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Glasgow Lads #3.5
Play Dead
The popular Scottish gay-romance series returns with this must-read novella!
Colin’s wounds have finally healed. He’s ready for his big comeback on the football pitch and can’t wait to return to a normal life—especially the rampaging sex he and his boyfriend, Lord Andrew, once indulged in.
But Andrew has his own invisible wounds. Each day the memories of that near-fatal attack tighten their grip on his mind. Yet he must stay strong for the man he loves, the man who almost died to save him.
Colin knows something’s wrong. The more questions he asks, the more Andrew hides behind his aristocratic stiff upper lip. A surprise turn of events may give them the justice they crave, but will it be enough?
When Andrew finally breaks down—in typically spectacular fashion—he must learn to trust like never before. And Colin must learn there’s more than one kind of strength.
Because with a love as mad as theirs, there’s no such thing as normal.
Note: Play Dead features the heroes of Playing to Win, but like all Glasgow Lads books, it may be read as a stand-alone story.
Colin’s wounds have finally healed. He’s ready for his big comeback on the football pitch and can’t wait to return to a normal life—especially the rampaging sex he and his boyfriend, Lord Andrew, once indulged in.
But Andrew has his own invisible wounds. Each day the memories of that near-fatal attack tighten their grip on his mind. Yet he must stay strong for the man he loves, the man who almost died to save him.
Colin knows something’s wrong. The more questions he asks, the more Andrew hides behind his aristocratic stiff upper lip. A surprise turn of events may give them the justice they crave, but will it be enough?
When Andrew finally breaks down—in typically spectacular fashion—he must learn to trust like never before. And Colin must learn there’s more than one kind of strength.
Because with a love as mad as theirs, there’s no such thing as normal.
Note: Play Dead features the heroes of Playing to Win, but like all Glasgow Lads books, it may be read as a stand-alone story.
223 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 24, 2017
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18 books501 followersAvery Cockburn (rhymes with Savory Slow Churn) lives in the great State of Maryland with one infinitely patient man and two infinitely impatient cats.
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May 18, 2018
4 Stars
I continue to be awed and inspired by Cockburn’s stories. It’s not just her stellar writing skills or the rich characters she develops that impress me; it’s also the relevance and importance of the themes she tackles and deconstructs in her stories that get me thinking and feeling to the nth degree.
In this novella (that’s actually novel length), we revisit Glasgow lads Colin and Andrew (from Playing to Win) as they deal (or don’t deal, as is initially the case) with the major mental, physical, and emotional after-effects following the trauma they endured in their initial story.
I found this to be quite an emotional reading experience and I tip my hat to Cockburn for her honest discussion about mental health and her realistic portrayal of Colin and Andrew’s struggles.
As is probably clear, this isn’t a standalone and I highly recommend reading (at the very least) Colin and Andrew’s focus story in Playing to Win before attempting this particular novella - but honestly, the entire series is worth a read and continues to be a personal favourite series in the M/M genre.
This series continues to be topical, thought-provoking, emotionally engaging, and if I haven’t already mentioned it, damn sexy. Colin and his toffy Lord Andrew continue to be a fave couple of mine and I’m very grateful to have had this extra extended glimpse into the journey to their HEA, however emotionally wrought it was at times - I’ll take it all!!
I continue to be awed and inspired by Cockburn’s stories. It’s not just her stellar writing skills or the rich characters she develops that impress me; it’s also the relevance and importance of the themes she tackles and deconstructs in her stories that get me thinking and feeling to the nth degree.
In this novella (that’s actually novel length), we revisit Glasgow lads Colin and Andrew (from Playing to Win) as they deal (or don’t deal, as is initially the case) with the major mental, physical, and emotional after-effects following the trauma they endured in their initial story.
I found this to be quite an emotional reading experience and I tip my hat to Cockburn for her honest discussion about mental health and her realistic portrayal of Colin and Andrew’s struggles.
As is probably clear, this isn’t a standalone and I highly recommend reading (at the very least) Colin and Andrew’s focus story in Playing to Win before attempting this particular novella - but honestly, the entire series is worth a read and continues to be a personal favourite series in the M/M genre.
This series continues to be topical, thought-provoking, emotionally engaging, and if I haven’t already mentioned it, damn sexy. Colin and his toffy Lord Andrew continue to be a fave couple of mine and I’m very grateful to have had this extra extended glimpse into the journey to their HEA, however emotionally wrought it was at times - I’ll take it all!!
March 24, 2017
I love Colin and Andrew, but I prefer follow-up stories about established couples to be all nectar and ambrosia; alas, this one is not.
Andrew is seriously traumatized by what happened to him in book 2; Play Dead focuses on his recovery and the tension it creates in his relationship with Colin.
Evan (Fergus's cheating ex from book 1) is too present in the story. I felt like a lot of page time was spent redeeming him, and, frankly, I couldn't bring myself to give a rat's arse; what he did to Fergus was despicable.
The last chapter is damn sexy (let's not forget that Andrew is very, VERY good at yoga) and the ending is a tentative HEA, but considering what the MCs went through, I wanted more.
Andrew is seriously traumatized by what happened to him in book 2; Play Dead focuses on his recovery and the tension it creates in his relationship with Colin.
Evan (Fergus's cheating ex from book 1) is too present in the story. I felt like a lot of page time was spent redeeming him, and, frankly, I couldn't bring myself to give a rat's arse; what he did to Fergus was despicable.
The last chapter is damn sexy (let's not forget that Andrew is very, VERY good at yoga) and the ending is a tentative HEA, but considering what the MCs went through, I wanted more.
July 4, 2018
4 Stars
Never shirking on the emotions or topical issues, this follow-up on Andrew and Colin from Playing to Win was just another great look at the life and love of these young footballers, and though it was an angsty one, it was no less enjoyable.
