t think this book is about drinking more than it’s about a slight detachment to reality, a floating around day to day that is encouraged by drinking. very enjoyable and easy to get to through. some other quotes i enjoyed:
“the city burst thunderously upon us in the early dusk— the white glacier of lower New York swooping down like a strand of a bridge to rise into uptown New York, a miracle of foamy light suspended by the stars. A band started to play on deck, but the majesty of the city made the march trivial and tinkling. From that moment I knew that New York, however often I might leave it, was home.”
“All in the same month I became bitter about such things as the sound of the radio, the advertisements in the magazines, the screech of tracks, the dead silence of the country— contemptuous at human softness, immediately (if secretively) quarrelsome toward hardness—hating the night when I couldn't sleep and hating the day because it went toward night. I slept on the heart side now because I knew that the sooner I could tire that out, even a little, the sooner would come that blessed hour of nightmare which, like a catharsis, would enable me to better meet the new day.”
“When he gets sober for six months and can't stand any of the people he's liked when drunk.”