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Finding Home
How do you find a home when your heart is in ashes?
With their mum dead and their father on remand for her murder, Leo Hendry and his little sister, Lila, have nothing in the world but each other. Broken and burned, they’re thrust into the foster care system. Leo shields Lila from the fake families and forced affection, until the Poulton household is the only place left to go.
Charlie de Sousa is used to other kids passing through the Poulton home, but there’s never been anyone like his new foster brother. Leo’s physical injuries are plain to see, but it’s the pain in his eyes that draws Charlie in the most.
Day by day, they grow closer, but the darkness inside Leo consumes him. He rejects his foster parents, and when Charlie gets into trouble, Leo’s attempt to protect him turns violent. When Leo loses control, no one can reach him — except Charlie. He desperately needs a family—a home—and only Charlie can show him the way.
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Word 50,400; page 200
With their mum dead and their father on remand for her murder, Leo Hendry and his little sister, Lila, have nothing in the world but each other. Broken and burned, they’re thrust into the foster care system. Leo shields Lila from the fake families and forced affection, until the Poulton household is the only place left to go.
Charlie de Sousa is used to other kids passing through the Poulton home, but there’s never been anyone like his new foster brother. Leo’s physical injuries are plain to see, but it’s the pain in his eyes that draws Charlie in the most.
Day by day, they grow closer, but the darkness inside Leo consumes him. He rejects his foster parents, and when Charlie gets into trouble, Leo’s attempt to protect him turns violent. When Leo loses control, no one can reach him — except Charlie. He desperately needs a family—a home—and only Charlie can show him the way.
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Word 50,400; page 200
200 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 9, 2017
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Garrett Leigh is an award-winning British romance author and artist. Her debut novel, Slide, won Best Bisexual Debut at the 2014 Rainbow Book Awards, and she is a 4 time LAMBDA finalist.
In 2017, she won the EPIC award in contemporary romance with her military novel, Between Ghosts, and the contemporary romance category in the Bisexual Book Awards with her novel What Remains.
Garrett is also an award winning cover designer, taking the silver medal at the Benjamin Franklin Book Awards in 2016. She designs for various publishing houses and independent authors at blackjazzdesign.com
Bonus Material available for all books on Garrett's Patreon account. Includes short stories from Misfits, Slide, Strays, What Remains, Dream, and much more. Sign up here: https://www.patreon.com/garrettleigh
Facebook Fan Group, Garrett's Den... https://www.facebook.com/groups/garre...
Garrett Leigh is an award-winning British romance author and artist. Her debut novel, Slide, won Best Bisexual Debut at the 2014 Rainbow Book Awards, and she is a 4 time LAMBDA finalist.
In 2017, she won the EPIC award in contemporary romance with her military novel, Between Ghosts, and the contemporary romance category in the Bisexual Book Awards with her novel What Remains.
Garrett is also an award winning cover designer, taking the silver medal at the Benjamin Franklin Book Awards in 2016. She designs for various publishing houses and independent authors at blackjazzdesign.com
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February 9, 2020
Although the subject matter of this latest book by Garrett Leigh wasn't always an easy read, I thoroughly enjoyed this YA story.
This isn't your typical "good boy falls for bad boy" tale, as I'd sort of assumed from the blurb. Here, a good boy falls for another good boy, who has just been dealt a very shite hand in life, which has made him angry and distrustful, and understandably so.
But no matter how hard Leo tries to be angry and distant with his new foster brother, Charlie, there's no way he can maintain his ire. Charlies is too nice, too caring, too genuine, and maybe just a bit too beautiful.
I absolutely adored watching Charlie always trying to be there for Leo and help him cope, as life continued to throw its punches. The scenes where Charlie would sneak into Leo's room to be close when the worst of the nightmares haunted Leo's dreams, God, I loved those scenes.
Soon Leo began to rely on Charlie to be his support and ally when things got tough, until the 'annoying, nerdy kid' was someone he couldn't imagine living his life without.
The story was told mainly from Charlie's perspective, with Leo not being much of a talker; however, when Leo did speak, and wasn't being overly snarky, I really enjoyed what he had to say.
“I’m sorry.”
“Hmm?” Leo opened his eyes. “What are you sorry for?”
“I’m sorry you’re so unhappy.” Charlie started to roll away, but Leo caught his face in his heated palm.
“I’m not unhappy.”
“Yes, you are.”
“I’m not. Not here . . . not with you.”
While the book did have some pretty heavy emotional moments, such as the one above, I ended the story wishing there had been a few more heart-wrenching conversations between the boys. As serious as Leo's situation was, I suspect it wouldn't have been too difficult to elicit a few tears from the reader, so that felt like a bit of a missed opportunity to me.
After a few very large bumps in the road, the story does end with a solid HFN, with no intentions of either MC wanting anything different, which I found to be fine, as they were both only 15 years old, after all.
"Do you want it enough?”I'd rate this story at a solid 4.25 heartbreaking stars and recommend it for any fans of YA with a bit of a darker, more challenging side.
Leo smiled tiredly, his eyes barely open. “Course I do, mate. I want it all."
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September 11, 2020
3 Stars
I’m not a fan of this author’s writing and most of the time I avoid her books but this one got my attention. The story started off really good, just the way I like but then it went downhill. I prefer books with relationship-focused but this one lacked that part. Its focus was more on the characters and their issues and those issues overshadowed their relationship, it felt like there was no romance here! I know this is YA and they are about 15, 16 but seriously? I expected something more and better execution! Told in dual POV, 3rd person, it’s a standalone novella. It’s angsty and it's supposed to be friends-to-lovers. Overall, it was an OK read, and hope you enjoy it more than me!
I’m not a fan of this author’s writing and most of the time I avoid her books but this one got my attention. The story started off really good, just the way I like but then it went downhill. I prefer books with relationship-focused but this one lacked that part. Its focus was more on the characters and their issues and those issues overshadowed their relationship, it felt like there was no romance here! I know this is YA and they are about 15, 16 but seriously? I expected something more and better execution! Told in dual POV, 3rd person, it’s a standalone novella. It’s angsty and it's supposed to be friends-to-lovers. Overall, it was an OK read, and hope you enjoy it more than me!