All I can really say is that Cockburn continues to impress with solid writing, smexy smex, and great love stories set against Glaswegian social issues. I’m seriously invested in these characters and eagerly look forward to the next!! Evan’s story can’t come soon enough!
Never shirking on the emotions or topical issues, this follow-up on Andrew and Colin from Playing to Win was just another great look at the life and love of these young footballers, and though it was an angsty one, it was no less enjoyable.
All I can really say is that Cockburn continues to impress with solid writing, smexy smex, and great love stories set against Glaswegian social issues. I’m seriously invested in these characters and eagerly look forward to the next!! Evan’s story can’t come soon enough!
March 21, 2017
And The Glaskow Lads are back!
I missed these two so much! Colin and Andrew are my favorite characters in the whole series. If you 've read their book, Playing to Win , you 're familiar with the...Big Incident that happened. I won't spoil it in case someone hasn't read it yet.
Well, that Big Incident certainly left scars. This is not a "sunshine and roses" folow up to the main book. The MCs, especially Andrew, have to deal with some pretty heavy shit: survivor guilt, the aftermath of a traumatic event, fear, uncertainty, FEAR!
But they will deal with it and they 'll do it with love. This is such a powerful love story. Colin and Andrew have such an amazing connection, I can't get enough of their special moments.
As for the sex...you might remember that Andrew practices yoga, right? Riiiiiight. I'll say no more.
One last thing? What on earth is Evan's deal?! I can't figure the man out. I need his story so bad.
If you 're a fan of Colin and Andrew, and The Glaskow Lads, you really don't want to miss Play Dead. Avery Cockburn is insanely talented, with a very strong and distinct voice.
Recommended!
I missed these two so much! Colin and Andrew are my favorite characters in the whole series. If you 've read their book, Playing to Win , you 're familiar with the...Big Incident that happened. I won't spoil it in case someone hasn't read it yet.
Well, that Big Incident certainly left scars. This is not a "sunshine and roses" folow up to the main book. The MCs, especially Andrew, have to deal with some pretty heavy shit: survivor guilt, the aftermath of a traumatic event, fear, uncertainty, FEAR!
But they will deal with it and they 'll do it with love. This is such a powerful love story. Colin and Andrew have such an amazing connection, I can't get enough of their special moments.
As for the sex...you might remember that Andrew practices yoga, right? Riiiiiight. I'll say no more.
One last thing? What on earth is Evan's deal?! I can't figure the man out. I need his story so bad.
If you 're a fan of Colin and Andrew, and The Glaskow Lads, you really don't want to miss Play Dead. Avery Cockburn is insanely talented, with a very strong and distinct voice.
Recommended!
March 27, 2017
*4,5 stars*
What a lovely surprise when this arc arrived in my mail last week! I love this series and diving back into the world of the Glasgow Lads was pure bliss. Ah, and the language just makes me grin broadly. "Pish, peely wally and Irn Bru" make me feel thoroughly at home. LOL.
However, this novella is not one of the light kind. The serious events leading to Colin's injury have left scars for both, Drew and Colin, and with the upcoming court case against the perpetrator, wounds that have never healed break even more open.
Drew has never dealt with what happened properly, and not untypically for a young Scots male (NOT generalizing here!), he thinks he can just push it all aside and cope by himself. Well, he can't.
Colin also has to face up to go back to 'normal' and to the football pitch. Not an easy task after all the surgery he's had to go through.
I really enjoyed the reality and the depth of Ms Cockburn's writing. This felt like so much more like a 'mere' novella! I also liked the strength of Colin and Drew's relationship and the way they start tackling their problems. A couple of very hot moments between the MCs had me fanning myself and wishing I had taken up yoga years ago.
Evan's behaviour was slightly off, (and I expected a lot more repercussions when Drew trusts him with his feelings) but I think the author wants us to see Evan in a different light from before. There is more to him than being a cheating liar, a guy who simply left for another guy out of nowhere. No doubt we will get his background story in the next book.
This was a very welcome addition to the series, giving us more insight into Colin and Andrew's development and setting up what comes next.
Highly recommended.
What a lovely surprise when this arc arrived in my mail last week! I love this series and diving back into the world of the Glasgow Lads was pure bliss. Ah, and the language just makes me grin broadly. "Pish, peely wally and Irn Bru" make me feel thoroughly at home. LOL.
However, this novella is not one of the light kind. The serious events leading to Colin's injury have left scars for both, Drew and Colin, and with the upcoming court case against the perpetrator, wounds that have never healed break even more open.
Drew has never dealt with what happened properly, and not untypically for a young Scots male (NOT generalizing here!), he thinks he can just push it all aside and cope by himself. Well, he can't.
Colin also has to face up to go back to 'normal' and to the football pitch. Not an easy task after all the surgery he's had to go through.
I really enjoyed the reality and the depth of Ms Cockburn's writing. This felt like so much more like a 'mere' novella! I also liked the strength of Colin and Drew's relationship and the way they start tackling their problems. A couple of very hot moments between the MCs had me fanning myself and wishing I had taken up yoga years ago.
Evan's behaviour was slightly off, (and I expected a lot more repercussions when Drew trusts him with his feelings) but I think the author wants us to see Evan in a different light from before. There is more to him than being a cheating liar, a guy who simply left for another guy out of nowhere. No doubt we will get his background story in the next book.
This was a very welcome addition to the series, giving us more insight into Colin and Andrew's development and setting up what comes next.
Highly recommended.
April 26, 2021
**** 3.5 stars ****
Rating dilemma! I can't deny this was well-written, interesting, and engaging -- despite the fact that I hated reading much of it. Quality-wise, it deserves 4 stars. Personal enjoyment-wise, it would be lucky to get 3.
