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"I kissed you because I thought I'd never see you again."
It took shy dreamer Rory Fisher the entire school year to work up the courage to kiss Milo and only a minute to completely embarrass himself. But nearly ten years later, when Rory runs into Milo—handsome and mysterious and devastatingly sexy—sitting alone at a bar, Rory is determined to not run away this time. As one night together turns into two, then three, then more, Rory finds himself falling hard and fast for the wounded man he sees behind Milo's dark, brooding artist facade. Too bad Milo's made it clear he's not looking for anything serious.
"I don’t let guys stay the night. And I definitely don't let guys stay the night three weekends in a row."
Still reeling from a bad breakup, Milo Ventura vows he won't let himself fall in love again. But there's something about Rory's frat boy exterior and his shy, sweet interior that has Milo breaking all his own rules. And when Milo finds himself pretending to be Rory's boyfriend at a wedding—and enjoying it—he knows he's in big trouble. Rory wants to be with Milo, but what will happen when Rory discovers just how broken Milo really is?
"I want to love him. I just don't know if he'll let me."
Milo cares more deeply for Rory than for anyone he's ever known. But he also knows he's damaged, skittish—and how can he trust that Rory won't hurt him like everyone else has? When Rory gets a job in California, he's not sure he dares to ask Milo to come with him. He loves Milo—but is he asking for more than Milo can give? Will their love wither on the vine, or are they brave enough to give it the chance to bloom?
It took shy dreamer Rory Fisher the entire school year to work up the courage to kiss Milo and only a minute to completely embarrass himself. But nearly ten years later, when Rory runs into Milo—handsome and mysterious and devastatingly sexy—sitting alone at a bar, Rory is determined to not run away this time. As one night together turns into two, then three, then more, Rory finds himself falling hard and fast for the wounded man he sees behind Milo's dark, brooding artist facade. Too bad Milo's made it clear he's not looking for anything serious.
"I don’t let guys stay the night. And I definitely don't let guys stay the night three weekends in a row."
Still reeling from a bad breakup, Milo Ventura vows he won't let himself fall in love again. But there's something about Rory's frat boy exterior and his shy, sweet interior that has Milo breaking all his own rules. And when Milo finds himself pretending to be Rory's boyfriend at a wedding—and enjoying it—he knows he's in big trouble. Rory wants to be with Milo, but what will happen when Rory discovers just how broken Milo really is?
"I want to love him. I just don't know if he'll let me."
Milo cares more deeply for Rory than for anyone he's ever known. But he also knows he's damaged, skittish—and how can he trust that Rory won't hurt him like everyone else has? When Rory gets a job in California, he's not sure he dares to ask Milo to come with him. He loves Milo—but is he asking for more than Milo can give? Will their love wither on the vine, or are they brave enough to give it the chance to bloom?
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First published June 25, 2017
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May 23, 2019
4.25 stars
This book shouldn't have worked for me. On paper this looks like a book with lots of relationship angst and push and pull. Which I both hate. But Ruthie Luhnow makes it work. She can write relationship angst in a way that’s even doable for me. Because even though Milo was closed off and tried to push Rory away by hurting him, Rory wouldn't let him. It's clear what Milo was doing and Rory called him on his bullshit immediately. So while it might have looked like lots of unecessary push and pull, the difference is that these guys communicated like adults and not got caught up in little kids drama. And that made all the difference to me.
Rory is almost done with grad school when his girlfriend of 5 years breaks up with him. He is not as heartbroken about is as he would have expected, but he’s still questioning his entire future now. Perhaps now is the time to start something with a guy instead of a girl.
Rory has always known he is bi, but has never acted on it, except for one kiss in high school with his high school crush. When he sees said crush in a bar close to campus, Rory is flustered and awkward. But Milo seems to find him amusing and ends up taking Rory home...
I was a bit worried how these guys would eventually end up in a loving relationship since Milo was so determined to keep his distance. I never like a friends-with-benefits relationship. But I do have to say that Rory never let it be that way. He was so sweet and caring that he didn’t accept Milo trying to push him away. Rory never accepted the ‘it’s just sex’ spiel Milo tried to give him. And while Milo might have tried to say it didn't mean anything, his actions said otherwise. He was actually pretty sweet to Rory from the start.
