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Sequel to Absinthe of Malice
Sinners Book Six
Miki St. John believed happy endings only existed in fairy tales until his life took a few unexpected turns… and now he’s found his own.
His best friend, Damien, is back from the dead, and their new band, Crossroads Gin, is soaring up the charts. Miki’s got a solid, loving partner named Kane Morgan—an Inspector with SFPD whose enormous Irish family has embraced him as one of their own—and his dog, Dude, at his side.
It’s a pity someone’s trying to kill him.
Old loyalties and even older grudges emerge from Chinatown’s murky, mysterious past, and Miki struggles to deal with his dead mother’s abandonment, her secrets, and her brutal murder while he’s hunted by an enigmatic killer who may have ties to her.
The case lands in Kane’s lap, and he and Miki are caught in a deadly game of cat-and-mouse. When Miki is forced to face his personal demons and the horrors of his childhood, only one thing is the rock star and his cop are determined to fight for their future and survive the evils lurking in Miki’s past.
270 pages, Kindle Edition
First published May 15, 2018






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"I went because I love him, and I'm never going to send him out to face his monsters without me standing there right next to him."
"You are not alone, Mick. We are all here for you. I am here for you. That is how you get lost. Because you see no one around you when things go bleak. You wrap yourself up in the dark that you carry, and you don’t let any of us in. I need you to let me love you, a ghra, and I need you to find me before you break so I can hold you until you heal. But most of all, I need you to remember I love you. Through thick and thin, Mick.”
"I love you too. More than anyone else in the world. I never want to live without you, K. I might not say it, but that’s how I feel. I want to be better for you. A better person. Someone who can hold your hand out in the open or… all of that.”
I can’t give you anything
Other than the love that you’ve taught
There’s nothing bright inside of me
Except for what you’ve wrought
Love me for an eternity
Love me for forever and beyond
I can promise you a Heaven
With the love for you I’ve found
As much as he lay exposed, his emotions raw and his heart splayed, Kane was right there with him. They fit into each other, giving as much as they took.
“People always seem to want something from me, and I never know what. It’s like I’m broken inside. Like I don’t fit in the hole made for me. I can’t figure people out and I never know what to say, but Kane doesn’t care. Sure, I fuck shit up between us all the time, and sometimes he does too, but we work it out.” Miki let go a real laugh, a short burst of bubbling humor breaking free of the receding shadows. “He’s there. Steady. Constant. He’s my rock. My fucking cop. Sometimes he’s there too much because he’s that guy who’s got to fix things, and I have to shove him back once in a while so I have room to breathe, but that’s okay. We’re okay.
“I love you above all others,” Kane whispered—or maybe shouted—into Miki’s ear. It was hard to hear amid the rush of blood through his veins and the final throes of his release, but Miki felt Kane’s words, taking them into his heart. “I will always be yours. Always.”
“I love you like I’ve loved no one else. I would die without you. And see, you’re made of better stuff than I am because you kept going after I was gone.” Damien pulled Miki toward him until they sat together, tangled around each other as they had done years before when life had been both harder and simpler. “I’m glad Kane found you. And I’m fucking happy as hell he loves you. If there is one thing I know about you, Sin, it’s that you are the fiercest, most loyal feral asshole I’ve ever met, and I am proud as hell to call you my brother. And if you need me to hold you up—for as long as you need me—I’m here. I will always be here. Just like Kane, the band, and the rest of your crazy family.”


From Brigid as she speaks to Miki about Dude the dog...
"I'm sure the dog cares, just in his own way," she said with a laugh.
to Edie, their manager...
"Now do you understand why you need me?" She'd said to the shocked band members. "You just lost an argument with the person who is willing to go to the mat for you. Imagine how far you'll get when you go head-to-head with somebody who wants to bleed you dry?..."
to Donal...
"Then maybe what ye need to hear from me is that no matter who comes into your life, I will not let them hurt ye, and I will always be there when ye call out for your da."
and everyone in between...but ultimately there is Kane...
"...You mean more to me than my badge and the dead. I love you. And if I have to, I would give up everything I've become--everything I've accomplished--just to hold you if you need me."
It's been a hella' good ride with this series and I really can't think of anything more to say other than if you haven't read it check it out because you really don't want to read this one without having read the previous books and if you've read those books then I can't imagine that you won't love this final installment in the 'Sinners' series.and thank you Tristan James for doing it all justice!
Thank you, Ms. Ford for writing what has become one of my absolute favorite series...EVER!!!

“I love you above all others,” Kane whispered—or maybe shouted—into Miki’s ear. It was hard to hear amid the rush of blood through his veins and the final throes of his release, but Miki felt Kane’s words, taking them into his heart. “I will always be yours. Always.”
As long as I have breath in my body, I'm going to be there.
If there is one thing I know about you Sin, it's that you are the fiercest, most loyal feral asshole I've ever met, and I'm proud as hell to call you my brother.
So throw back the gates of Hell
Pull me down the path I'd walked
Find me in the darkness
No matter if I balk
Sing me a song of redemption
Sing me a ballad of love and bliss
Remind me of the Heaven
I found in our first kiss