On the plus side, we revisit Colin and Andrew, the MCs of book 2, while also getting some quality time with other members of the Warriors team. I liked seeing how much Andrew's friendship with John has grown. Evan, whose book is up next, gets some intriguing page time. The series as a whole is advanced nicely in this installment; please do not try to read it as a standalone.
However... I spent probably half the scenes tensed up to the point of gritting my teeth, trying to speed-read to get them over with. I strongly dislike the hurt/comfort trope. And especially so when it deals with
But it's such an idiosyncratic preference, one I doubt many people share, that I can't quite bring myself to ding the book for it. The bottom line is, it's a solid installment in the series. Also, I'm glad it's over. Onward to the next one!
Rating dilemma! I can't deny this was well-written, interesting, and engaging -- despite the fact that I hated reading much of it. Quality-wise, it deserves 4 stars. Personal enjoyment-wise, it would be lucky to get 3.
On the plus side, we revisit Colin and Andrew, the MCs of book 2, while also getting some quality time with other members of the Warriors team. I liked seeing how much Andrew's friendship with John has grown. Evan, whose book is up next, gets some intriguing page time. The series as a whole is advanced nicely in this installment; please do not try to read it as a standalone.
However... I spent probably half the scenes tensed up to the point of gritting my teeth, trying to speed-read to get them over with. I strongly dislike the hurt/comfort trope. And especially so when it deals with
But it's such an idiosyncratic preference, one I doubt many people share, that I can't quite bring myself to ding the book for it. The bottom line is, it's a solid installment in the series. Also, I'm glad it's over. Onward to the next one!
March 20, 2017
Me ha gustado muchísimo, y no tengo ningún problema en decir que quizás el amor que siento por toda la serie y los personajes a veces me ciegan.
Nos encontramos otra vez con Colin y Lord Andrew, aunque esta vez la historia le va a pertenecer más a Drew, cómo intenta lidiar con la constante sensación de traición, de miedo a que algo le pueda ocurrir a Colin después de lo pasado, y con el horrible sentimiento de que no tiene derecho a sentirse como se siente. De nuevo la autora mezcla política, problemas sociales, mental illness, amistad y amor construyendo una historia en algunos momentos realmente conmovedora. Quizás alguna situación es algo forzada, pero eso no le ha restado ni un segundo de disfrute al libro.
Colin y Lord Andrew están muy enamorados, y yo no puedo ser más feliz por volverles a ver y poder sentir ese amor. Y con ello, magnífico mensaje de la autora, si uno está mal el tener a alguien que te quiere al lado lo facilita todo, pero no es suficiente, necesitamos ayuda de otro tipo, y sobre todo necesitamos a alguien que nos diga que todos tenemos derecho a sentirnos como nos sentimos.
Y todo preparado para ver a Evan en el siguiente.
Nos encontramos otra vez con Colin y Lord Andrew, aunque esta vez la historia le va a pertenecer más a Drew, cómo intenta lidiar con la constante sensación de traición, de miedo a que algo le pueda ocurrir a Colin después de lo pasado, y con el horrible sentimiento de que no tiene derecho a sentirse como se siente. De nuevo la autora mezcla política, problemas sociales, mental illness, amistad y amor construyendo una historia en algunos momentos realmente conmovedora. Quizás alguna situación es algo forzada, pero eso no le ha restado ni un segundo de disfrute al libro.
Colin y Lord Andrew están muy enamorados, y yo no puedo ser más feliz por volverles a ver y poder sentir ese amor. Y con ello, magnífico mensaje de la autora, si uno está mal el tener a alguien que te quiere al lado lo facilita todo, pero no es suficiente, necesitamos ayuda de otro tipo, y sobre todo necesitamos a alguien que nos diga que todos tenemos derecho a sentirnos como nos sentimos.
Y todo preparado para ver a Evan en el siguiente.
March 28, 2017
4 Stars
I stumbled upon this series when the first book was out and the second was just being released; I was still quite new to the genre but my love for m/m had been sparked. This crazy group of Scottish football players have won a special place in my heart, these guys have been through the wringer but have all persevered.
Play Dead was the continuation of Lord Andrew and Colin's story, it begins where the last book ended after their brutal attack. Colin has worked hard to heal, thanks much in part to Drew's diligent care, and is preparing for his return to his beloved "Warriors" on the football pitch.
I don't want to give too much away, but this was an emotional story about what happens after the physical wounds have healed and the process of dealing with the less visible aftermath of a violent trauma. I wasn't quite prepared for the way this made me feel. I have dealt with some of these issues personally, my injuries weren't caused by an attack but I can assure you, it can be debilitating no matter the cause. So while I did found a lot of merit to the story, it wasn't a happy read that I thoroughly enjoyed every minute of. I did love the journey these two characters ended up taking, and I always find value in a story with substance.
My sincere gratitude to Ms. Cockburn, who it seems has had a difficult year of her own, for gifting this book without a requirement of a review. May this year find you in a much happier and healthier place!
I stumbled upon this series when the first book was out and the second was just being released; I was still quite new to the genre but my love for m/m had been sparked. This crazy group of Scottish football players have won a special place in my heart, these guys have been through the wringer but have all persevered.
Play Dead was the continuation of Lord Andrew and Colin's story, it begins where the last book ended after their brutal attack. Colin has worked hard to heal, thanks much in part to Drew's diligent care, and is preparing for his return to his beloved "Warriors" on the football pitch.
I don't want to give too much away, but this was an emotional story about what happens after the physical wounds have healed and the process of dealing with the less visible aftermath of a violent trauma. I wasn't quite prepared for the way this made me feel. I have dealt with some of these issues personally, my injuries weren't caused by an attack but I can assure you, it can be debilitating no matter the cause. So while I did found a lot of merit to the story, it wasn't a happy read that I thoroughly enjoyed every minute of. I did love the journey these two characters ended up taking, and I always find value in a story with substance.