Just know that Milo has some serious issues and he struggles with them this entire book. Sometimes that could be a bit tiring. And I think I would have liked it less if Rory hadn’t been so sweet and innocent. He didn’t play games, he was open about his feelings from the start. And while he was no doormat, he understood that Milo had issues and cared for him anyway.
There was one scene towards the end that really bothered me where I thought Rory was being really unfair to Milo and I felt it didn't fit the rest of the story, but I'm trying to pretend that whole scene just didn't happen. The rest was really good though.
This book shouldn't have worked for me. On paper this looks like a book with lots of relationship angst and push and pull. Which I both hate. But Ruthie Luhnow makes it work. She can write relationship angst in a way that’s even doable for me. Because even though Milo was closed off and tried to push Rory away by hurting him, Rory wouldn't let him. It's clear what Milo was doing and Rory called him on his bullshit immediately. So while it might have looked like lots of unecessary push and pull, the difference is that these guys communicated like adults and not got caught up in little kids drama. And that made all the difference to me.
Rory is almost done with grad school when his girlfriend of 5 years breaks up with him. He is not as heartbroken about is as he would have expected, but he’s still questioning his entire future now. Perhaps now is the time to start something with a guy instead of a girl.
Rory has always known he is bi, but has never acted on it, except for one kiss in high school with his high school crush. When he sees said crush in a bar close to campus, Rory is flustered and awkward. But Milo seems to find him amusing and ends up taking Rory home...
I was a bit worried how these guys would eventually end up in a loving relationship since Milo was so determined to keep his distance. I never like a friends-with-benefits relationship. But I do have to say that Rory never let it be that way. He was so sweet and caring that he didn’t accept Milo trying to push him away. Rory never accepted the ‘it’s just sex’ spiel Milo tried to give him. And while Milo might have tried to say it didn't mean anything, his actions said otherwise. He was actually pretty sweet to Rory from the start.
Just know that Milo has some serious issues and he struggles with them this entire book. Sometimes that could be a bit tiring. And I think I would have liked it less if Rory hadn’t been so sweet and innocent. He didn’t play games, he was open about his feelings from the start. And while he was no doormat, he understood that Milo had issues and cared for him anyway.
There was one scene towards the end that really bothered me where I thought Rory was being really unfair to Milo and I felt it didn't fit the rest of the story, but I'm trying to pretend that whole scene just didn't happen. The rest was really good though.
November 15, 2017
This is my favourite of the Boys of Bellamy Series so far. In this book Ruthie gives us an MC – Milo – who has been hurt by a previous relationship, and life in general, and who finds it difficult to let anyone in because of his fears of experiencing more pain.
But then along comes Rory, a boy who kissed him in high school and then disappeared from his life for a few years. A jock, a guy who on the face of it has it all. But Rory has just come out of a long relationship with his college sweetheart Georgina and he’s often wondered about the boy he kissed at school. He figures it’s time to explore his bisexuality and then his path collides once again with Milo.
This book examines beautifully the trust needed to go into a relationship with anyone irrespective of sexuality, race or gender. Having to open yourself up to emotions, even those of friendship only, can be hard and the reader gets an insight into both Milo and Rory’s mental confusions as they try to navigate through.
There’s a lot of laughter in this book, there’s friendship, the world building continues to expand on the previous two in the series and we get a peak at Jamie and Bennett’s ongoing HEA as well as meeting Kit again. This book, however, could be read as a standalone, there is plenty of explanation given as to who is who within the story and how they fit in without it being a rehash of the previous romances.
As is the case with this author, the romance is mostly sweet but with enough of an edge to stop it going over into saccharine territory and there’s low level angsting to keep the plot ticking over without it becoming a chore to read.
Hoping we’re getting Andy and Drew next.
But then along comes Rory, a boy who kissed him in high school and then disappeared from his life for a few years. A jock, a guy who on the face of it has it all. But Rory has just come out of a long relationship with his college sweetheart Georgina and he’s often wondered about the boy he kissed at school. He figures it’s time to explore his bisexuality and then his path collides once again with Milo.
This book examines beautifully the trust needed to go into a relationship with anyone irrespective of sexuality, race or gender. Having to open yourself up to emotions, even those of friendship only, can be hard and the reader gets an insight into both Milo and Rory’s mental confusions as they try to navigate through.
