An emotional story tracing the author's journey from the heartbreak and devastation of divorce through desperately seeking love with online fantasy Ukrainian women and finding redemption in a forty-foot sloop. During his quest, the author rediscovers his creative soul, soars high on the crests of mania and wallows through the troughs of despair. Included in the story are the author's poems, song lyrics and photographs to accentuate the emotional experience.