What I was promised to get: a very emotional story about a man who, after finding out that his abusive mother died, comes back home to face his painful past, finds love along the way and moves forward with his life.
What I got: a very non-emotional story about a man who, after finding out that his abusive mother died, comes back home, where he meets an incredibly beautiful woman, falls in love with her on the spot and goes on a incredibly short and unproblematic journey to find her mother.
Meet Jacob Churcher, a very successful writer, who finds out that his mother died two weeks ago and he needs to go back home to take care of her last will. What you need to know is that Jacob's mother abused him after her older son, Charles, died. His father, wallowed in despair after the loss of his child and blamed by his wife for that death, divorced her and left. After years of abuse came a day when the mother just threw Jacob's things out into the backyard and this was the day the boy permanently left home.
What you also need to know is that all of it will be told to you straight up, in a simple and incredibly unemotional way.
Jacob is the narrator of the story, but it feels like he tells a story of someone else, someone he only heard of from other people. His story should feel like a punch in the gut - he was just a boy who one day lost his only sibling and the same day lost his mother (just in a different way). He was abused by one parent and neglected by the other parent. The only person who was nice to him was a pregnant woman who he barely remembered and who lived with his family only for the time of the birth of her child. NO ONE reacted to the abuse. It's like the teachers, the neighbors, grandfathers, uncles, friends, the social workers, the police DID NOT EXIST. He was thrown away from his home and lived with other people and NO ONE GOT INTERESTED IN THIS. I should feel something. My heart should be breaking for this guy, but I haven't felt a single thing. I wasn't even happy for his incredibly successful life as a writer (a life I would LOVE to have), because the guy, despite his big status, was clearly unhappy and, of course, to feel joy again he had to meet a woman (no ordinary woman - a beautiful one who did not know that he was a successful writer).
I had similar problem with Rachel, the woman who visits Jacob's house and becomes Jacob's love interest. She was adopted, but wanted to find her biological mother and hoped that the Churchers will have some information about her. She is written in such an unemotional way that I couldn't feel any sympathy for her. Her foster parents sounded comically evil (the very religious couple who abused their daughter for her sake), so it seemed like Rachel didn't go into a journey to find her mother, because she was curious about her. She go into her journey, because she felt unhappy with her current life and wanted to find a better parent.
Btw, the treatment of parents in this book should be studied, because Noel's (Rachel's biological mother's) parents were ALSO abusive and ALSO very religious. There is not a single good parent in this story! (but hey, I'm sure that if Jacob and Rachel had children, they would have been wonderful parents!)
What you need to know is that Rachel also had a fiancee. A fiancee who got similar treatment to her parents. He had to look bad for Jacob to look better in comparison so Rachel had only one choice on the end - leave her fiancee for the new guy (oh, btw, she did not told her fiancee about meeting with Jacob and about their journey to find her mother - she also did not told him that she nearly cheated on him with the same guy).
I really wanted to like this book. I was ready for an emotional outburst, I was ready to cry my eyes out. But I ended up feeling hollow and tired. If you're looking for emotionally impactful Christmas story, this one is not it.