There’s a lot of laughter in this book, there’s friendship, the world building continues to expand on the previous two in the series and we get a peak at Jamie and Bennett’s ongoing HEA as well as meeting Kit again. This book, however, could be read as a standalone, there is plenty of explanation given as to who is who within the story and how they fit in without it being a rehash of the previous romances.
As is the case with this author, the romance is mostly sweet but with enough of an edge to stop it going over into saccharine territory and there’s low level angsting to keep the plot ticking over without it becoming a chore to read.
Hoping we’re getting Andy and Drew next.
February 17, 2021
** 2.5 stars **
At first it felt to me like the author had upped her game here, in this 3rd book of the series. I was impressed with how real, how realistic, these MCs seemed -- particularly Milo.
Unfortunately I really disliked Milo. Self-pitying, self-absorbed, selfish Milo. A very little bit of him went a very long way, just as it would have in real life. Rory I mostly felt sorry for. By the time I reached the 68% point, I was STILL hoping Rory would dump Milo and find someone better (which wouldn't have been hard). When I caught myself fantasizing about how much more fun the story could be if a horde of zombies would suddenly appear, rampaging through town and killing every single character in the book, I knew it was time to embrace the DNF.
At first it felt to me like the author had upped her game here, in this 3rd book of the series. I was impressed with how real, how realistic, these MCs seemed -- particularly Milo.
Unfortunately I really disliked Milo. Self-pitying, self-absorbed, selfish Milo. A very little bit of him went a very long way, just as it would have in real life. Rory I mostly felt sorry for. By the time I reached the 68% point, I was STILL hoping Rory would dump Milo and find someone better (which wouldn't have been hard). When I caught myself fantasizing about how much more fun the story could be if a horde of zombies would suddenly appear, rampaging through town and killing every single character in the book, I knew it was time to embrace the DNF.
February 24, 2018
El que más me ha gustado de toda la serie. Rory y Milo son ambos adorables, con sus inseguridades y sus ganas de querer, además, muy sexys. Una lectura muy dulce, gracias a sus personajes, pero también con un toque de angst que le da cierta intensidad.
Un KU que se disfruta mucho.
Un KU que se disfruta mucho.
June 29, 2017
4.5 Stars!!
Bloom: A Boys of Bellamy Novel is the third book in the series, but the first I have read. It can be read as a standalone. I didn't feel like I missed out on anything by not reading the first two books. (That being said, I will definitely be rectifying that mistake, and soon!)
I loved everything about this wonderful story.
It was beautifully written with strong and interesting characters who were real and flawed.
Milo is so broken. He's been through so much and his last relationship left him a shell of himself. He just wants to retreat from the world, smoke and drink and write poetry.
Rory has also just ended a relationship...well, actually, he was dumped. But after an appropriate time of mourning, he's made a list, decided to make his life better and is moving forward. One night in a bar he meets his old high school crush (and first kiss). Milo doesn't do relationships, never mind love. But he finds himself breaking all his rules for the shy and sweet Rory. When Milo pretends to be his boyfriend for a wedding, he knows he's in trouble because he secretly likes it. How can Rory convince him that they should be together, and that relationship is not a four letter word?
This story is so interesting and so well written. There is wonderful emotion and angst, but it never overwhelms. The secondary characters are fun and funny and enhanced the story. The sexy times are H.O.T.!!! (virgin/first time sex...yum!).
This is my first Ruthie Luhnow book and I will definitely be reading more.
Highly recommended.
Bloom: A Boys of Bellamy Novel is the third book in the series, but the first I have read. It can be read as a standalone. I didn't feel like I missed out on anything by not reading the first two books. (That being said, I will definitely be rectifying that mistake, and soon!)
I loved everything about this wonderful story.
It was beautifully written with strong and interesting characters who were real and flawed.
Milo is so broken. He's been through so much and his last relationship left him a shell of himself. He just wants to retreat from the world, smoke and drink and write poetry.
Rory has also just ended a relationship...well, actually, he was dumped. But after an appropriate time of mourning, he's made a list, decided to make his life better and is moving forward. One night in a bar he meets his old high school crush (and first kiss). Milo doesn't do relationships, never mind love. But he finds himself breaking all his rules for the shy and sweet Rory. When Milo pretends to be his boyfriend for a wedding, he knows he's in trouble because he secretly likes it. How can Rory convince him that they should be together, and that relationship is not a four letter word?