July 31, 2017
Solid 4 Star read. I just can't seem to pass a Garrett Leigh book up, even one that is YA.
Once again, I found myself engrossed in the story and the characters.
While this is a story-line I feel like I've read before, I was still invested. I still enjoyed it.
The main characters are both 15, so there's no sex to be found here. But there were plenty of feels. There was plenty of chemistry.
The undertones were a bit morose I suppose. Even sad at times. It's never easy to read about a child (children) being abused. But I think there was a happy ending for everyone involved.
ARC kindly provided by the publisher, via NetGalley, in exchange for an honest review
Once again, I found myself engrossed in the story and the characters.
While this is a story-line I feel like I've read before, I was still invested. I still enjoyed it.
The main characters are both 15, so there's no sex to be found here. But there were plenty of feels. There was plenty of chemistry.
The undertones were a bit morose I suppose. Even sad at times. It's never easy to read about a child (children) being abused. But I think there was a happy ending for everyone involved.
ARC kindly provided by the publisher, via NetGalley, in exchange for an honest review
October 13, 2017
Quite angsty, but not as depressing as I feared.
Leo is 15 when his abusive father kills his mother and sets the house on fire with him and his 6 year old sister in it. They barely survive, but since their mother is dead and their father in jail, they end up in foster care.
Leo is not happy with his new foster family. They’re just too perfect. He doesn’t want anyone to get close to him or his sister, Lila. But Charlie, the 15 year old adopted son, is not so bad. He appears to be the only one who can bring Leo back when he is lost in the darkness...
The relationship between Leo and Charlie was very sweet despite Leo and all his anger. Charlie was the only one who got through to him and I just loved the connection between the boys. Leo was hurting so much, but Charlie was there as his anchor.
I really liked that this was YA, but that these boys were not depicted as practically asexual. They are boys with hormones and feelings. There is no sex in this, but I never missed it since there was lots of kissing and some tentative touching.
If you like YA books with a traumatized character and los of hurt comfort, try this. It was wonderful.
Leo is 15 when his abusive father kills his mother and sets the house on fire with him and his 6 year old sister in it. They barely survive, but since their mother is dead and their father in jail, they end up in foster care.
Leo is not happy with his new foster family. They’re just too perfect. He doesn’t want anyone to get close to him or his sister, Lila. But Charlie, the 15 year old adopted son, is not so bad. He appears to be the only one who can bring Leo back when he is lost in the darkness...
The relationship between Leo and Charlie was very sweet despite Leo and all his anger. Charlie was the only one who got through to him and I just loved the connection between the boys. Leo was hurting so much, but Charlie was there as his anchor.
I really liked that this was YA, but that these boys were not depicted as practically asexual. They are boys with hormones and feelings. There is no sex in this, but I never missed it since there was lots of kissing and some tentative touching.
If you like YA books with a traumatized character and los of hurt comfort, try this. It was wonderful.
October 16, 2017
La autora explica al final del libro que lo escribe para su hija adolescente. Y efectivamente, es un YA real, con adolescentes confusos, sin sexo explícito, relaciones familiares, de amistad, todo con el toque siempre angst de la autora, aunque en esta ocasión y a pesar de que trata temas muy duros, la atmósfera es menos melancólica y con más toques de esperanza que otros libros escritos por ella.
Yo soy profesora de Instituto, los libros YA me despiertan muchísima ternura y este es un buen ejemplo.
Yo soy profesora de Instituto, los libros YA me despiertan muchísima ternura y este es un buen ejemplo.
August 18, 2021
4.5 stars audio
2 stars story. I really need to give up reading this author's books. I can never feel the chemistry between the MCs.
2 stars story. I really need to give up reading this author's books. I can never feel the chemistry between the MCs.
February 9, 2018
Finding Home holds one of the most welcoming, warm, supportive families I’ve ever come across in print. I loved this gang! Reg, Kate, Andy, Fliss, Charlie, Lila, and Leo formed and found something so special in this world---love no matter what. They were there for each other no matter what.
I’m sorry I don’t have it in me right now to write a full review, but I couldn’t leave this page blank. Maybe when I come back for a re-read I can write more. Just know that I struggled with finishing my reads the first few weeks of the year, but this one embraced me at word one. From the first word to the last, I was all in! I felt like I walked right in the front door and became part of the family.
My favorite line: “It feels like you catch the fear and push it all away.”
Recommended.
March 1, 2018
This one was hard to read.
This is YA. The MCs are 15 y.o. They are foster brothers.There are no sex scenes. (Thank goodness).
This is not a romance novel. The boys do fall for each other. But that's almost a subplot, certainly not the focus of the story. I'm not even sure what genre this is. Fiction? General YA? I don't know.
The plot revolves around siblings who suffered horribly at the hands of their father. The focus is on the older boy, the foster family that gives him and his sister a helping, healing hand, and the foster siblings who offer kindness and support.
It's a good story. A great story. I didn't pay attention to what it was about before reading the book. Since most of my books are romance, I was surprised that this one wasn't. Plus, I've read half a dozen of Garret Leigh's books and they've all been romance. So, surprise, surprise.
I DID enjoy it. It's a great, if heartbreaking, story with a solid HFN.
This is YA. The MCs are 15 y.o. They are foster brothers.There are no sex scenes. (Thank goodness).
This is not a romance novel. The boys do fall for each other. But that's almost a subplot, certainly not the focus of the story. I'm not even sure what genre this is. Fiction? General YA? I don't know.
The plot revolves around siblings who suffered horribly at the hands of their father. The focus is on the older boy, the foster family that gives him and his sister a helping, healing hand, and the foster siblings who offer kindness and support.
It's a good story. A great story. I didn't pay attention to what it was about before reading the book. Since most of my books are romance, I was surprised that this one wasn't. Plus, I've read half a dozen of Garret Leigh's books and they've all been romance. So, surprise, surprise.