My sincere gratitude to Ms. Cockburn, who it seems has had a difficult year of her own, for gifting this book without a requirement of a review. May this year find you in a much happier and healthier place!
April 22, 2021
This was rather more intense than the average follow-up novella and I think it was exactly what these characters needed. I really liked Andrew and Colin’s book and the only issue I had with their story at the time was the way the last part felt a little rushed and resolved a little too quickly. This novella is the perfect answer to that.
Such a traumatic event couldn’t be swept aside and considered dealt with in a few pages as an afterthought and I appreciated the focus on the psychological consequences in this story.
Colin’s and Andrew’s traumas are generated by the same event, but they’re still pretty different and so are their individual reactions. I liked how they found themselves in a tough spot and came out of it stronger as a couple, after learning how to trust, help and communicate with each other.
Now their HEA feels much more solid and I can leave them knowing they’re in a good place.
As a side note, I was a little surprised by the “revelation” about Evan and now I’m very curious to see what the author will do with his story.
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Reread in 2021:
This time I knew not to expect something light and of course the “revelation” about Evan wasn’t a surprise anymore, but everything else still stands.
Such a traumatic event couldn’t be swept aside and considered dealt with in a few pages as an afterthought and I appreciated the focus on the psychological consequences in this story.
Colin’s and Andrew’s traumas are generated by the same event, but they’re still pretty different and so are their individual reactions. I liked how they found themselves in a tough spot and came out of it stronger as a couple, after learning how to trust, help and communicate with each other.
Now their HEA feels much more solid and I can leave them knowing they’re in a good place.
As a side note, I was a little surprised by the “revelation” about Evan and now I’m very curious to see what the author will do with his story.
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Reread in 2021:
This time I knew not to expect something light and of course the “revelation” about Evan wasn’t a surprise anymore, but everything else still stands.
March 19, 2017
Oh, how I love these two! Andrew and Colin are back after the Andrew's failed kidnapping attempt and Colin's long recovery.
A great novella about how they and their relationship grow. Obstacles are in the way of happiness, but nothing is impossible for this lord and his hooligan.
I just cannot get enough of this series. And now it seems to be Evan's turn. Looking forward to it!
A great novella about how they and their relationship grow. Obstacles are in the way of happiness, but nothing is impossible for this lord and his hooligan.
I just cannot get enough of this series. And now it seems to be Evan's turn. Looking forward to it!
February 8, 2018
After reading Avery Cockburn's newsletter that introduced this novella to her subscribers, I had a feeling that Play Dead was also very personal for her... and it showed.
I genuinely thought this was BETTER and I personally loved it more than Colin and Andrew's beginning in Playing to Win. The psychological problem, the emotional struggles from both Colin and Andrew, and the way these two young men dealing with it -- alone, together, with the people who matters -- made up for a very engaging read. Because of this, I believe that they are going to be all right for the long run..
I genuinely thought this was BETTER and I personally loved it more than Colin and Andrew's beginning in Playing to Win. The psychological problem, the emotional struggles from both Colin and Andrew, and the way these two young men dealing with it -- alone, together, with the people who matters -- made up for a very engaging read. Because of this, I believe that they are going to be all right for the long run..
November 23, 2020
As always, I love the dynamics between Colin and Lord Andrew. I've been waiting for this forever so it was lovely to be acquainted with the boys again. Love them to bits. This novella is more introspective. Ahh... how I wish the pages never ends ;)
April 9, 2017
Have you ever read a story that felt so real and deeply personal that it felt like you were intruding on something private? That’s what happened here; I was almost to the point of turning my eyes away from the words for a moment or two. The intimacy on display here is mindblowing. It was intense and I ached as I read. My eyes burned and my heart stuttered as the boys worked through their recovery. Andrew and Colin survived something horrific together. Colin nearly died and Andrew’s world shattered as he clung to hope and made promises he fully intends to keep. He will take care of Colin. In the midst of keeping his promise, he begins to lose control. Problem is, Lord Andrew does not lose control. He…can’t. He was just as much a victim as Colin but resolutely denies it. His body is whole, it’s Colin who lost pieces of himself. But Andrew lost pieces of himself as well and a surgeon can’t put him back together again. Anxiety, post-traumatic stress, and depression paralyze Andrew. He hides his afflictions. He does his best but he’s can’t fight it forever. Soon they begin to monopolize his life, he just can’t pretend anymore. Andrew isn’t sure what he fears most, losing himself or Colin.
What's to like: Before things get too heavy, let me tell you how thrilling it was being back in Glasgow. Oh, how I missed them! We step back into play right after the big celebration at Lord Andrew’s family’s estate. Their relationship has been exhilarating from the very beginning and now that Colin is physically stronger, they can resume their fiery passion in the bedroom again. Or forget the bed, who needs that? Colin gets his clearance to hit the pitch once more and that match was insanely gripping. I could hardly breathe. Sensational writing kept my rapt attention. I was happy and scared and nervous all at once. I absorbed every moment, every word and even the words that weren’t spoken. I wasn’t certain how I felt about Evan’s return into the picture at first, but I believe he has his own story to tell and regardless of my initial feelings, I’m prepared to give him a chance.
What's to love: I can’t say that I have a favorite couple between all of the lads, it would be like picking a favorite child. I love them all. But I connected with Colin and Andrew immediately and was their biggest cheerleader and fan. In this novella, we are granted the privilege of slipping into their sacred place. They are in the public’s eye due to Lord Andrew’s position and place, but we are the only ones allowed behind their closed doors. I felt as if this was a gift. We witness all of the ugliness attacking Andrew (hugs him tightly) but we also see how they hold each other up. We experience how helpless it is when your lover needs you but you don’t know how to help them. How terrifying it is when your partner is breaking into millions of pieces and despite every attempt, you can’t hold them together. Andrew broke and it was agonizing to watch but I promise you, it will be okay.
