“Because fear doesn't care if you are lying down or standing; it comes either way. And I would rather be standing when it comes for me.”
The following review is a review for this entire series.
I've reiterated this several times over, but this series is probably my favorite of all time, and most definitely my favorite trilogy of all time. I was so worried that I wouldn't enjoy it as much this time reading through it as the first, but boy, was I wrong. If anything, I was even more enamored with this world, this writing, these characters. I cannot spell out a single flaw that I found with Colleen Oakes's writing, and I'm wondering why the hell she isn't more popular. This series is golden. In fact, so golden, it's almost a little gem of a series I'd like to keep to myself.
I'm about to go on a bit of a tangent here, so you can skip to the next paragraph if you don't want to read about how quarantine has ruined my book obsession.
Before quarantine started, I always had a book in my hand. When I didn't have a book in my hand, I would literally ache to be reading. Then, quarantine hit, and immediate access to the library vanished. Instead of reaching for books, I was starting to reach for my phone- and that notion genuinely scares me. Lately, books...just haven't been as interesting for me- the last page-turner I read was in early February, and it was Skyward by Brandon Sanderson. That's why I was so relieved when I read this series, because I finished all three books within three days. That's when I knew that my love for reading hasn't diminished that that much, and it's more so the books I've been reading. I blame it all on COVID. I miss the library so much, more than I can say, an d like I mentioned before, I absolutely despise how I'm so dependent on my damn phone now. Anyone else feel the same way?
Now that the rant is over, let's get on with the review.
I don't really want to write a structured review for this, because I don't think that would be the best use of words, as it's already abundantly clear I have nothing negative to say.
However, there are three components that are closest to my heart.
1. ✨Characters ✨
Must I say any more? Colleen Oakes is absolutely masterful at creating characters- villains, protagonists, and my personal favorite, morally grey characters.
Our protagonist, Wendy, goes through an awful lot of character development as she spends more time in Neverland. When she's first introduced, she's a proper English socialite, somebody who has never cussed a day in her life and thinks it improper when she accidentally flashes her ankle. But as the series progresses, we see Wendy not give a damn. And I'm completely here for it. Especially aboard the Sudden Night, we see a huge change in her personality which made complete sense, given her circumstances. Colleen Oakes's Wendy Darling is one of the most graceful, feminine, courageous, and selfless literary characters I know. She's beautiful, inside and out, and I don't think her innate goodness can be rivaled by anyone. Ever.
Booth, bless his heart. Can a love interest be any more adorable? I loved reading about him and Wendy- their relationship is so incredibly wholesome despite a not-so-wholesome Neverland. It's one of the constants throughout the series while all the other dynamics take a complete 360. Booth is an absolutely lovable bookworm- philosophical, intelligent, and such a gentleman. I see people all over Goodreads comment BS like "wHeRe'S mY rHySaNd?" but I don't want a Rhysand. I just want a Booth. Is that too much to ask?
Next, we have none other than John, Wendy's prat of a brother. Okay, let me just get this out. Nobody likes John. He's selfish, irritating, misogynistic, and mean-spirited. But he's also misunderstood, lonely, desperate for attention, and sad. I'm not saying I like John, but I'm saying I understand. I have no idea how Wendy looked out for him for so long despite him treating her like a piece of scum. But I'm so glad he got his redemption arc, because that was well-deserved and I really didn't want to end the series still hating John to that degree.
Michael. The baby of the family. I think Wendy's devotion to her family is so wholesome and admirable, particularly to Michael. She's basically his mom, which might come off as annoying, but in this series, Wendy gives up her own happiness and her own mother to be the mother for dozens of lost boys. I can't really judge a five-year-old, but I can call irritating but adorable at the same time. Book toddlers are always so much nicer than real toddlers, smh.
Now, Peter Pan, because he deserves a paragraph of his own. I think Oakes captured his sadistic and obsessive tendencies incredibly well- his expressions, his mood swings, his bipolarity- it all made for an incredibly terrifying character who was dazzling at the same time. I've never seen such a deep version of Peter Pan, and honestly, if it weren't for that, this series wouldn't have existed. I don't want to get too much into detail, because I know that if you read the series and feel the same way as me, you know exactly what I mean though I can't put it into so many words.
Tinkerbell. Oakes delivered some twisted version of Stockholm Syndrome in the most beautiful and painful way possible, and that was through our childhood staple, Tinkerbell. But this time, with a twist. Tink is in love with Peter despite his constant abuse and selfish need for her. She hates Wendy, but she's the one who ends up helping her the most in the third book. Honestly, Tink's story was one of the most heartbreaking.
Nobody does morally grey characters like Oakes. Abbott, Smith, John, Tinkerbell- even Peter Pan, the main villain of this story, could be deemed as morally grey. I could make the argument that he isn't the evil one, it's actually the Shadow. He truly does love Wendy, even though this "love" is actually an obsession- but it is what saves her at the end of the day.
There are so many characters in this series- the mermaids, the harlots (in the most loving way possible), and the Pilvinuvo Indians. And I love them all. I love Fermina, I love Lomasi, I love Queen Eryn. They were all such powerful and supportive side characters, particularly Fermina.
But for the last character paragraph, I want to write about the pirates.
If I could give out a Best Supporting Cast award at the Academies, I would, without a doubt, hand it over to the crew of the Sudden Night. Keme, Smith, Hook, Black Caesar, Voodoo- they have my heart. They are the reason this series did not suffer from middle book syndrome. On the contrary, Seas was actually my favorite book of the whole series. Wendy aboard the Sudden Night was simultaneously terrifying and wholesome, but mostly wholesome. At least as wholesome as a hoard of bloodthirsty pirates can get. I love the idea of a middle book taking place in a completely different location with a completely different dynamic, particularly overseas, and this delivered. I can think of a few other novels with this trope, and hands down, Colleen Oakes did it best.
A few moments of honor for Oxley (bless his heart), Indra, Fermina, Qaralius, and all the Lost Boys with no family.
Phew. I think that just about covers all the wonderful characters in this series. Now, on to the second component-
2. ✨Worldbuilding ✨
If there is one fictional land I love most, it is, without a doubt, Neverland. In fact, all my favorite retellings take place in Neverland- Tiger Lily by Jodi Lynn Anderson, and this series. I feel like it's so slept on by authors compared to more mainstream lands where other mainstream fairytales take place. This world is my favorite because it's somewhat consolidated, but it's also connected to the world we know. Rather than going there through your dreams (like Wonderland), you have to actually travel there, which I just feel is such a magical idea. It sounds corny, but I genuinely have no other way to explain it. The scenery is gorgeous- bright, shiny, and pretty lights masking up some lurking darkness, a darkness that can only be felt by those searching for it. A darkness that is the true villain of this series. A darkness that is the pulsating essence beneath a tropical paradise.
Pirates, mermaids, fairies, and flying boys. Somewhat random, but truly my favorite combination. I love Neverland from the bottom of my heart, and to be honest, just writing about it right now is giving me the chills.
3. ✨Writing/Tone ✨
I think by this point I've established my opinion that Colleen Oakes is a wonderful author. But her writing, her prose, her descriptions, her creativity, are what take this to the next level. I don't think any other author could have pulled this style of writing off. The amount of imagination it takes to write something like this, I probably couldn't even fathom-
But what I really fell in love with were the mature tones beneath the glittering façade of this world. The light it shed on abuse, sexual harassment, kidnapping, genocide...
All reasons why this is a a version of a fairytale immature audiences should not be reading.
I think that's pretty much all I have to say.
If I could give this an infinite amount of stars (pun intended), I most definitely would.