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80 pages, Paperback
First published January 16, 2018
Things are illiquid, freezing up. Light is abortive
On the greyscale Park. It's time to short the fucking market.
Days may be where we live, but mornings are eternity.
They wake us, and every day waking is absurdity;
All the things you just did yesterday to do over again, eternally.
The clench of tonsil on extra tonsil is an oyster only once,
Once, the blood and itch of broken skin, and afterwards indifference,
The boredom of the weeping aromatic bedsores only once.
But, forever fumbling for the snooze button, the gym is there
Forever, and the teeth silt over yellow to be flossed, and there
Will be, in eternity, coffee to be brewed and that moment in the shower
When you open your mouth and rhotacise the water and just stand there,
Stupid bliss of hot water, tongue-tingling, steaming the shower.
‘On the front page of the paper,
‘C-section surge in China as zodiac sign moves’.
Only one sheep in ten has a chance at happiness.’
‘There is the long glissando of a motorbike on the arterial road,
A boomerang, the case of Saint-Emilion he didn’t get to drink,
The label working loose, the wine maderised,
The Magic Faraway Tree boxed up for grandchildren,
And, in your hand, the flawless yellow hide.
At night you leaf through Blyton in bed,
Crumble the book’s spine.
The wine you pour down the outside drain.
Black spars, sediment:
A shipwreck in a bottle.
Clots on the lung.’
‘Short chains of carbon in the dust,
This is the practical answer.
Old laptops, pacemakers, leg pins.
DNA fibres revealing death’s cause.
Emails we sent and drafts we didn’t send.
The things we said and those we should’ve.
Downloaded porn videos reveal
Proclivities that shock our friends:
Cotton gags, string cutting into the clefts
Of twenty-something Japanese schoolgirls.
But nothing filthy enough to interest strangers.’
���Acetate of Camel Lights,
Pheromones of human fear,
Public libraries’ unwashed armpits,
Sweet sweat like a pound cake rising,
Modern roses’ nothingness.’
‘Someone who has been abroad can never come home again:
London is home and it is foreign.
Today there is no hurry, because you have no luggage.
And there is no one to meet you in arrivals,
There is only the emptiness of the Terminal 5 cathedral lighting,
The pop of a Krispy Kreme sign and the tan embonpoint
Of Scotch bottles after customs to caress: the last way
After travelling so long to delay returning.’
You are listening to Bowie in bed, thinking about the hollows
Of his eyes, his lunatic little hand jigs, longing for Berlin in the seventies.
You are thinking of masturbating but the vibrator’s batteries are low
And the plasticine-pink stick rotates leisurely in your palm,
Casting its space-age glow into the winter shadows.
You are slightly disappointed in Obama’s domestic policy,
You think the great American novelist is David Foster Wallace.
The epigraph to The Pale King is from Frank Bidart,
It is about pre-existing forms and formal questions in art.
And as you are dancing in a suit skirt to the Killers’ ‘Mr Brightside’,
Feeling the anthem soar and rise, he makes the PowerPoint slides
Now it is April and another summer. As you go past the subway
An older, also shoeless guy leaps out and shouts, “Girl, hey.”
He starts to twirl a topless bowler and it dips like an early swallow.
He raps, “I love you, girl,” getting low, and the sky over the Park
Whitens in a punched-out square, as one unlit cab follows
Another down Fifth and, through tears, you are laughing.