I DID enjoy it. It's a great, if heartbreaking, story with a solid HFN.
August 4, 2017
***ARC provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review***
OH MY GOSH!!!
THIS. BOOK.
I Am..SPEECHLESS.
This was completely, amazingly beautiful to me. Yes, this has what I have heard of as the typical Garrett Leigh angst - boy howdy is there ever angst in this, be prepared for that - even though I've only read one other book by Garret Leigh before - which I also loved - but this was a beautiful, beautiful book.
Leo goes through something horrific at the start of the book - after already enduring years and years of abuse - with his sister, Lila, and he's only 15, his sister only 6, so they're put into foster care, and he ends up in a home filled with a love that he doesn't trust at first. Except for Charlie, who he trusts practically right away, because there's just something about Charlie he can't resist.
And this is definitely a young adult romance - we get kisses, but these are two 15 year olds, not even quite legal for the UK, i believe - which is 16 for the legal age of consent, I believe - and we see them falling in love - and it is adorable, but no sex in this, which is completely fine, not only because these boys are so young and one has gone through horrific trauma, but because their romance was beautiful on its own.
I would love to see these two later in life - I wanted so badly to see Charlie and Leo grown up, stronger and grown up and happy, together. But the ending was still sooo sweet and happy and adorable.
This is no easy read, mind you. It deals with being a teenager, but the added weight of trauma piled on top of that, as if being a teenager isn't hard enough. Leo goes through a lot through this book, and how he gets to the place where he is ready to see a therapist and get better is a long and hard journey, but he gets there, and Charlie plays a big part in it.
These two were so sweet together, and they are each other's first loves. Will their relationship make it beyond into adulthood? Who knows, but I like to think they do, that they are one of the rare first love type couples who make it, because they're just so in love and sweet on each other, it's adorable.
I zoomed through this book, finished in about 6 hours even though it was 250 pages, it was just addicting from the first page, engaging as it was hard to read, because sometimes life is suchhhh a shittt, so fucking hard. My heart hurt for Leo throughout this book, and for Charlie even, who while he didn't have trauma, had some of his own hurts.
GAhhh, this is one of my favorites. Superb writing, superb story that treated teenagers how I think they are - more grown up than grown ups think, but also still a lot younger then they think they are. The balance between these boys being mature beyond their years - most of it out of their control, like with Leo having to deal with what he has the first 15 years of his life - and still immature at times, not quite having an adult awareness of the world, was written so well. They weren't dumbed down like they were children, but they weren't completely wise either. They still did completely immature things at times. I loved that balance.
I highly, hiGHLY recommend this book. It was beautiful, it was real, it was breathtaking.
OH MY GOSH!!!
THIS. BOOK.
I Am..SPEECHLESS.
This was completely, amazingly beautiful to me. Yes, this has what I have heard of as the typical Garrett Leigh angst - boy howdy is there ever angst in this, be prepared for that - even though I've only read one other book by Garret Leigh before - which I also loved - but this was a beautiful, beautiful book.
Leo goes through something horrific at the start of the book - after already enduring years and years of abuse - with his sister, Lila, and he's only 15, his sister only 6, so they're put into foster care, and he ends up in a home filled with a love that he doesn't trust at first. Except for Charlie, who he trusts practically right away, because there's just something about Charlie he can't resist.
And this is definitely a young adult romance - we get kisses, but these are two 15 year olds, not even quite legal for the UK, i believe - which is 16 for the legal age of consent, I believe - and we see them falling in love - and it is adorable, but no sex in this, which is completely fine, not only because these boys are so young and one has gone through horrific trauma, but because their romance was beautiful on its own.
I would love to see these two later in life - I wanted so badly to see Charlie and Leo grown up, stronger and grown up and happy, together. But the ending was still sooo sweet and happy and adorable.
This is no easy read, mind you. It deals with being a teenager, but the added weight of trauma piled on top of that, as if being a teenager isn't hard enough. Leo goes through a lot through this book, and how he gets to the place where he is ready to see a therapist and get better is a long and hard journey, but he gets there, and Charlie plays a big part in it.
These two were so sweet together, and they are each other's first loves. Will their relationship make it beyond into adulthood? Who knows, but I like to think they do, that they are one of the rare first love type couples who make it, because they're just so in love and sweet on each other, it's adorable.
I zoomed through this book, finished in about 6 hours even though it was 250 pages, it was just addicting from the first page, engaging as it was hard to read, because sometimes life is suchhhh a shittt, so fucking hard. My heart hurt for Leo throughout this book, and for Charlie even, who while he didn't have trauma, had some of his own hurts.
GAhhh, this is one of my favorites. Superb writing, superb story that treated teenagers how I think they are - more grown up than grown ups think, but also still a lot younger then they think they are. The balance between these boys being mature beyond their years - most of it out of their control, like with Leo having to deal with what he has the first 15 years of his life - and still immature at times, not quite having an adult awareness of the world, was written so well. They weren't dumbed down like they were children, but they weren't completely wise either. They still did completely immature things at times. I loved that balance.
I highly, hiGHLY recommend this book. It was beautiful, it was real, it was breathtaking.
April 7, 2020
Not quite 4 stars but I'm rounding up because this was a MUCH better Foster Brother story than the one I read last week. More realistic, more emotional, more engaging.
January 2, 2021
Since I was trying to multitask, I snagged this on Audible thinking I could listen while I did other things. It was the holidays after all and I had loads to do. Might as well tackle some baking or wrap while I listened.
WRONG!
I couldn’t do anything (besides shallow breathing and trying to quiet my heartbeat) while listening to this intense and impressive story. Honestly, I found myself seeking my dark and comforting bedroom so I could eliminate as many other senses as possible. I needed to listen…and only listen. Once I began, I didn’t want to stop. I was lost in their world and panicked when the low battery signal beeped in my ears. I was really enjoying my new wireless pods until then. I told myself it was a blessing since it was after 2 am. However, my reading bug didn’t allow me to slip away for long and I woke before the sun to finish the final few chapters. Amazing. Absolutely amazing. Just as I knew (okay, hoped and prayed) it was going to be.
