MetaEndings is the 7th book (of 8) of the MetaWolf series; a polarizing, sexist, homophobic and twisted story in the M/M wolf shifter genre. Treachery reaches a new level, vampires employ a new level of trickery, the US Army intervenes and cancer threatens to kill all wolf shifters; making a Meta trip on his power and failings alike. It is a 'straight' continuation of MetaProphecies and requires the knowledge of the first 6 MetaBooks.
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With Colt in Hell, the fight with the Lord doesn't go as expected; it seems the vampires' trickery over the past years to keep Colt weak and the pack decimated works. The outcome not only shapes the future of the Earth in general but changes the surviving pack in ways not expected; but most of all it severely impacts Colt's mental state. It is becoming increasingly difficult for him to distinguish reality from nightmares; or to understand why he's exposed to them. If fighting the Lord wasn't a test tough enough, he now has to find a way to fight his worst - inner - demons to survive. And he knows he has to fight them on his own - as promises can be broken.
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WARNING: Only for adult readers. Includes politically incorrect opinions, BDSM sex, suicide, and uniform fetishes.
Only read to 20%. I am abandoning this series. Too much wishy-washi. Somewhere mid through the series became a mess. I am too hard pressed to waste any more time on it. Honestly wouldn't recommend even starting this series.
It's not a surprise that a series propelled by a prophecy which needs to be helped every step of the way, also it's too long with unnecessary flashbacks and conversations that don't need to happen, at the end explains everything by being simply meta and all the long and arduous events we've and might have cared about amount to nothing. It's the same as Matrix trilogy which got worse and more boring each time and fizzled at the end after a stronger start.
So all we've read are self-indulgent fantasies of a crazy guy. Or better to be said, self-indulgent fantasies of a writer who just couldn't stop. Disappointed that I even started to read schlock, glad that I caught up pretty quickly and just jumped to the end. The experience is not worth reading all those books.
Note to authors, amateur and otherwise: Dreams and fantasies and confusing alternate worlds are hard to pull off. For the most part the have no stakes, are confusing and ultimately boring to read. Bad twist endings are common place and boring, not many authors can pull them off.