4 Stars
Well.
That was certainly different and wonderfully unconventional in the subtlest and best of ways.
This is definitely not your fluffy shifter ABO, where insta-love and uncontrollable mating urges dominate. Instead, this was harsh, gritty, mired in somber overtones, as one horrific incident has rendered not only the victims broken, but snowballs into a variety of issues affecting a pack’s entire dynamic.
Nox has had it really really rough. He’s basically alone, his family destroyed by his psychotic brother, he perceives himself useless as an omega since his main purpose, which is to breed, is believed to be destroyed. He’s isolated himself from the pack, thus causing a ripple effect of problems that can’t easily be rectified.
Enter Dio. He’s a fixer of pack hierarchy and organization. He, like Nox, doesn’t conform to what is always expected of him, and of course he’s immediately drawn to Nox as only an alpha can be. Understandably, Nox doesn’t trust anyone and is not about to be bullied, pushed, or lured into being a more active member of society, let alone what is expected of him as an omega.
Admittedly, there’s not much that goes on in this book. It’s basically all about Nox and his slow process of healing both physically and mentally. It’s a thoughtful look at how tragedy shapes and influences, and how the changes wrought affect one’s self image and expectations for both good and bad. New definitions and expectations need to be made, and that's never an easy thing to do.
What stands out here are the slight twists in typical ABO/shifter lore. Just little things like humans are aware, hormones and conception are discussed, and variations in the pack structure are noted. Mostly though, I felt this applied to Dio. He’s everything you’d want your alpha to be. Smart, strong, kind, protective. A man who owns up to his mistakes and admits when he’s wrong while wanting, insisting, on the importance of communication. He and Nox don't immediately fall in love. Sure, there's some biological urges and lust isn't ever a problem, but the caring and claiming and ultimately, loving, is definitely hard earned but worth it.
Sadly for me this book isn’t gratuitous in explaining a lot and I wanted pages and pages of Dio and Nox, cursing the progression of my kindle getting closer and closer to finishing. What we got though, I thoroughly enjoyed, for this had plenty of twisty emotions and some very smexy scenes (plus KNOTTING). I just wish there was more, dammit! Why isn’t there more?