I don’t read a great deal of YA but these are precisely the exceptions that I make. Leigh takes a wretched situation with a lost and broken soul and gives him the impossible. Hope. He doesn’t want to admit it, least of all to himself, but it’s there. Finding Home is so much more than you’ll expect. Please, allow me to try and tell you why…
What's to like: As with anything composed by Garrett, the gripping pull of emotions was as undeniable as ever. Despite the title leading us to believe Leo discovers a home, it’s actually quite deeper. Spoiling aside, a home is indeed found but more importantly, so is Leo. He was lost. Shadowed by his vital roles of protector and defender, no one truly knew who Leo was. Until Charlie. Charlie had the cryptic “Leo Manual” that everyone else somehow missed and he simply…got him. Rather terrifying at first but then it became a lifeline, a fragile cord that strained under pressure. When affections sprang up from their fierce connection I held my breath until I nearly passed out. Not from anticipation or aversion to their ‘brotherly status’ but because I too, wished that the universe would just let them have this one thing. As much as there is to like you will undoubtedly find bits to dislike. I would be amiss to omit possible sensitivity warnings such as child abuse and the loss of a parent. Having said that, it would also be most unfortunate for you to pass up an opportunity to meet the Poulton’s. Each one is vivid and noteworthy in their own unique way. I might have a favorite but I’ll let you discover your own before I share mine.
What's to love: This isn’t quite a romance but it’s certainly a story full of love. From motherly love and sibling love to maybe-my-boyfriend but definitely-mine love Garrett covers all the facets and then some. The horrific prologue had my heart in my throat and my momma bear instincts on high alert. I can’t tell you how grateful I was for Kate and Reg. They are true angels that I will never forget. Dan Calley delivers a striking narration that clearly identifies each person and held me spellbound. I did hesitate at times trying to decipher if the monologue was internal or not but that was no one’s fault but my own, for I rarely tune into audiobooks. I might have to readdress that because I adored listening to the British touches. Speaking of adoration, Charlie is a treasure. I loved how he cared for Leo. Leo isn’t accustomed to people caring for him. Of course, his mum did and Lila loves him like the father she never had but Charlie not only loves him but cherishes Leo. If only he can make Leo see that he is worthy. But you know what they say about ‘in the eye of the beholder’ right? Sad eyes only see sadness. Luckily for Leo, his new family is determined to share their joy and happiness. I hope you give him a chance as well and if you do, give him my love. He’s due all the love he can get.
Beware of: Tears may fall but hearts will lift. The battles are hard-fought and hard-won. This quest for a home ends with not only shelter but love, happiness, and a proud reflection.
This book is for: This is a special story with special people that will require extra care while handling…please bear in mind a PG-13 rating and set aside some time, I can assure you they will devour it.
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WRONG!
I couldn’t do anything (besides shallow breathing and trying to quiet my heartbeat) while listening to this intense and impressive story. Honestly, I found myself seeking my dark and comforting bedroom so I could eliminate as many other senses as possible. I needed to listen…and only listen. Once I began, I didn’t want to stop. I was lost in their world and panicked when the low battery signal beeped in my ears. I was really enjoying my new wireless pods until then. I told myself it was a blessing since it was after 2 am. However, my reading bug didn’t allow me to slip away for long and I woke before the sun to finish the final few chapters. Amazing. Absolutely amazing. Just as I knew (okay, hoped and prayed) it was going to be.
I don’t read a great deal of YA but these are precisely the exceptions that I make. Leigh takes a wretched situation with a lost and broken soul and gives him the impossible. Hope. He doesn’t want to admit it, least of all to himself, but it’s there. Finding Home is so much more than you’ll expect. Please, allow me to try and tell you why…
What's to like: As with anything composed by Garrett, the gripping pull of emotions was as undeniable as ever. Despite the title leading us to believe Leo discovers a home, it’s actually quite deeper. Spoiling aside, a home is indeed found but more importantly, so is Leo. He was lost. Shadowed by his vital roles of protector and defender, no one truly knew who Leo was. Until Charlie. Charlie had the cryptic “Leo Manual” that everyone else somehow missed and he simply…got him. Rather terrifying at first but then it became a lifeline, a fragile cord that strained under pressure. When affections sprang up from their fierce connection I held my breath until I nearly passed out. Not from anticipation or aversion to their ‘brotherly status’ but because I too, wished that the universe would just let them have this one thing. As much as there is to like you will undoubtedly find bits to dislike. I would be amiss to omit possible sensitivity warnings such as child abuse and the loss of a parent. Having said that, it would also be most unfortunate for you to pass up an opportunity to meet the Poulton’s. Each one is vivid and noteworthy in their own unique way. I might have a favorite but I’ll let you discover your own before I share mine.
What's to love: This isn’t quite a romance but it’s certainly a story full of love. From motherly love and sibling love to maybe-my-boyfriend but definitely-mine love Garrett covers all the facets and then some. The horrific prologue had my heart in my throat and my momma bear instincts on high alert. I can’t tell you how grateful I was for Kate and Reg. They are true angels that I will never forget. Dan Calley delivers a striking narration that clearly identifies each person and held me spellbound. I did hesitate at times trying to decipher if the monologue was internal or not but that was no one’s fault but my own, for I rarely tune into audiobooks. I might have to readdress that because I adored listening to the British touches. Speaking of adoration, Charlie is a treasure. I loved how he cared for Leo. Leo isn’t accustomed to people caring for him. Of course, his mum did and Lila loves him like the father she never had but Charlie not only loves him but cherishes Leo. If only he can make Leo see that he is worthy. But you know what they say about ‘in the eye of the beholder’ right? Sad eyes only see sadness. Luckily for Leo, his new family is determined to share their joy and happiness. I hope you give him a chance as well and if you do, give him my love. He’s due all the love he can get.
