There is a Vincent Van Gogh exhibit in the San Francisco Bay Area happening these days. I haven’t been successful in snatching tickets.
I had been hoping to purchase tickets to celebrate Paul’s birthday in September—but with no luck….
In the meantime….
I’ve been viewing Van Gogh paintings recently….(Van Gogh being one of my favorite artists)…
I also had not ‘yet’ read anything by Susan Fletcher — the British author—but had been wanting to read ‘all’ of her books since reading reviews by several friends on Goodreads, (Candi, Sara, Diane).
Sometimes we ‘just know’ when an author is going to resonate with us….even before we open their book. I knew this in my gut about Susan Fletcher. Turned out to be true.
I downloaded two ebooks - (“Corrag” and “The Silver Dark Sea” —-
added “The Highland Witch” to my Audible playlist — and ordered two physical books: “The Oystercatchers” and - THIS BOOK > “Let Me tell you about a man I Knew”)….
I could have easily started with any of the Fletcher books I now own —
But I chose this novel to read first - (a gorgeous physical copy), as it seemed most fitting with my recent Vincent Van Gogh photo-dabbling of his works.
I had no idea how MANY FABULOUS paintings - Van Gogh painted ‘during’ the year he admitted himself to the psychiatric hospital of Saint-Remy-de-Mausole. Throughout his twelve-month confinement, he continued to paint.
I counted around 60 paintings he did during his stay. THEY ARE SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL.
A LITTLE BACKGROUND HISTORY:
….In addition to the picturesque wheat fields, olive groves, cypresses, roses, and irises in and around the monastery, Van Gogh captured interior views of the asylum, itself….[there is a colorful/powerful/hollow/ lonely/haunting painting of the asylum corridors], > can be found online: thank you Google ….
Well,
….Van Gogh wanted to impress his brother, Theo, of his new hospital surroundings— give his brother the impression he was thriving — so he sent the interior asylum photo of the corridor to Theo during his stay.
Unfortunately Van Gogh’s time spent at the asylum did not prove to be the cure he needed. Van Gogh died soon after he left: by suicide.
So….
THIS NOVEL….(though),….is less about Van Gogh’s own life in totality — yet very influential- but more directly - it’s about the wife of the warden, Jeanne Trabuc, that he meets at the hospital.
In a letter to Theo, Van Gogh's brother, he writes (of middle aged Jeanne Trabuc),
…..”a woman whose looks have faded, a poor soul, resigned to her fate, nothing out of the ordinary and so insignificant that I simply long to paint that dusty blade of grass. I talked to her sometimes when I was doing some olive trees behind their little house, Andy she told me then that she didn’t believe I was ill—in fact, you would now say the same if you saw me working, my mind clear and my fingers so sure….” 1889
Van Gogh was drawn to the ordinary - the unremarkable- [I am too - maybe that’s why I love his paintings so much, and quiet character driven reflective novels]….
Jeanne Trabuc represented ‘ordinary’ …..as ordinary as ordinary can be.
But….
…..what Susan Fletcher did was ‘write’ extraordinary—-about a middle age woman’s ordinary life —- (similar in my opinion as Van Gogh ‘painted’ ordinary life > extraordinary).
Printed words of truth:
right on the top of the book cover …..(taken from the Guardian)
About
….Jeanne Trabuc:
“A woman, who would, without, Van Gogh, have been entirely forgotten” — I find it sad - true - and makes me wonder about the beautiful ordinary people I love- including my own aging life.
To me…there’s so much depth that comes alive in this novel….
We learn a lot about the woman Jeanne Trabuc was. I must admit - even sadly- that I related to Jeanne in many ways. (married a man she loved)….but/and….I, too, like Jeanne am - kinda- past my prime.
Ha….
and with the past almost two years since the beginning days of covid—shrunken days have never felt more real. As the global world connects us - countries - technology serves us with instant international news - (we’ve many faster opportunities to connect with other wonderful people all over the globe)…
…..our own daily routines - our individual lives - past a certain age (kids have left home, spouses become sick, friends with their own full plates of issues)….life can feel small - we become confined to our simple home surroundings….
This novel portrays this image through Jeanne…..exquisitely.
Susan Fletcher ‘writes’ like a ‘painter’….or is it ‘paints’ her words?
All I know is that I felt I understood words- sentences -that expressed feelings of “not unhappy exactly”…..
“longing”
“loneliness”
“chance meetings”
“the opportunity to feel more vibrant- more bold - more alive” …[understanding that we each have memories of meeting that rare person - who comes into our lives -maybe only for a limited amount of time]….but they give us joy, hope, added vitality that’s so intoxicating —my God > we fall excitedly in love with LIFE - with LOVE itself - we ‘feel’ that piece of ourselves that has been lying dormant for years —
It’s that self we soooo miss -of ourselves- when we WERE YOUNGER….
a time when we were more bouncy and perky …..
but sometimes -
even in middle age - or late age — ordinary moments bumps up AGAIN with something delicious…..(perhaps a second chance at life’s rich vitality)…..Don’t many of us - kinda- secretly wish for that EXUBERANT ALIVENESS FEELING ….just ONE MORE TIME …. before we die?
A desire to SCREAM OUT….with our POLISHED CONFIDENT VOICE…
“I AM WOMAN” ….(thinking of the hit song by Helen Reddy)
Side note: Helen Reddy died last year- September, 2020. Her song “I Am Woman” peaked at number 2 on the Australian digital sales chart.
Well…Susan Fletcher gave Jeanne Trabuc a second life of vitality. —
Actually - she re-created - this book from inspiration and research she found from letters that Vincent van Gogh and his brother, Theo exchanged with each other.
I totally get (with pleasure), that Susan Fletcher discovered that Van Gogh was a tender, a contemplative writer, himself…. very different from the man she assumed he was.
Susan Fletcher - wrote in her notes:
“I tried to be historically accurate —in terms of Vincent’s attacks, moods and the paintings he created during his time at Saint-Paul-de-Mausole. But inevitably, changes have been made for the novel’s sake. Furthermore, whilst both Charles(Jeanne’s husband), and Jeanne Trabuc existed (as did the other characters we meet: Peyton, Poulet, and Salles), ……
I’d like to stress that their private histories, personalities, relationships, children and the events that take place within this book are entirely my own making. Wherever they are now, I hope they don’t mind”
I loved this book (sorry there is not an ebook)….but this 263 paper book is a treasure. Lovely to the touch.
I highly recommend it to the reflective-type-of readers.
“Of all the memories Jeanne has of the man who came in May 1989 and stayed for a year, this is the clearest one: how’s he looked up and smiled. He was painting; she was talking of Les Alpilles, so he lowered his brush, pushed back the brim of his hat with his fist to see her better, hear her more clearly—and suddenly smiled. Teeth and bright eyes. A boy. A son. A beard of rust and light”.