Reverent and plain,/praising and ordinary all at the same time. I don’t know why I like this poet’s voice, I just like it. I hear his academic tone in many of the poems but it doesn’t either enhance or de-enhance my reading of him; it is just his voice, calm, clear, masculine, crafting poetry from the ordinary and “wild gratitude” infusing so many of them. He is not afraid of emotion, nor of struggle and growth, nor of human frailty, or of anything, and it feels like a primal fearlessness that belongs to all of us.
Song Against Natural Selection
The weak survive!
A man with a damaged arm,
a house missing a single brick, one step
torn away from the other steps
the way I was once torn away
from you; this hurts us, it
isn't what we'd imagined, what
we'd hoped for when we were young
and still hoping for, still imagining things,
but we manage, we survive. Sure,
losing is hard work, one limb severed
at a time makes it that much harder
to get around the city, another word
dropped from our vocabularies
and the remaining words are that much heavier
on our tongues, that much further
from ourselves, and yet people
go on talking, speech survives.
It isn't easy giving up limbs,
trying to manage with that much
less to eat each week, that much more
money we know we'll never make,
things we not only can't buy, but
can't afford to look at in the stores;
this hurts us, and yet we manage, we survive
so that losing itself becomes a kind
of song, our song, our only witness
to the way we die, one day at a time;
a leg severed, a word buried: this
is how we recognize ourselves, and why.
A CHINESE VASE
Sometimes I think that my body is a vase
With me in it, a blue-tiled Chinese vase
That I return to, sometimes, in the rain.
It’s raining hard, but inside the little china vase
There is clean white water circling slowly
Through the shadows like a flock of yellow geese
Circling over a small lake, or like the lake itself
Ruffled with wind and geese in a light rain
That is not dirty, or stained, or even ruffled by
The medley of motors and oars and sometimes even sails
That are washed each summer to her knees. It’s raining
In the deep poplars and in the stand of gray pines;
It’s snowing in the mountains, in the Urals, in the
Wastes of Russia that have edged off into China;
The rain has turned to sleet and the sleet
Has turned to snow in the sullen black clouds
That have surfaced in the cracks of that Chinese
Vase, in the wrinkles that have widened like rivers
In that vase of china. It’s snowing harder and harder
Now over the mountains, but inside the mountains
There is a sunlit cave, a small cave, perhaps,
Like a monk’s cell, or like a small pond
With geese and with clear mountain water inside.
Sometimes I think that I come back to my body
The way a penitent or a pilgrim or a poet
Or a whore or a murderer or a very young girl
Comes for the first time to a holy place
To kneel down, to forget the impossible weight
Of being human, to drink clear water.
FALL
Fall, falling, fallen. That's the way the season
Changes its tense in the long-haired maples
That dot the road; the veiny hand-shaped leaves
Redden on their branches (in a fiery competition
With the final remaining cardinals) and then
Begin to sidle and float through the air, at last
Settling into colorful layers carpeting the ground.
At twilight the light, too, is layered in the trees
In a season of odd, dusky congruences—a scarlet tanager
And the odor of burning leaves, a golden retriever
Loping down the center of a wide street and the sun
Setting behind smoke-filled trees in the distance,
A gap opening up in the treetops and a bruised cloud
Blamelessly filling the space with purples. Everything
Changes and moves in the split second between summer's
Sprawling past and winter's hard revision, one moment
Pulling out of the station according to schedule,
Another moment arriving on the next platform. It
Happens almost like clockwork: the leaves drift away
From their branches and gather slowly at our feet,
Sliding over our ankles, and the season begins moving
Around us even as its colorful weather moves us,
Even as it pulls us into its dusty, twilit pockets.
And every year there is a brief, startling moment
When we pause in the middle of a long walk home and
Suddenly feel something invisible and weightless
Touching our shoulders, sweeping down from the air:
It is the autumn wind pressing against our bodies;
It is the changing light of fall falling on us.
Two (Scholarly) Love Poems
1. Dead Sea Scrolls
I was like the words
on a papyrus apocryphon
buried in a cave at Qumran,
and you were the scholar
I had been waiting for
all my life, the one reader
who unravelled the scrolls
and understood the language
and deciphered its mysteries.
Incandescence at Dusk - (Homage to Dionysius the Areopagite)
There is fire in everything,
shining and hidden—
Or so the saint believed. And I believe the saint:
Nothing stays the same
in the shimmering heat
Of dusk during Indian summer in the country.
Out here it is possible to perceive
That those brilliant red welts
slashed into the horizon
Are like a drunken whip
whistling across a horse’s back,
And that round ball flaring in the trees
Is like a coal sizzling
in the mouth of a desert prophet.
Be careful.
Someone has called the orange leaves
sweeping off the branches
The colorful palmprints of God
brushing against our faces.
Someone has called the banked piles
of twigs and twisted veins
The handprints of the underworld
Gathering at our ankles and burning
through the soles of our feet.
We have to bear the sunset deep inside us.
I don’t believe in ultimate things.
I don’t believe in the inextinguishable light
of the other world.
I don’t believe that we will be lifted up
and transfixed by radiance.
One incandescent dusky world is all there is.
But I like this vigilant saint
Who stood by the river at nightfall
And saw the angels descending
as burnished mirrors and fiery wheels,
As living creatures of fire,
as streams of white flame. . . .
1500 years in his wake,
I can almost imagine
his disappointment and joy
When the first cool wind
starts to rise on the prairie,
When the soothing blue rain begins
to fall out of the cerulean night.