Hauntingly authentic, and gorgeously unfettered. This stunning, stirring poetry book is Donte Collins' dissection of grief and identity as a queer black 21 year old, still grappling with their mother's death and who they are now that they consider themselves an orphan. They rip open a wound that feels achingly fresh to expose every visceral emotion and explosive feeling in their body with the precision and power that only a poet can.
From the first poem, I was gripped and gobsmacked. Collins won the Most Promising Young Poet Award from the Academy of American Poets and with every page of this book, it became more and more abundantly clear what an apt superlative that is. I will be reading anything they produce henceforth. The language is accessible and unadorned but still manages to be lyrical and imaginative in fresh and exciting ways. These words may be deceptively conversational but as the poems progress, they take new shapes and meaning that vividly evoke emotions and experiences while also hypnotizing the reader into a mesmerizing dreamscape of an artistic, sensitive and brilliant mind.
There are heavy themes at play here that should come with trigger warnings for death, abuse, and even suicidal thoughts but Collins' gift as a writer is glaringly apparent as they transmute this intense and pervasive trauma into something profoundly human in its curiosity, confusion, anger and wit. This short book of poetry feels like a tantalizing appetizer for the banquet of talent that Donte Collins so clearly has waiting in the wings. Somehow, in unearthing complicated and conflicting feelings about the death of a loved one, Collins has created something so dynamic, nuanced and creative that it can only be described as alive.