The Diary of a Sinner

by Ateefah Sana Ur Rab

I knew it was wrong, I knew that I would be penalized but I kept doing it. Even when I wanted to stop, I didn't. Only because the sin gave me pleasure like nothing else; it gave me peace that I yearned for.

Although I knew that this ephemeral feeling wouldn't get me anywhere, I would revert back no matter how much far away I ran. That was why I resented myself. I resented being chained; that I had no control over my own will. I couldn't stop myself from committing sins repeatedly.

So, I labelled myself as a sinner who was somehow devoted to being sinful while despising it with passion at the same time. Just to let it out; what I felt deep within my blackened soul, I started writing.

79 pages, Kindle Edition

First published February 22, 2017

Reviews

[Rooha Waseem · Rating 5 out of 5]

This Book has been written so well that it makes you want to read more. I have only read a first few chapters but honestly the author's way with words is amazing. The use of different vocabulary is very important and she does it just right! I would totally recommend it to anyone!

[Attaf Sheikh · Rating 4 out of 5]

Start of the story immediately catches one’s attention and its written in a way that it seems like one’s own thoughts are spread like words. captivating start and the flow of the story takes you within your own journey of sins, sorrow, depression, resentment.it talks about that fight one battles every moment with its own self, trying hard to be pious in eyes of the world, yet losing his own self. A must read to dive in yourself!

[Areesha Rizwan · Rating 5 out of 5]

i haven't read the whole book yet but it has me involved in it already. the writer has come up with a really good and realistic plot. it is an eye opener to me. the writer know her way with words and has skillfully used this quality.

[Natalia Imran · Rating 5 out of 5]

I think this book is amazing and is really underrated. The way the writer talked about the sins of the character is really good

[Syeda Arif · Rating 5 out of 5]

This book is amazing it shows the feelings of a sinner. And looks realistic. Remarkable story

[Sea Lord · Rating 4 out of 5]

very intriguing novel.

[Zoee Khan · Rating 4 out of 5]

This Book is very well written. The story is captivating. Good work.

[Anosha Rais · Rating 5 out of 5]

Remarkably amazing book. Worth reading

[Maryam Affaf · Rating 4 out of 5]

good