Beware of: Tears may fall but hearts will lift. The battles are hard-fought and hard-won. This quest for a home ends with not only shelter but love, happiness, and a proud reflection.
This book is for: This is a special story with special people that will require extra care while handling…please bear in mind a PG-13 rating and set aside some time, I can assure you they will devour it.
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June 29, 2024
Loved Leo and Charlie.
I would have liked a bit more of their story though because this felt like it was just getting started and then it finished. They were both interesting characters with difficult backgrounds and I want to know where they go in future.
I can't recall Leo and Charlie being mentioned in any of the other Garrett Leigh books but I may have missed it. I'd love to know what they're up to as adults though!
I would have liked a bit more of their story though because this felt like it was just getting started and then it finished. They were both interesting characters with difficult backgrounds and I want to know where they go in future.
I can't recall Leo and Charlie being mentioned in any of the other Garrett Leigh books but I may have missed it. I'd love to know what they're up to as adults though!
July 15, 2021
4.5 stars.
November 5, 2018
to takie bardzo bardzo YA. podobala mi sie ta ksiazka. bo jest inna.. to jest ksiazka o dochodzeniu do siebie mlodego skrzywdzonego chlopaka w zdrowym normalnym domu. o zaufaniu ktorego powoli nabiera w stosunku do swoich opiekunow. o mlodzienczej delikatnej subtelnej milosci. Pani Leigh pisze bardzo charakterystycznie. ale ja ja lubie:) zal mi Leo. juz tam nie wspominajac o przeszlosci ale tak rozpaczliwie sie czepial normalnosci w postaci Czarliego ze to az smutno sie czytalo. mocno pokrzywdzony mlody czlowiek..ale sie skonczylo ok. w miare. zla osoba siedzi. tylko szkoda ze system nie zadzialal wczesniej mimo ewidentnych naduzyc tego zlego czleka. trzeba bylo wielkiej wielkiej tragedii. no ale teraz jest juz dobrze.. Leo zdrowieje Lila zdrowieje:* sa kochani i kochaja:)
October 14, 2017
So Garrett Leigh does YA...and very well too, with a fabulous cover!! Don't expect any sex in this one [unusual I know for Garrett 😏], but come on, we're talking about two 15 year olds, one of whom was particularly traumatised and suffering from as yet undiagnosed PTSD.
Leo and his little sister Lilah had had a frightening childhood, culminating in an horrific incident which I won't go into here, but is obviously possible in RL. I certainly don't envy the police, paramedics and social workers in instances like those, but you just have to assume that the kids are getting the best of attention and help.
I adored Charlie, and his foster parents Kate and Reg. They were kind, patient, understanding and so damn good at their job...helping the kids they were looking after survive the horrors they'd gone through, and come out fighting on the other side. The whole family in fact, yes... even snarky Fliss, were totally amazing.
4.5 Happy Ending stars from me.
Leo and his little sister Lilah had had a frightening childhood, culminating in an horrific incident which I won't go into here, but is obviously possible in RL. I certainly don't envy the police, paramedics and social workers in instances like those, but you just have to assume that the kids are getting the best of attention and help.
I adored Charlie, and his foster parents Kate and Reg. They were kind, patient, understanding and so damn good at their job...helping the kids they were looking after survive the horrors they'd gone through, and come out fighting on the other side. The whole family in fact, yes... even snarky Fliss, were totally amazing.
4.5 Happy Ending stars from me.
October 26, 2017
This was such a powerful story!
It had its own fair share of angst and sadness, but at the same time it was so hopeful... Emotions just flooded all over.
I really loved getting to know these characters- both MCs and the secondary ones- and the family dynamic was one of pure love that was deeply appreciated to balance the heavy topics the story dealt with.
I loved this so much.
It had its own fair share of angst and sadness, but at the same time it was so hopeful... Emotions just flooded all over.
I really loved getting to know these characters- both MCs and the secondary ones- and the family dynamic was one of pure love that was deeply appreciated to balance the heavy topics the story dealt with.
I loved this so much.
December 30, 2019
Fifteen-year-old Charlie de Sousa really lucked out with his adoptive parents Kate and Reg Poulton. Charlie has been with them since he was two, and his adopted sister Fliss along with Kate's biological son Andy (living in his own apartment) make for a happy family that hashes through all major decisions together. Leo and Lila have survived an unimaginable family tragedy and are in the foster care system when Kate and Reg and their family agree to give them a safe place to heal.
This YA story is beautifully and poignantly written and although there is a lot of angst along the way, it is so tender and so hopeful. Charlie is instantly captivated by this beautiful boy with "the emptiest eyes Charlie had ever seen" while Leo's initial hostility is gradually tempered by Charlie's kindness and warmth. Both Charlie and Leo are gay ("I liked you kissing me, because I like what you like . . . I like you, and I like boys"), and Garrett Leigh gives us a love story that is PG rated yet so satisfying, along with an ending that is perfect without being sugar-coated:
5 stars for Finding Home.
I received an ARC from Riptide Publishing, via NetGalley, in exchange for an honest review.
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This YA story is beautifully and poignantly written and although there is a lot of angst along the way, it is so tender and so hopeful. Charlie is instantly captivated by this beautiful boy with "the emptiest eyes Charlie had ever seen" while Leo's initial hostility is gradually tempered by Charlie's kindness and warmth. Both Charlie and Leo are gay ("I liked you kissing me, because I like what you like . . . I like you, and I like boys"), and Garrett Leigh gives us a love story that is PG rated yet so satisfying, along with an ending that is perfect without being sugar-coated:
"I wouldn't be here without you. You know that, don't you?"
"What did I do?"
"You reminded me to be happy."
"Are you happy, Leo?"
"I'm learning."
5 stars for Finding Home.
I received an ARC from Riptide Publishing, via NetGalley, in exchange for an honest review.
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January 16, 2021
Garrett Leigh can write.
