*DISCLAIMER: I had a paperback copy, I just can’t stand it when a book doesn’t have an image on goodreads.*
This story was....good, but not one of B. Love’s best stories. I did enjoy reading it, as there were a lot of events that hit close to home, but at the same time, there were a few things about it that I didn’t like at all. For starters, one thing that really bothered me was that “Yea” was used a lot. I know this is a minor detail, but I couldn’t not get over it from how frequent it was used, and the frequency of it isn’t what bothered me. What bothered me was the way it was spelled, and that’s only because I’m the grammar police and that ‘h’ not being at the end of that word really got under my skin.
Another thing that bugged me a lot was that Raleigh finally works up the courage to reach out to her mother, but like all couples, she of course needed Haven’s permission first. Haven specifically told Raleigh not to ask her mother why she did the things she did because the why never matters. So what does Raleigh do at the dinner with her mom? Ask her WHY. 🤨
The only other thing in this book that helped give it less than five stars was the reason why Raleigh and Haven broke up!! Goddamn Raleigh, how selfish can you be?! She broke up with Haven because she found a book about her father that Haven was interested in writing. Raleigh’s father’s was a famous boxer, one that Haven looked up too...until he found out that Raleigh’s father beat the hell out of his wife, and changed Haven’s whole perspective of him. I think Haven should still of written the book. He didn’t have to include any of the abusive stuff, but there are people who would’ve enjoyed just reading about Barry Perry’s boxing life if nothing else, and for Raleigh to get mad at the manuscript she found in Haven’s drawer was beyond selfish. I get that he was an abusive prick of a man, but she should of read it first before flying off the handle and shitting on Haven the way that she did, and if it was merely just about his boxing like Haven claimed, Raleigh should have supported him. If the abusing and what not was part of it, then I could see Raleigh getting upset...but the fact is that all we know is that it was about her father and Haven saying it was about his boxing because he used to look up to him.
Moving on to the things I liked....I found my own personal life story relating a lot to some of the things in this story. For example:”I know the minute I laid eyes on you, I wanted you. I saw you and thought damn, that’s my wife.” (23) My husband literally said the SAME thing to me...that he knew he was going to marry me the second he saw me for the first time...so that really hit a lot to home.
My dad and Raleigh’s dad were alike in some ways. My dad never beat the hell out of my mom but he always had this anger...and if he had a bad at work, he’d come home and beat the hell out of my siblings and I...and in a way that fell real close to home as well.
I really liked it at the end when Raleigh revealed to everyone the truth about her father and other people started joining in and showing off their support for people who have been abused. It’s always nice to see people come together for any reason.
Overall, this was a good story, and I recommend it if you don’t mind stories about abuse.