Beware of: I know it states otherwise, but I think it’s necessary to have read Playing to Win beforehand. I suppose you don’t have to read the entire series, but if you haven’t you are truly missing out. I don’t believe you will grasp the situation in its entirety without knowing their past.
This book is for: Glasgow Lads fans most likely devoured this novella opening weekend, but if you missed it somehow, you are going to want to read it…today!
*4.5 stars*
Book UNfunk
What's to like: Before things get too heavy, let me tell you how thrilling it was being back in Glasgow. Oh, how I missed them! We step back into play right after the big celebration at Lord Andrew’s family’s estate. Their relationship has been exhilarating from the very beginning and now that Colin is physically stronger, they can resume their fiery passion in the bedroom again. Or forget the bed, who needs that? Colin gets his clearance to hit the pitch once more and that match was insanely gripping. I could hardly breathe. Sensational writing kept my rapt attention. I was happy and scared and nervous all at once. I absorbed every moment, every word and even the words that weren’t spoken. I wasn’t certain how I felt about Evan’s return into the picture at first, but I believe he has his own story to tell and regardless of my initial feelings, I’m prepared to give him a chance.
What's to love: I can’t say that I have a favorite couple between all of the lads, it would be like picking a favorite child. I love them all. But I connected with Colin and Andrew immediately and was their biggest cheerleader and fan. In this novella, we are granted the privilege of slipping into their sacred place. They are in the public’s eye due to Lord Andrew’s position and place, but we are the only ones allowed behind their closed doors. I felt as if this was a gift. We witness all of the ugliness attacking Andrew (hugs him tightly) but we also see how they hold each other up. We experience how helpless it is when your lover needs you but you don’t know how to help them. How terrifying it is when your partner is breaking into millions of pieces and despite every attempt, you can’t hold them together. Andrew broke and it was agonizing to watch but I promise you, it will be okay.
Beware of: I know it states otherwise, but I think it’s necessary to have read Playing to Win beforehand. I suppose you don’t have to read the entire series, but if you haven’t you are truly missing out. I don’t believe you will grasp the situation in its entirety without knowing their past.
This book is for: Glasgow Lads fans most likely devoured this novella opening weekend, but if you missed it somehow, you are going to want to read it…today!
*4.5 stars*
Book UNfunk
February 5, 2022
Reread review:
Of all the Glasgow Lad pairings, Colin/Andrew are my favorite. There's just something about their dynamic that works for me, and it doesn't matter whether they're pushing each other's buttons or supporting each other through their darkest hours. I even read the one scene I skipped before on my first read. Since I knew how it was going to end, I didn't have to worry about what would happen while reading it, if that makes sense. I can't really say it added much more than when I skipped it, since I had read the beginning and the end before, and what I skipped ended up being only a couple of pages long.
Original review:
This is the ending I wanted for Playing To Win. Playing To Win set up this great and fantastic dynamic between Colin, a poor uni student and football player who grew up on government benefits, and Lord Andrew, who is obviously very much the opposite of that. I've always loved their dynamic, because while there was no pretending that Andrew holds more power socially, politically and financially than Colin ever will, Andrew willfully gives up power in the bedroom - and Colin is more than able to take control. Seeing Andrew slowly have his eyes peeled open about social injustices and seeing how they both have their insecurities based around their family dynamics made Playing To Win a real treat. And then it ended rather abruptly, with all the plot threads summarized and wrapped up in a pretty bow without showing us how any of that happened. I was bummed!
So getting this novella, which deals with the aftermath of Colin's and Andrew's assault, finally filled in some of those things that were skipped. Andrew's struggles with his PTSD felt real and not melodramatic, which for this drama queen is saying a lot. Colin's struggles to get back into physical shape to start playing football again were also given their due attention. I still would've liked more with Andrew's family but what we do see is well written.
As some of you may know by now, I don't read BDSM, so I skipped the one scene that included it. I did skim the beginning and end of the scene, enough to get the gist of what happened, and the following chapter filled in all relevant information. I didn't feel like I missed anything important, and getting to see Colin take such great care of Andrew following that scene just made me appreciate their relationship more. These two are so adorable and perfect together, I could squish them! So if you're hesitant to read this because of the BDSM, rest assured it can be skipped.
Oh, and as for Evan? I need his story NOW! He just got a billion times more interesting.
Of all the Glasgow Lad pairings, Colin/Andrew are my favorite. There's just something about their dynamic that works for me, and it doesn't matter whether they're pushing each other's buttons or supporting each other through their darkest hours. I even read the one scene I skipped before on my first read. Since I knew how it was going to end, I didn't have to worry about what would happen while reading it, if that makes sense. I can't really say it added much more than when I skipped it, since I had read the beginning and the end before, and what I skipped ended up being only a couple of pages long.
Original review:
This is the ending I wanted for Playing To Win. Playing To Win set up this great and fantastic dynamic between Colin, a poor uni student and football player who grew up on government benefits, and Lord Andrew, who is obviously very much the opposite of that. I've always loved their dynamic, because while there was no pretending that Andrew holds more power socially, politically and financially than Colin ever will, Andrew willfully gives up power in the bedroom - and Colin is more than able to take control. Seeing Andrew slowly have his eyes peeled open about social injustices and seeing how they both have their insecurities based around their family dynamics made Playing To Win a real treat. And then it ended rather abruptly, with all the plot threads summarized and wrapped up in a pretty bow without showing us how any of that happened. I was bummed!