And she can definitely keep a reader in the palm of her hand. At least she did this one. How refreshing to come across a 5* read after four dnfs in a row!
The characters in this novella never blur. You can see them. You hear them; they don't talk or sound like each other. They are distinct, and lovable in spite of their flaws.
This a love story, between two 15-year-old foster youths who couldn't be more different and more right for each other. You will ache for them, but you won't doubt for a moment that what they've found is the real deal. They are surrounded by a cast of people you could also pick out of a lineup for family members-of-the-year, each one an individual, each one with a key role in this painful story of family-love and first-love joy.
Garrett Leigh can write.
And she can definitely keep a reader in the palm of her hand. At least she did this one. How refreshing to come across a 5* read after four dnfs in a row!
The characters in this novella never blur. You can see them. You hear them; they don't talk or sound like each other. They are distinct, and lovable in spite of their flaws.
This a love story, between two 15-year-old foster youths who couldn't be more different and more right for each other. You will ache for them, but you won't doubt for a moment that what they've found is the real deal. They are surrounded by a cast of people you could also pick out of a lineup for family members-of-the-year, each one an individual, each one with a key role in this painful story of family-love and first-love joy.
Garrett Leigh can write.
July 7, 2022
This is an amazing story that left me an emotional wreck! I have read most of Garrett Keith's work and each time I think there is no way the next book will top the previous, each time I am wrong. This story is one I will never forget. 5 stars -
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October 20, 2017
It's time for some teenage angst!
October 9, 2017
4.5 stars This title is loaded with heavy emotions and a heavy subject. Beautiful heartfelt story. Heavy content written in a bearable way. It was somewhat endearing.
A foster family with three kids, Andy, Fliss and Charlie, are gathered together to discuss an important matter. Kate and Reg, the parents, want to take care of two kids Leo and his little sister Lila, who are both in the foster system and heavy traumatized.
Like the blurb said: Broken and burned! ....Leo, fifteen years old, is Lila's protector.....Kate, the caring mother and deaf like Lila, can communicate with her.... But Leo distrust Reg deeply... He won't let him near Lila....
Leo thinks of Charlie, who is at same age, as the most gorgeous boy ever...
They like each other....a lot... and more....
Some heartbreaking and heartwarming moments pass the view....Charlie and Leo both foster kids find deep friendship and love...
Charlie doesn't know exactly what trauma Leo been through. But circumstances forces Leo to open up...with heart and soul. He loses control and he feels so broken and rejects all help...only Charlie can reach him....and through him Leo can find his home.
Some devastating passages you will find but all with a perspective (thank God).
The story felt whole, enough convincing situations to make it acceptable. All family members were written down with their own personality. It was emotional and also sweet...Leo and Charlie's love and trust for each other was the light in the darkness.
I would love to take a peek in the future and see how the boys are holding.
ARC received through NetGalley
A foster family with three kids, Andy, Fliss and Charlie, are gathered together to discuss an important matter. Kate and Reg, the parents, want to take care of two kids Leo and his little sister Lila, who are both in the foster system and heavy traumatized.
Like the blurb said: Broken and burned! ....Leo, fifteen years old, is Lila's protector.....Kate, the caring mother and deaf like Lila, can communicate with her.... But Leo distrust Reg deeply... He won't let him near Lila....
Leo thinks of Charlie, who is at same age, as the most gorgeous boy ever...
They like each other....a lot... and more....
Some heartbreaking and heartwarming moments pass the view....Charlie and Leo both foster kids find deep friendship and love...
Charlie doesn't know exactly what trauma Leo been through. But circumstances forces Leo to open up...with heart and soul. He loses control and he feels so broken and rejects all help...only Charlie can reach him....and through him Leo can find his home.
Some devastating passages you will find but all with a perspective (thank God).
The story felt whole, enough convincing situations to make it acceptable. All family members were written down with their own personality. It was emotional and also sweet...Leo and Charlie's love and trust for each other was the light in the darkness.
I would love to take a peek in the future and see how the boys are holding.
ARC received through NetGalley
November 7, 2017
Finding Home was quintessential Garrett Leigh, only in YA form. I have to admit that I wasn't super keen on reading this at first just because I don't read YA, but after the rave reviews, I completely buckled - and I'm so, so glad I did. The story packed an emotional punch, which is no surprise considering who the author is, but I was pleasantly surprised that the book being YA didn't take away from the romance at all. The connection between Charlie and Leo was immediate and intense, and I loved watching it slowly grow into a deeper, stronger bond. I also have to admit, as hard as I fell for these two babies and wanted to snuggle them forever, I fell just as hard and just as fast for each and every member of the family. Finding Home was a perfect tale of found family and unconditional love and I didn't want the book to end. Highly recommended.
December 30, 2017
I appreciated how this does work as a YA. But the story is not much remarkable and at times veered into too much into angst-porn. Which just no. But it was a quick read in what’s been a long tedious day.
One final thing I do want to comment on, is how little Riptide is doing for their YA imprint, Triton, to reach their supposed target audience. I’ve only ever seen this book being reviewed, talked about and promoted in the usual adult romance outlets. I now follow way more YA forums than I do adult romance ones and there wasn’t a peep about it. I don’t know if they didn’t send ARCs for reviews with teen blogs but the majority if not all of the reviewers for the book are the regular MM romance ones. So, kind of pointless then to make a whole imprint out of stories that will continue to be pushed on an adult crowd.
One final thing I do want to comment on, is how little Riptide is doing for their YA imprint, Triton, to reach their supposed target audience. I’ve only ever seen this book being reviewed, talked about and promoted in the usual adult romance outlets. I now follow way more YA forums than I do adult romance ones and there wasn’t a peep about it. I don’t know if they didn’t send ARCs for reviews with teen blogs but the majority if not all of the reviewers for the book are the regular MM romance ones. So, kind of pointless then to make a whole imprint out of stories that will continue to be pushed on an adult crowd.
September 5, 2017
*An ARC was provided by the author in exchange for an honest review*
”You’re family, Leo. Whatever happens, we’ll take care of you.”
