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161 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 1970
We crossed History, his memory and mine, the blue waters and the red waters, and I was just about out of breath, for I had kept on carrying him, when at last I sensed his eyes crossing the deserts to come back. Lying on my side, calm. patient, gigantic, I hold him tight, his eyes have returned, his eyelids are poised on first questions; I've been carrying him for months and now he looks at me; I look at him, and we no longer know who we have been. At that precise instant of counterbirth we are granted a third body through which we come into being. It enters headfirst.
It's always the same story: go out in order to come back in, leave in order to arrive, begin in order to finish, and vice versa. I had gone out, left, begun, but everything else was in his power, except the points of my limbs and of my desires, which limbs and desires were at that time inert. This story has already been told, I've already lost all that, and I've already forgotten, and it's the memory of that forgetting that reassures me. I know it all in advance: the only part that eludes me is the ending. Looked at from the other side, from the outside, the ending could be taken for the beginning: this waiting has already taken up time, has already come to an end.