A short novel about a big British working class straight man who evolves into a big gay bear. He has some fun hook-ups with guys he meets online and with security guards, married men and construction workers, but then he falls in love with two bears at the same time. One is huge and rugged, a man of action rather than words. The other a large and sophisticated alpha male. He struggles with his two-fold love and tries to decide whether to have a closed relationship with one of them or an open relationship with the other. What will he do and who will he choose?