So getting this novella, which deals with the aftermath of Colin's and Andrew's assault, finally filled in some of those things that were skipped. Andrew's struggles with his PTSD felt real and not melodramatic, which for this drama queen is saying a lot. Colin's struggles to get back into physical shape to start playing football again were also given their due attention. I still would've liked more with Andrew's family but what we do see is well written.
As some of you may know by now, I don't read BDSM, so I skipped the one scene that included it. I did skim the beginning and end of the scene, enough to get the gist of what happened, and the following chapter filled in all relevant information. I didn't feel like I missed anything important, and getting to see Colin take such great care of Andrew following that scene just made me appreciate their relationship more. These two are so adorable and perfect together, I could squish them! So if you're hesitant to read this because of the BDSM, rest assured it can be skipped.
Oh, and as for Evan? I need his story NOW! He just got a billion times more interesting.
March 22, 2017
Absolutely brilliant return to the Glasgow Lads, full of emotion and passion, it's pure pleasure reading about Colin and Andrew even when the subject matter gets a little tough.
This is a short novella catching up with the lads after the horrific events at the end of Playing to Win,
Avery's voice is beautifully Glaswegian, the city as much a character as a backdrop to events and her lads bring it to life with all the rough splendour of the dear green place.
This book's not so much a romance as an extended look into what happens next and you do definitely get a sense of the HEA even though Colin and Andrew are still young men.
Now I can't wait even more to find out Evan's secret, it just keeps getting more and more mysterious!
Oh, and the final scene, fecking hell that was volcanic ;)
This is a short novella catching up with the lads after the horrific events at the end of Playing to Win,
Avery's voice is beautifully Glaswegian, the city as much a character as a backdrop to events and her lads bring it to life with all the rough splendour of the dear green place.
This book's not so much a romance as an extended look into what happens next and you do definitely get a sense of the HEA even though Colin and Andrew are still young men.
Now I can't wait even more to find out Evan's secret, it just keeps getting more and more mysterious!
Oh, and the final scene, fecking hell that was volcanic ;)
March 20, 2017
Colin and Andrew are my favourite in the series, and this novella didn't disappoint.
As a side note, I appreciated the careful and sensitive portrayal of mental illness in the story.
As a side note, I appreciated the careful and sensitive portrayal of mental illness in the story.
March 28, 2017
Andrew was barely touched in the incident that near-fatally injured Colin. He's remained steadfast, as the guy who helped his lover battle back through all the trials and setbacks, surgeries and infections that followed. And now Colin is almost healed. So when memories and dreams start making Andrew's life more and more stressful, he doesn't think he has the right to complain. He's the one who escaped with barely a scratch. But logic isn't cutting it these days, as he tries to return to his former life.
Colin knows something isn't right. Maybe Andrew is tired of playing nursemaid all this time. These guys don't really know how to talk to each other about what lies beneath the surface. But they'll have to learn, to have a hope of a future together.
This was a good addition to the series, giving us a look at the Andrew under the slick, wealthy exterior (and with a teaser or two about Evan.) Definitely read this enjoyable series in order.
Colin knows something isn't right. Maybe Andrew is tired of playing nursemaid all this time. These guys don't really know how to talk to each other about what lies beneath the surface. But they'll have to learn, to have a hope of a future together.
This was a good addition to the series, giving us a look at the Andrew under the slick, wealthy exterior (and with a teaser or two about Evan.) Definitely read this enjoyable series in order.
March 17, 2017
I really love Andrew and Colin as a couple and it was really nice reading about them again. This was very well written and tackled the issues it did sensitively. But for me, the issues were a little too close to home right now, which lessened my enjoyment of this. I wasn't prepared for the subject matter. Which, of course, isn't the books fault, but mine. Also, I personally prefer my novellas about previous book couples to be happier. I do think it's important for these things to be written about, I just usually expect it in books rather than novellas. Again I also just read it at the wrong time for me.
I still can't get over how fucking nice it is to read romance books set where I live. It's amazing actually to read a romance book set in Scotland that doesn't think Edinburgh is the only place that exists here. Fife for life.
The reason this was only three stars for me though is that
Anyway this is a really important and strong novella but be prepared that the subject matter might be difficult for some people to read about.
I still can't get over how fucking nice it is to read romance books set where I live. It's amazing actually to read a romance book set in Scotland that doesn't think Edinburgh is the only place that exists here. Fife for life.
The reason this was only three stars for me though is that
Anyway this is a really important and strong novella but be prepared that the subject matter might be difficult for some people to read about.
March 26, 2017
I was so excited upon receiving this book, Colon & Andrew's book is my FAVE out of te series....so far. This is not your typical Novella, this book gives more of their story, relationship growth through good and bad times. I read this & after loving these guys I was compelled to re-read their book immediately after. I am sooooo excited to get the next book in this series
April 17, 2021
Colin and Andrew are so good together. I loved this novella.
The only thing that made me sceptical is Evan's involvement, but that's a story for the next book.
4.5 stars
The only thing that made me sceptical is Evan's involvement, but that's a story for the next book.
4.5 stars
March 19, 2017
So wonderful to see a new story about the Glasgow Lads! A few months after the events at the ending of Playing to Win, Andrew and Colin are hoping to get back to normal. For Colin, it means getting back into shape to play for his beloved soccer team. For Andrew, it's become far more difficult than he ever imagined it would be.
Occasionally the characters were hard for me to like, in the way they interacted with each other. Colin seemed too oblivious at times and Andrew too stubborn to admit that his aristocratic fame didn't make him less human. It's too easy to forget how young they both are, though. Avery Cockburn writes characters that have a much more mature feel to them than almost any other book whose MC's are this age. The characters are intelligent and self-aware for the most part.
