I seriously wasn't mentally ready for reading such a book. But this book has come as a serious shocker. How deliberately we've been told lies so much so that our brains have been hijacked totally by one narrative !!
This book has shattered me. I wouldn't ever be able to think the same about the so called Mahatma.
This book will tell you, to what extent a person's love for his motherland can drive him & to what extent a person can go for his country without any selfish interests whatsoever. He knew the consequences, he knew he would never be pardoned by history but ... What history? Which history? The history which is served to us by the so called Court Historians.
Can I not even question Gandhi? Will I be termed a traitor for questioning Gandhi? Is wearing a loin cloth & a superficially saintly outlook enough to qualify to be a saint? The amount of shallowness & depth of reasoning with which we criticise Savarkar ji today, had we done a thorough research of Gandhi we would've realised who actually became the true enemy of the nation(I don't know if consciously or unconsciously, but why?). I still can't fathom how Gandhi made such ridiculous decisions. I don't normally feel emotional on reading books but it happens when a perception is shattered, when you know you lived with a lie all your life & when you realised the whole system was there to feed you those lies about Gandhi.
For someone looking towards reviews first to decide whether to read the book or not, here's my perspective:
What if I tell you that I condemn the killing of Gandhi but tell you that Godse had 100% perfect reasons to do so?
Nobody endorses killings, not even me. That's probably not the way at all. But, let me tell you, if this country has any freedom of speech, thoughts & expressions left: Godse's reasons to kill Gandhi are shocking but 100% true. This book will never leave you the same man who thought about Gandhi to be a saint.
I am shattered.
In the end I would like to re-iterate the quote of Godse on the cover of the book:
"If devotion to one's motherland amounts to sin, I admit I've committed that sin"