”I believe in myself. And when you believe in what you do, that’s how you become a somebody.”
My Thoughts: The following are my thoughts about this book:
General:
- Trigger warning-none
- Setting: no real setting. They are on tour
Characters:
- Brad: 27, lead singer and guitarist for the mega popular group And Then
- Dad in jail. Mother a drug addict, then went to jail. Raised in foster care for awhile. Not an ideal upbringing.
- Old guy at a theater took him under his wing and taught him to play guitar. Brad loved this old guy.
- Apparently owes all his success to Ronald Ramsey (record producer and owner of Ramsey Records)
- ”When he was fourteen he had nothing, was just bounced from foster home to foster home. Music was his only stability. And then Ronald Ramsey stepped in and gave him the world. Brad wouldn’t dare mess that up.”
- Easygoing, quiet guy. Pretty tame rocker. Doesn’t do drugs or have sex with groupies.
- Lael: 21, aspiring bassist
- Her dad is a record producer and owns a label called Ramsey Records
- Mother died of cancer when she was 4
- Has had a crush on the lead singer of And Then (Brad) since she was 14
- talented and wants to be on stage playing in front of people
- Together:
- hmmmm. I felt more chemistry in the beginning when they were building their friendship than I did when they were a couple. Something was missing. I didn’t connect with them as a couple.
- The bedroom scenes once they were a solid couple were meh. The intensity and passion was missing.
The story:
- it was ok. A little too squeaky clean for a rockstar romance (IMO)
- Quite low on the angst factor
- Too many cliche’s
- I liked the backstory around Brad.
- The “I’m not good enough” trope. Gah, I Hate that!! 😏. Thankfully he didn’t wallow in those thoughts for too long.
Other:
- I felt Lael’s personality was changed from this shy/non-adventurous type of girl to a wild one and it didn’t seem authentic. If she was wild from the beginning, ok. But it’s not the way she was originally portrayed so it was a disconnect.
- Lael’s dad also didn’t stay true to his original character. He was originally controlling, threatening (literally-it sounded like he wouldn’t be above having someone killed) and all powerful. When Brad confronted him at the end he just rolled over and gave him whatever. No fight, no badass threat, nothing. It was like he was a completely different character. Another disconnect.
- I didn’t like the writing style. It was a “tell” more than an “experience” type of story. Meaning, I just felt like someone was narrating a story vs feeling the story. Toward the end, the writing seemed even more stilted.
- Quite unrealistic to think a 27 year old is so clueless about his finances and the rights to his creativity. It made him look like an idiot.
- I like this author, but this was a bit of a miss for me. Nothing that blew my socks off.
Overview:
- POV: dual POV
- Tropes: rockstar, surprise pregnancy, boss’s daughter
- H likable? Yes
- h likable? Yes
- h virgin? no
- First time they kiss: 43%
- First time they sleep together: 50%
- First time they say I Love You 84%
- steamy? not overly so
- OW/OM drama? no
- H/h cheat? no
- Did I skip pages? Some
- Big secrets? no
- Did I cry? no
- Did I laugh? no
- Cliffhanger? no
- HEA? yes
- Epilogue? 2 years later
- Recommend? it wasn’t very “rockstar” feeling. It wouldn’t be high on my recommend list, but it wasn’t horrible.
Quotes
“Brad Snyder. The man who turned me on to music to begin with, who put that shred of hope in my soul, and made me realize I could do anything I put my mind to. Without Brad’s own music to inspire me, I never would have picked up the bass guitar, never would have paid for my own lessons behind my father’s back, never would have filled notebooks upon notebooks with my own songs and lyrics.”
“I can see we have some things in common. Most obviously, we’re both trapped under the spell of Ronald Ramsey. She’s bound by blood and I’m bound by legal contract.”
“sometimes you have to stop being stubborn and use the helping hands offered to you. You should never let your pride stop you when your dream is on the line.”
“People will always surprise you if you let them.”
“It’s interesting how oftentimes people are beautiful because of how they see the world rather than how the world sees them.”
“View the world through the rose-colored glasses. It’s much prettier that way.”