The story was excellent, although some scenes felt awkward to me. I really need to reread the previous book to refresh my memory of the dynamic between Colin and Andrew. I remember the high points but not all the nuances. Still excellently written and seeing the returning characters and a new facet of Evan, make me anticipate the next release. Highly recommended, even if you don't know a soccer ball from a hockey puck, like me!
Occasionally the characters were hard for me to like, in the way they interacted with each other. Colin seemed too oblivious at times and Andrew too stubborn to admit that his aristocratic fame didn't make him less human. It's too easy to forget how young they both are, though. Avery Cockburn writes characters that have a much more mature feel to them than almost any other book whose MC's are this age. The characters are intelligent and self-aware for the most part.
The story was excellent, although some scenes felt awkward to me. I really need to reread the previous book to refresh my memory of the dynamic between Colin and Andrew. I remember the high points but not all the nuances. Still excellently written and seeing the returning characters and a new facet of Evan, make me anticipate the next release. Highly recommended, even if you don't know a soccer ball from a hockey puck, like me!
March 26, 2017
4.5 Stars!
The Lads are back! This time its Lord Andrew and Colin in this emotional follow up to Playing to Win. We journey with them as they struggle to deal with the after effects of the traumatic events at the end of PTW. It is not an easy road, but their battle makes them stronger, bringing them closer to their HEA.
The Lads are back! This time its Lord Andrew and Colin in this emotional follow up to Playing to Win. We journey with them as they struggle to deal with the after effects of the traumatic events at the end of PTW. It is not an easy road, but their battle makes them stronger, bringing them closer to their HEA.
April 28, 2021
I liked this follow up to Colin and Andrew story after the events at the end of their book, though it was heavier than I expected. Still, is well written and I think I like both characters more after reading this one. I find them more mature and the way some of the issues were treated is realistic and well done. Also, we got a surprise about Evan here, one that left me curious about his novel.
November 22, 2023
Brilliant extra epilogue. The mental health rep here was spot on. It felt real and personal to the author. Very well done. The story benefited from this as the ending for the main book did feel slightly rushed
This is definitely more angsty than the usual extended epilogue/extra novella and is not just extra fluff or smut. It delves into recovery from a traumatic event, mental health and long term healing with therapy.
Never fear, it does still have a healthy dose of rather creative smut, sweet romance and strong relationship development which balance out the more serious themes nicely. Definitely needs to be read after reading Playing to Win.
This is definitely more angsty than the usual extended epilogue/extra novella and is not just extra fluff or smut. It delves into recovery from a traumatic event, mental health and long term healing with therapy.
Never fear, it does still have a healthy dose of rather creative smut, sweet romance and strong relationship development which balance out the more serious themes nicely. Definitely needs to be read after reading Playing to Win.
April 6, 2017
Qué puedo decir de esta novela? Pues que desde "Playing to Win" adoro a Colin y Andrew, a su historia y quiero saber todo lo que les pueda pasar.
Esta historia no decepciona, aquí los tenemos de nuevo, igual de adorables, atravesando una situación complicada.
Como los otros libros, la narración parece más superficial de lo que es pero realmente nos está contando situaciones complejas y reales(en este caso, personalmente, creo que lo clava)
Pero tenemos ese final que Colin y Andrew se merecen porque son maravillosos...y yo seguiría leyendo sobre ellos hasta el fin de los tiempos XD
Espero seguir disfrutando de esta serie durante mucho tiempo
Esta historia no decepciona, aquí los tenemos de nuevo, igual de adorables, atravesando una situación complicada.
Como los otros libros, la narración parece más superficial de lo que es pero realmente nos está contando situaciones complejas y reales(en este caso, personalmente, creo que lo clava)
Pero tenemos ese final que Colin y Andrew se merecen porque son maravillosos...y yo seguiría leyendo sobre ellos hasta el fin de los tiempos XD
Espero seguir disfrutando de esta serie durante mucho tiempo
March 18, 2017
This was an intense and emotionally charged instalment of the Glasgow Lads series. Both Colin and Andrew were suffering emotionally and physically from the attack, which left Colin without some internal parts and huge scarring, and Andrew riddled with guilt from knowing that his boyfriend had saved his life, and that it was a trusted member of his own family that had planned the attack. He took to the bottle, and Colin tried to bury himself in getting his fitness back.
Evan tried to help Andrew, saying that he had experienced the same feeling of helplessness at the hands of another but wouldn't go into any more detail, so of course I need to know what happened to Evan...like yesterday!! Hopefully the therapy that Andrew finally accepts will help both of them come to terms with what has happened, and allow them to heal. 4 stars from me, and thanks to Avery for the ARC.
Evan tried to help Andrew, saying that he had experienced the same feeling of helplessness at the hands of another but wouldn't go into any more detail, so of course I need to know what happened to Evan...like yesterday!! Hopefully the therapy that Andrew finally accepts will help both of them come to terms with what has happened, and allow them to heal. 4 stars from me, and thanks to Avery for the ARC.
March 27, 2017
2.5 stars rounded down
The first book caught me. And I've slowly but steadily become more disillusioned with each book that passes. I dislike having such a connected plot-line between books that's not completely planned out and it's starting to show. Since the books run consecutively time-wise, sometimes even interloping, a lot of minutiae that seems relevant for the next book becomes lost to me when I finally get to it, because it's been months since I read the previous one (I mean: Ben-Evan, the intricacies of the friendships of the people in the team, each particular background of characters that are mention in passing, etc.). But at the same time the repetitiveness of certain story lines gets tiring. For example, I don't need to be explained all through the 6 existing novels and novellas what the team's fan base is called and why. It feels like filler to me and I resent it.
And I hate myself for being unable to leave a series unfinished. I already know I'm going to buy Evan's book no matter how ridiculous I already find the plot to be.
