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305 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 15, 2017



She was so beautiful sometimes it hurt me to look at her.

Part of my love for Preston was like a slow-moving river that had gained breadth and speed over time. And another part came in short bursts of white-hot lightning, marking the very moments when the love in my heart had charged and intensified.
I don’t want you to kiss anyone else. I want you to kiss me. I’ve always…I’ve always wanted you to kiss me.”

I’ve waited so long for you, Lia. So long.”
Preston was the one I wanted with every fiber of my being. He was the one I craved. He was the other half of my heart.
“Tonight. This is our beginning, Annalia.”
Why hadn’t she known that losing her would tear the last piece of my heart to shreds?
I wondered distantly if people who had once been stripped bare and cracked open could recover.
Annalia. Mine. She’d always been mine.
He was the other half of my heart.
“Someday I’m going to leave here, but a part of my heart is going to remain. With you.”

Stars weren’t only beautiful, they could also guide your way.

“Someday I’m going to leave here, but a part of my heart is going to remain. With you.”
What happened when your words agreed to something but your heart couldn’t be swayed?
Preston had always been the one. It had always been him.


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A man is only as good as his word. And I was currently pretty worthless. So why did I feel so fucking happy?
All those years when I’d thought about Lia, the word that had come to mind was mine, and I’d denied it, tried to push it away.
Truthfully, though, my life’s dream had just been to get out of the tiny spaces I’d always occupied—not just where I lived, but the stifling nature of my life in general. I just wanted things around me to . . . open up.

I wondered distantly if people who had once been stripped bare and cracked open could recover, too, and thought that it was at least worth hoping for. Wasn’t it?

"Make a Fuss"

"Everything that filled my soul was all around me-the land, the farm, my best friend and brother, and Annalia Del Valle. "

"I wished so much to be someone different when I looked in the mirror. Someone other than the unwanted girl with the devil eyes who had caused my mama so much pain just by being born."









I loved two brothers—identical twins—but it was only one soul that spoke to mine. One soul I'd always belonged to.Oh man, I LOVED Lia and Preston!! Poor Lia broke my heart, because I could relate to her loneliness and insecurities so freaking much.
They would never understand what it felt like to wish they were someone else.
"It's very difficult to find happiness when you don't feel as if you belong anywhere."Lia longs for a different life. One where she's loved, surrounded by family, and not struggling to get by. But from early on she is taught to believe that she is destined for only a certain kind of life.
"God gives us the things he wants us to have. And well, we gotta work within those parameters." - Townsperson
I didn't like the parameters He'd given me at all. But the thing was, I didn't think God paid a whole lot of attention anyway.She grows up with Preston and Cole, but they come from different worlds and at times they go months without seeing each other. Lia also comes to believe that they are ashamed of her (those scenes were gut wrenching 😭😭) and so she shuts herself out in an effort to keep others from judging them.
I'd been so isolated—reclusive—for so long, it was just a part of me now, like my black hair or green eyes.But Preston sees her, he always has. He defends her and cares for her, more than anyone else in her life.
I was waiting for her. I've always been waiting for her.

What happened when your words agreed to something but your heart couldn't be swayed?So Cole asks her out and Lia, riddled with insecurities and some twisted words from others, comes to believe that Preston has no interest in her even though she loves him. She reluctantly agrees and they start "dating." But like I said above, I wasn't annoyed because their scenes together weren't really explicit and most of the time Lia is thinking about Preston. There was never a chance she wanted Cole over Preston.

She'd meant stand up for yourself, believe in your value. I'd been trying to find it in everyone's eyes except my own and that's why it was so easily taken away.GAH I just loved it, the way these characters grew was truly amazing. They both evolved, but as I've obsessed about, Lia's was my favorite. I could understand some being bothered by her lack of a voice, but I truly got it, and it made her development that much sweeter! Since she was so insecure she often avoided conflict, even if it truly hurt her. My favorite quote by far is this one...
"Make a fuss, mi amor."It's so fucking simple but I've been thinking about it nonstop and I'm planning on getting a tattoo of it someday. That's how much it, this book, and Lia impacted me.
Lia had the type of beauty that would last until she was ninety. It was as if God had decided to make her lovely and gotten a bit carried away.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
❝A man is only as good as his word.❞
“I gave her up for the honor between us, the honor I tried so hard to hold on to despite my feelings.”
“To hell with my word being any good. To hell with anything that didn’t involve my lips on Lia’s and the proclamation that she was mine, that she’d always been mine, regardless of contests or a spit-wet handshake, or even my palm on a Bible and the eyes of a thousand people bearing witness to a sworn oath.”
“I needed to come to terms with the fact that Lia had always been my weak spot, and apparently even after her betrayal, that hadn’t changed.”
“My heart, it seemed, knew only how to beat for him, like the wings of a bird soaring through an endless sky. As blue as his eyes and as warm as his touch had once been on my skin.”