This was such a precious little story. The moment I saw that it was about a makeshift family and the foster system, I was hopelessly sold. Then I was under 5% in and found out BSL (British Sign Language) was involved, and I lost all hope of putting this down. I read it in a single sitting. (I’m earning a certificate in American Sign Language, so the Deaf community is a serious interest of mine.)
I absolutely loved the amount of emotion the author managed to pack in such a small novel. In under 200 pages, I was so invested that I cried twice, and I got attached to both Charlie and Leo. They’re my precious children, and need to be protected.
I love when I find these beautiful slice-of-life books. Add on, that this one had a focus on the British foster system, making it both informative and enjoyable.
Now, don’t get me wrong; this book was just as depressing as it was uplifting. Probably more the first than the latter. But it was a worthwhile read that I would recommend to alone one who enjoys books that feature the foster system, British Sign Language, and of course, novels that start out at a low point but end with an HEA.
”You’re family, Leo. Whatever happens, we’ll take care of you.”
This was such a precious little story. The moment I saw that it was about a makeshift family and the foster system, I was hopelessly sold. Then I was under 5% in and found out BSL (British Sign Language) was involved, and I lost all hope of putting this down. I read it in a single sitting. (I’m earning a certificate in American Sign Language, so the Deaf community is a serious interest of mine.)
I absolutely loved the amount of emotion the author managed to pack in such a small novel. In under 200 pages, I was so invested that I cried twice, and I got attached to both Charlie and Leo. They’re my precious children, and need to be protected.
I love when I find these beautiful slice-of-life books. Add on, that this one had a focus on the British foster system, making it both informative and enjoyable.
Now, don’t get me wrong; this book was just as depressing as it was uplifting. Probably more the first than the latter. But it was a worthwhile read that I would recommend to alone one who enjoys books that feature the foster system, British Sign Language, and of course, novels that start out at a low point but end with an HEA.
October 10, 2017
There are some books you just know will knock you sideways emotionally. Between the blurb and the author, I expected Finding Home would be one of those, and I wasn’t wrong. Finding Home is a Young Adult, hurt/comfort romance in which two foster brothers meet, find strength in each other, and fall in love. If you are a fan of books that leave their mark on your heart, this is definitely worth the read.
This standalone leads with a powerful prologue in which the author introduces Leo to the reader and describes a horrific single night which is the culmination of years of abuse by his father. The emotional start gives a clear picture of Leo and his sister’s trauma, ensuring even the slightest concessions Leo makes are appreciated as he tries to adjust to life with his newest foster family, the Poultons. I enjoyed seeing him grow and find strength in himself while learning to trust others. Leo’s foster brother, Charlie, has been with the Poultons most of his life and seems well-adjusted. His quiet strength and steadiness was the perfect contrast to Leo’s brashness and lashing out. The soulful connection between these two teenagers came through immediately. The writing depicted their emotions in vivid detail as they battled themselves, outside influences and worries, and occasionally each other, and I quickly found myself immersed in their story. As this is a Young Adult book, the romance stays pretty PG, focusing on the emotional development individually and then as a couple, making for a memorable story that repeatedly pulled at my heartstrings.
Reviewed by Annie from Alpha Book Club
This standalone leads with a powerful prologue in which the author introduces Leo to the reader and describes a horrific single night which is the culmination of years of abuse by his father. The emotional start gives a clear picture of Leo and his sister’s trauma, ensuring even the slightest concessions Leo makes are appreciated as he tries to adjust to life with his newest foster family, the Poultons. I enjoyed seeing him grow and find strength in himself while learning to trust others. Leo’s foster brother, Charlie, has been with the Poultons most of his life and seems well-adjusted. His quiet strength and steadiness was the perfect contrast to Leo’s brashness and lashing out. The soulful connection between these two teenagers came through immediately. The writing depicted their emotions in vivid detail as they battled themselves, outside influences and worries, and occasionally each other, and I quickly found myself immersed in their story. As this is a Young Adult book, the romance stays pretty PG, focusing on the emotional development individually and then as a couple, making for a memorable story that repeatedly pulled at my heartstrings.
Reviewed by Annie from Alpha Book Club
October 9, 2017
A Joyfully Jay review.
5 stars
I have loved everything I have read by Garrett Leigh, particularly the emotional quality that she brings to her stories and in this, Finding Home is no different. For me, Leigh is an author who understands her characters and the situations they find themselves in and though she addresses a number of difficult issues within Finding Home, she has clearly undertaken a great deal of research and the depth of knowledge she exhibits makes her a trustworthy storyteller and our reactions are genuine and profound.
Finding Home has two main characters who are 15 years old, meaning that it falls into the young adult genre, but the emotions that Leigh addresses in the story are universal. There is the familial love Kate and Reg encourage in their home; the romantic feelings between Charlie and Leo; as well as the loss Leo and Lila have experienced that many of Leigh’s readers may not be able to relate to to this extreme degree, but this is a pain we can all understand.
Leigh explores Leo’s character and the aftermath of his father’s actions in great detail, so much so that at times Leo is not an individual I particularly liked. The way he treats Kate and Reg with such disrespect seems unfair and unnecessary. Yet, the main reason we connect with Leo is because we have evidence of both his physical and mental deterioration. His PTSD diagnosis is no surprise when we have witnessed his reactions to Bunsen burners being lit in the classroom, but his extreme reactions following this are shocking and remind us what can happen in the real world when someone with mental illness is left untreated.
Read Kirsty’s review in its entirety here.
5 stars
I have loved everything I have read by Garrett Leigh, particularly the emotional quality that she brings to her stories and in this, Finding Home is no different. For me, Leigh is an author who understands her characters and the situations they find themselves in and though she addresses a number of difficult issues within Finding Home, she has clearly undertaken a great deal of research and the depth of knowledge she exhibits makes her a trustworthy storyteller and our reactions are genuine and profound.