Andrew and Colin's novella was cute. And that's it.
PS: I even got the names wrong, that's how little I care about this anymore. My mistakes have been edited.
The first book caught me. And I've slowly but steadily become more disillusioned with each book that passes. I dislike having such a connected plot-line between books that's not completely planned out and it's starting to show. Since the books run consecutively time-wise, sometimes even interloping, a lot of minutiae that seems relevant for the next book becomes lost to me when I finally get to it, because it's been months since I read the previous one (I mean: Ben-Evan, the intricacies of the friendships of the people in the team, each particular background of characters that are mention in passing, etc.). But at the same time the repetitiveness of certain story lines gets tiring. For example, I don't need to be explained all through the 6 existing novels and novellas what the team's fan base is called and why. It feels like filler to me and I resent it.
And I hate myself for being unable to leave a series unfinished. I already know I'm going to buy Evan's book no matter how ridiculous I already find the plot to be.
Andrew and Colin's novella was cute. And that's it.
PS: I even got the names wrong, that's how little I care about this anymore. My mistakes have been edited.
April 3, 2017
Qué delicia de novella, maravilloso volver con Lord Andrew y Colin después de tanto tiempo. Son mis favs de esta serie, sin duda.
Sentimientos a flor de piel aderezados con buenas escenas hot que te derriten el corazoncito, estos dos se quiere muchoooooooo *llora*
Ahora a espera a Evan ;)
Sentimientos a flor de piel aderezados con buenas escenas hot que te derriten el corazoncito, estos dos se quiere muchoooooooo *llora*
Ahora a espera a Evan ;)
March 17, 2017
"Don't tell anyone I'm a man of substance. I've a reputation to uphold."
PLAY DEAD was the novella I didn't know I wanted. I mean, hell, I'll take whatever I can get when it comes to The Glasgow Lads. Of course, I would've preferred to see a story filled with a happier Andrew and Colin but that isn't where they are at. So much happened after book three and this novella explores that. The physical recovery is mostly there but it's the emotional and psychological scars that remain -- and not for who you might think.
"What's so funny?"
"Nothing. Just that even in your shitest moments, you're still utterly, instinctively, British."
"Thank you."
This story was very hard to read at times. The anxiety from the trauma experienced in PLAYING WITH FIRE is intense and the feelings around self-worth and ability to cope felt very real and very raw. And while nothing is perfect and happily resolved by the end, the progress is there. Steps have been taken to get to a better place and to live with what they have endured both as individuals and as a couple.
For a moment Colin imagined how this would look from the outside -- a dirt poor commoner bending a lord over a castle parapet, making him beg for the jackhammering of a lifetime.
I love Cockburn's writing and how the elements of politics and socio-economic and cultural issues are woven throughout the plot. And I really enjoyed seeing that interplay not only in discussion but also at work in the bedroom (which, holy moly, that last scene..). I loved seeing how this healing journey affected their relationship in every sense and how they changed as a result of what they had lived through. I had forgotten much of that book when I first started this novel but it all came back quickly.
I have missed this world, and missed these boys, and am now curious (so curious) for Evan's story. Can't wait for what's next.
4 "I'd joked about becoming this country's first gay prime minister -- well, first openly gay prime minister" stars
** I received an ARC from the author (thank you!) but was under no obligation to write a review. **
PLAY DEAD was the novella I didn't know I wanted. I mean, hell, I'll take whatever I can get when it comes to The Glasgow Lads. Of course, I would've preferred to see a story filled with a happier Andrew and Colin but that isn't where they are at. So much happened after book three and this novella explores that. The physical recovery is mostly there but it's the emotional and psychological scars that remain -- and not for who you might think.
"What's so funny?"
"Nothing. Just that even in your shitest moments, you're still utterly, instinctively, British."
"Thank you."
This story was very hard to read at times. The anxiety from the trauma experienced in PLAYING WITH FIRE is intense and the feelings around self-worth and ability to cope felt very real and very raw. And while nothing is perfect and happily resolved by the end, the progress is there. Steps have been taken to get to a better place and to live with what they have endured both as individuals and as a couple.
For a moment Colin imagined how this would look from the outside -- a dirt poor commoner bending a lord over a castle parapet, making him beg for the jackhammering of a lifetime.
I love Cockburn's writing and how the elements of politics and socio-economic and cultural issues are woven throughout the plot. And I really enjoyed seeing that interplay not only in discussion but also at work in the bedroom (which, holy moly, that last scene..). I loved seeing how this healing journey affected their relationship in every sense and how they changed as a result of what they had lived through. I had forgotten much of that book when I first started this novel but it all came back quickly.
I have missed this world, and missed these boys, and am now curious (so curious) for Evan's story. Can't wait for what's next.
4 "I'd joked about becoming this country's first gay prime minister -- well, first openly gay prime minister" stars
** I received an ARC from the author (thank you!) but was under no obligation to write a review. **
April 13, 2017
I loved revisiting Colin and Andrew, especially they were my first couple from this incredible series. I had actually planned on re-reading their book Playing to Win as a refresher (it's been a few years since I last read it) but ended up diving right into the novella - and didn't miss a beat. Being back in the Warriors universe felt like coming home. Andrew's anxiety was really well portrayed and I especially appreciated that the book stressed that one does not have to actually come to physical harm to suffer from PTSD. I liked the tentativeness of Colin and Andrew's relationship that came with not only their current situation with the court hearing, Colin's recovery, Andrew's anxiety, but also them as a couple on the verge of taking the next step towards their HEA. I absolutely adore all the Glasgow Lads books not only for the canny insight into Glaswegian football culture and Scottish (and British) politics, but for these funny, sexy and REAL characters that the author brings lovingly to life. Play Dead, her first release in a little while, is no exception.
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