This book reads like a cheesy romance novel but worse. All of the main characters have the same reactions, verbiage, and general experiences. I didn’t find any of them likable and there’s so much manipulation and abusive behaviors (especially by Natalie and Jeff) that it was hard to read. Also a belly button does not make you mature or a woman, so it felt gross to read about multiple people sexualizing a child, but then that’s rape culture for you. It also feels like a bait and switch: a woman trying to find herself, but then the majority of the book is focused on relationships. Luckily it was a smooth read. Other than that, I couldn’t get over the fatphobia, toxic masculinity, and emotional cheating leading to physical cheating. The message felt like adultery is fine because they’re both more committed to each other and happier now, which I don’t agree with. In the end it says she found herself, but I have no idea how or who she is. Besides the fact that, yet again, it was focused on others not actually herself.