This story is so interesting and so well written. There is wonderful emotion and angst, but it never overwhelms. The secondary characters are fun and funny and enhanced the story. The sexy times are H.O.T.!!! (virgin/first time sex...yum!).
This is my first Ruthie Luhnow book and I will definitely be reading more.
Highly recommended.
July 1, 2017
Better than I expected.
February 10, 2018
I really Liked this book. I think it’s going to end up being my favorite in this series. Seriously. Rory and Milo. So sweet with Rory and yet it has the perfect amount of angst because Milo is so dark and Broody. Im in love with Milos Character. I’m not sure Anyone in this series can beat him out as my favorite. But I guess we’ll have to wait and see when Kit gets Their book.
June 28, 2017
Milo and Rory kissed once in high school and expected to never meet again. Until they attend the same university.
Both guys have to deal with bad breakups but they cope with it in an entirely different way. Milo has been hurt and disappointed by his ex and life in general. He has crawled into his shell and thinks he is not worthy of love. He is aloof and won’t let anyone close except his best friend Kit.
Rory is a vibrant, spirited young man who keeps seeing the positive in life. When he meets Milo again he is over the moon to see his high school crush again but also sees the troubling man behind the mask. He is, however, exactly the man Milo needs in his life.
Ruthie has once again written a beautiful story of two men who are seemingly complete opposites but are just perfect for each other. The writing is impeccable, flowing and smooth with a clarity of words that makes a deep impact. Milo and Rory are complex characters with a lot of depth.
Rory is a sweetheart. He is so eager to help Milo and lets him set the pace. He wants to take the relationship further but he never pushes. This doesn’t mean he lets Milo get away with everything. He is understanding about the troubles Milo has with trust and love.
My heart ached for Milo. He is such a troubled and broken man. I loved how slowly but steadily the walls around his heart came tumbling down. Not only due to Rory’s love and understanding but most of all by his own doing. You see that he tries very hard to trust and to embrace life again.
Ruthie has done a wonderful job of describing their struggles, their thoughts and hopes. She captures the different personalities of Milo and Rory brilliantly with insight and consideration. It is a poignant love story with a hopeful ending.
Their friends Kit, Jamie and Andy are beautiful second characters that enhance the story.
This is the third book Boys of Bellamy series but can be read as a stand alone. I recommend to read the previous books as there are recurring characters. You won’t regret it. They are just as good as this one.
Both guys have to deal with bad breakups but they cope with it in an entirely different way. Milo has been hurt and disappointed by his ex and life in general. He has crawled into his shell and thinks he is not worthy of love. He is aloof and won’t let anyone close except his best friend Kit.
Rory is a vibrant, spirited young man who keeps seeing the positive in life. When he meets Milo again he is over the moon to see his high school crush again but also sees the troubling man behind the mask. He is, however, exactly the man Milo needs in his life.
Ruthie has once again written a beautiful story of two men who are seemingly complete opposites but are just perfect for each other. The writing is impeccable, flowing and smooth with a clarity of words that makes a deep impact. Milo and Rory are complex characters with a lot of depth.
Rory is a sweetheart. He is so eager to help Milo and lets him set the pace. He wants to take the relationship further but he never pushes. This doesn’t mean he lets Milo get away with everything. He is understanding about the troubles Milo has with trust and love.
My heart ached for Milo. He is such a troubled and broken man. I loved how slowly but steadily the walls around his heart came tumbling down. Not only due to Rory’s love and understanding but most of all by his own doing. You see that he tries very hard to trust and to embrace life again.
Ruthie has done a wonderful job of describing their struggles, their thoughts and hopes. She captures the different personalities of Milo and Rory brilliantly with insight and consideration. It is a poignant love story with a hopeful ending.
Their friends Kit, Jamie and Andy are beautiful second characters that enhance the story.
This is the third book Boys of Bellamy series but can be read as a stand alone. I recommend to read the previous books as there are recurring characters. You won’t regret it. They are just as good as this one.
June 27, 2017
I have enjoyed the Boys of Bellamy, and this installment is, I think, the best of them.
Both characters are drawn in such a way that I was tense and on the edge of my seat through most of the book, anxious and wondering how far they could each be pushed before either self-destructing or just walking away from the relationship for good.
