3.5 Stars
“Sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
The second hand unwinds
“If you're lost you can look--and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
Time after time”
-- Time After Time, Cyndi Lauper, Songwriters: Rob Hyman / Cyndi Lauper
Laura was raised in the Upper East Side of Manhattan, her parents themselves born into old money.
But Laura never really seems to fit into that world, her goals, her sense of style are borne of another era from the 1980’s, but she is comfortable with herself the way she is. She likes to think of herself as not as much a part of the elite as her parents. And then she meets a man, and soon enough Emma will be born, but the father hasn’t been heard from since the night Emma was conceived.
She tells her parents, and others that she conceived via a sperm donor with Swedish roots. And life goes on with Laura very content to continue on with her routines, and add those of Emma’s, and time passes the way it usually does, occasionally ruffled by something of note, but typically routine, otherwise.
There was something about Laura, her world felt so protected – and not because she was born into wealth, or expected this lifestyle to continue – it felt as though her view of the world, and her world was a half-breath away from reality. In this sense, she reminded me of Eleanor Oliphant, that sense of quirky charm and appeal she had simply because she lived slightly apart from the world.
Emma, on the other hand, seems very much swayed by her world as she ages. She wants very much to find her place, where she fits in.
New York City, silently overlooking all, is always changing, with new people, new buildings, new shops and restaurants, yet in some ways the essence of what draws so many there remains.
There’s nothing momentous that takes place in this story, which is very much a part of its charm. There is a exploration of the awakening of both Laura and Emma as the years pass, the realities and decisions we all face, and a nod to how much easier it is to face them with a little more money. The changes we all go through, although our circumstances are not identical to theirs, the changes they go through, are part of life and living.
Another quiet read, a simple story, beautifully told - but sometimes that is just what you need.
Many thanks to the Public Library system, and the many Librarians that manage, organize and keep it running, for the loan of this book!