Finding Home has two main characters who are 15 years old, meaning that it falls into the young adult genre, but the emotions that Leigh addresses in the story are universal. There is the familial love Kate and Reg encourage in their home; the romantic feelings between Charlie and Leo; as well as the loss Leo and Lila have experienced that many of Leigh’s readers may not be able to relate to to this extreme degree, but this is a pain we can all understand.
Leigh explores Leo’s character and the aftermath of his father’s actions in great detail, so much so that at times Leo is not an individual I particularly liked. The way he treats Kate and Reg with such disrespect seems unfair and unnecessary. Yet, the main reason we connect with Leo is because we have evidence of both his physical and mental deterioration. His PTSD diagnosis is no surprise when we have witnessed his reactions to Bunsen burners being lit in the classroom, but his extreme reactions following this are shocking and remind us what can happen in the real world when someone with mental illness is left untreated.
Read Kirsty’s review in its entirety here.
September 27, 2017
An ARC was provided by the publisher via netgalley in exchange for an honest review.
I really enjoyed this story. It was sweet and also hard to read at times because Leo suffered so much and so has his sister Lila, who is deaf.
Leo's dad killed their mother and then set the house on fire. Leo suffers from PTSD and has nightmares and sensory problems. Charlie helps Leo cope, and they form a very quick bond. I was shocked at how quickly they formed an attachment to each other. But Charlie is a sensitive soul, and Leo is eager for someone to help him.
Since they are only 15, this is a very G rated story and I loved it. Everything they did was appropriate and completely nice. Just wait until they get older. :)
I do recommend this and think everyone will enjoy this because there isn't much angst but there is a lot of action to draw you in. It's also a short story but you don't feel rushed in getting to know all the characters.
I really enjoyed this story. It was sweet and also hard to read at times because Leo suffered so much and so has his sister Lila, who is deaf.
Leo's dad killed their mother and then set the house on fire. Leo suffers from PTSD and has nightmares and sensory problems. Charlie helps Leo cope, and they form a very quick bond. I was shocked at how quickly they formed an attachment to each other. But Charlie is a sensitive soul, and Leo is eager for someone to help him.
Since they are only 15, this is a very G rated story and I loved it. Everything they did was appropriate and completely nice. Just wait until they get older. :)
I do recommend this and think everyone will enjoy this because there isn't much angst but there is a lot of action to draw you in. It's also a short story but you don't feel rushed in getting to know all the characters.
March 28, 2021
This book was very intense. Two boys falling in love as foster brothers, one of them with PTSD. A sweet lovestory with a HFN
October 13, 2017
Review by The Blogger Girls.
It’s not very often that I pick up a YA book, but with Garrett Leigh at the wheel, I just had to give this one a spin. I was not disappointed. This is a story about foster kids, so of course it is going to be a bit sad, but it is well worth it to see them get a second chance and the love and family they deserved.
Leo and his little sister, Lila, have been dealing with a hideous father their whole life. Abuse and miserableness are nothing new to them where family life is concerned. When their father breaks a restraining order, they must watch from the cupboard they hide in as their mother is murdered, their house is on fire, and then their father barricades them in. Leo somehow manages to get them out, but not without injury to himself. Needless to say, the physical ailments are the least of his problems.
After their current family gives up on them, they are thankfully sent to the Poulton home. The Poulton’s have mostly grown kids of their own, but have taken fosters over the years, though they make sure it is a family decision and that the health and well being of that core family remains intact. Charlie is one of the kids they ended up adopting and is close in age to Leo.
As you can imagine, it is very difficult for Leo to trust anyone, especially men. He starts to open up to Charlie slowly but surely, and their bond and attraction grows. Charlie’s warmth and understanding goes a long way toward showing Leo that he can find happiness when he never thought he deserved it. They still go through some major bumps, and it is anything but easy to get there, but this beautifully written story captivated me and had me cheering Leo (and Charlie) on to reach out and grab hold and to not give up. He was lucky to find and couldn’t have asked for a better home with the Poultons – people who really do care and are doing it for the right reasons.
I loved watching Leo and Charlie finding their first love, sharing and exploring with kisses and cuddles and would love to read about them again some day in their future to see how their lives actually turned out further down the road. This was another winner from Ms. Leigh, and I can easily highly recommend it.
October 8, 2017
5 Stars
This wasn’t an easy subject matter to read about. The things that Leo and his younger sister, Lila went through were horrifying. Their father should be castrated, one ball at a time, then sew them back on and start the process all over again. Okay, enough about evil.
Although hearing what Leo and Lila went through wasn’t easy, this was still a feel good, heartwarming YA novel. I loved both Charlie and Leo and am so happy they came into one another’s lives. I loved that Charlie was there for Leo to help him through the tough times and when needed Leo repaid the favor. The foster family Leo and Lila were placed with was amazing and I loved the parents as well as the siblings. They were patient, caring and an amazing support system for Leo and Lila.
This was a well-written story, a quick read that was paced well and left me with all the feels. My only hope is maybe Ms. Leigh will revisit Charlie and Leo again in the future to let us see what life holds for them. An excellent story that’s was enjoyable and highly recommendable!!
*copy provided by author/publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*
This wasn’t an easy subject matter to read about. The things that Leo and his younger sister, Lila went through were horrifying. Their father should be castrated, one ball at a time, then sew them back on and start the process all over again. Okay, enough about evil.
Although hearing what Leo and Lila went through wasn’t easy, this was still a feel good, heartwarming YA novel. I loved both Charlie and Leo and am so happy they came into one another’s lives. I loved that Charlie was there for Leo to help him through the tough times and when needed Leo repaid the favor. The foster family Leo and Lila were placed with was amazing and I loved the parents as well as the siblings. They were patient, caring and an amazing support system for Leo and Lila.
This was a well-written story, a quick read that was paced well and left me with all the feels. My only hope is maybe Ms. Leigh will revisit Charlie and Leo again in the future to let us see what life holds for them. An excellent story that’s was enjoyable and highly recommendable!!
*copy provided by author/publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*
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