Elsie and her brother, Tommy, live a lonely, secluded life, hopping from one pre-furnished apartment to the next, never attending school, and forbidden to talk to strangers. When their mother uproots them once again, Elsie slowly begins to remember her past, finally realizing that her mother, Jude, has abducted her and her brother from their father. Not until Tommy becomes sick and their mother refuses to take him to a doctor does Elsie gain the courage to defy her and seek help for herself and her brother. Although she is reunited with her father and grandparents after four years, it is clear that returning to her former life will present its own set of challenges.
This book hits a number of difficult subjects—parental abduction, mental illness, and ASD—which are handled with varying skill. Jude’s mental illness is stereotypically fearsome: not only does she abduct her children, but she also treats them cruelly, denying them medical care, forcing Elsie to take on the role of parent to Tommy, and speaking abusively to her daughter. The novel ends on a hopeful note, as Jude receives treatment for her mental illness and rebuilds her bond with Elsie, but she remains an unsympathetic character who seems ruled by her illness. Tommy is also depicted stereotypically—more plot device than character—though Elsie’s love for him and his father’s determination to get him treatment for his ASD do provide a hint of optimism in an otherwise flat, troubling depiction.
The Kirkus review identifies another significant flaw in the novel, but concludes positively: “The novel has many of the characteristics of a movie-of-the-week and secondary characters tend toward one-dimensionality, but strong storytelling and the convincing exploration of Clay’s confusion as she confronts her tremendous fear of and simultaneous intense love for her mother save it from triteness.” While I agree that Rodowsky has effectively and authentically captured the voice and emotions of a young girl forced into the role of an adult as she deals with the stress of a mentally ill mother and autistic brother, I question the value of a novel that depicts those characters in such a negative, unnuanced light.