This was a reread for me. I read "The Passions of Chelsea Kane" when my now 37 year old first child was in kindergarten. I remember another mom I had just met telling me how much she loved it when a group of us were in the parking lot, awaiting pick up of our little munchkins one day after school. A group of us became friends and shared books, because--of course-- my friendships often begin with finding out someone else loves to read as much as I do. Anyway, this woman and I discovered a mutual love of the works of Barbara Delinsky. I recall loving the book, raving about it, telling another friend it was a must read, but all these years later, I did not remember the plot. A lot has happened since 1993, and a large number of books have been read, but how I felt about book always stays with me, even if the storyline does not.
Most of the time, when I reread a book (which is a rare thing for me to do), I love it just as much as I did originally. Once in a while, though, not so much. "Crossing to Safety," by Wallace Stegnor is an example of the later. I am not sure about "The Passions of Chelsea Kane" because while listening to the Afterward--I did the audiobook this time, which was not an option in 1993, it was revealed that the audiobook was abridged. I was furious about that. I have never read an abridged book. I have read excerpts of books, back when I was reading magazines, and would then read the actual book if I liked what I had read, but an abridged version? Horrors! Never. Knowing this, though, helps me understand why I felt something was missing, that not all the plotting seemed right. At times, I felt lost, as if I had missed something, but now I know I had not...but the abridged version had left out important things which would have made the book feel full and finished. I was disappointed. It is well written. I cared about Chelsea Kane and her quest to find out the truth about the birthmother she never knew. I was confused about the men she knew and loved and how things turned out. I was confused about why someone was trying to prevent her from learning the truth that was hers to know. There is an underlying and tragic mystery t the book. If you are going to read it, and remember, I loved it as an actual unabridged book, I suggest you read the original and do not be mislead that an audiobook might be the complete story. I think that had I done that, I would be giving it 5 stars again, but I am so annoyed by what happened, and by the fact that I knew something seemed off, that I lowered my rating to 4 stars. I wish I still had my original copy of the book. I can picture its cover and how it felt in my hands, but it is long, LONG, gone, thus I turned to the audiobook I saw was available on Hoopla. I feel strongly that it should have been labeled abridged. I would not have spent a day listening to it. It was not shorter than many other NON-abridged books, so there was no hint to me that it was not the entire text. Other apps do state, upfront, if a book is abridged, and I do not give them a 2nd glance. Good book, but read it as written!