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470 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 31, 2017
I thought about [...] how he had looked at my private scorecard of burns and scars and told me that he thought I was beautiful. And I thought about how I love him, loved him so that it ate up all my breath like a fire, loved him so that it set pins and needles in my skin, loved him so that I could tell him the truth, the truth I hadn't ever told anyone, and he hadn't run away.
It was the pain Emmett had felt, the instantaneous regret even as he made the decision, that was so awful. I'd made some fucked up choices in my life, but never with the coldly calculating brutality I had felt in Emmett. It was how much it hurt him, though, and the fact that he did it anyway, in spite of the pain, that shocked me. There was a relentless drive in Emmett towards self-harm, and it masqueraded as self-protection. That was a nightmare combination.
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There was a relentless drive in Emmett towards self-harm, and it masqueraded as self-protection.