Rory is lovable and open-spirited. He does not, after appropriate grieving time, allow past disappointments and hurts to keep him from experiencing and enjoying life.
Milo is the opposite, struggling to move forward in life while battling demons that have grown over the years.
The author gives them the opportunity, more than once, to begin and keep something together that would give them peace and acceptance, and excitement and passion as they go through life together.
It is a hard-fought struggle, and the author gives us plenty to worry over and think about before they attain their HEA.
I could easily envision the environmental and situational descriptions, and the secondary characters are well placed and support the story line.
I enjoyed seeing characters from previous books, and I look forward to seeing Kit get their HEA.
I will continue to read more from this author.
Both characters are drawn in such a way that I was tense and on the edge of my seat through most of the book, anxious and wondering how far they could each be pushed before either self-destructing or just walking away from the relationship for good.
Rory is lovable and open-spirited. He does not, after appropriate grieving time, allow past disappointments and hurts to keep him from experiencing and enjoying life.
Milo is the opposite, struggling to move forward in life while battling demons that have grown over the years.
The author gives them the opportunity, more than once, to begin and keep something together that would give them peace and acceptance, and excitement and passion as they go through life together.
It is a hard-fought struggle, and the author gives us plenty to worry over and think about before they attain their HEA.
I could easily envision the environmental and situational descriptions, and the secondary characters are well placed and support the story line.
I enjoyed seeing characters from previous books, and I look forward to seeing Kit get their HEA.
I will continue to read more from this author.
June 29, 2017
I absolutely loved this book. From Rory, a jock who fit it with that crowd, yet he's shy and unsure of himself when starting his relationship with Milo. Milo, the artist/writer/poet who is getting over an emotionally abusive relationship and remembered Rory from high school. The developing relationship between the two is beautiful.
The characters are flawed and make poor decisions, but you root for them in the end because you know that when they have their HEA, it will be worth it. And it absolutely is.
Several times throughout the book, my heart stopped in fear that they wouldn't be able to work through their issues and I had to push through, to find out what happened next. I will have to re-read the book soon because I loved it. The ending is perfect and I will definitely be reading more from Ruthie Luhnow in the future!!
The characters are flawed and make poor decisions, but you root for them in the end because you know that when they have their HEA, it will be worth it. And it absolutely is.
Several times throughout the book, my heart stopped in fear that they wouldn't be able to work through their issues and I had to push through, to find out what happened next. I will have to re-read the book soon because I loved it. The ending is perfect and I will definitely be reading more from Ruthie Luhnow in the future!!
June 28, 2017
I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. This is the first book I have read by this author & I hope to read many more! Bloom is the third book in The Boys of Bellamy series but it can be read as a standalone. I loved everything about this book, it was beautifully written and the characters were complex and interesting. The twists and turns kept me totally engrossed and I could not put this book down. I laughed and cried and really, really wanted to smack Milo's ex (Ryan). Rory and Milo are truly meant for each other and Milo needs a lot of help from his friends and Rory to figure it out. With Rory's almost unlimited patience and Milo's willingness to work on his issues they get the HEA that they deserve. I hope that Kit gets their own book soon! This will be a favorite that I re-read over and over.
June 29, 2017
The first thing that stood out for me was the way that the author touched on a variety of romance novel tropes without wrapping her story around any one of them. That was refreshing. I also enjoyed reading a book with a non-binary person as a main member of the supporting cast. As I am non-binary as well, I really appreciated that they were used in a way that focused on their status as a main character’s best friend rather than that they were genderfluid. I should also point out there is a great deal of M/M sex that was portrayed in a very realistic way, not at all cartoony. My only real problem was that it was like riding a roller coaster. The peaks and valleys aspect was exhausting at times.
June 27, 2017
Oh, I had almost forgotten about Milo when this book came around!!!
But what a sweet, second chance romance this turned out to be!
Milo and Rory went to high school together, but, they were two years apart and did not run in the same circles. But Rory had a crush. One kiss on graduation night, and the two do not see each other for like...5 years.
Milo is broken. He does not want to be in a relationship, hates the idea of love because he does not want to be hurt. So, he's a jerk. But Rory....Rory is just too cute, too persistent. Milo tries to push him away, and he almost succeeds. But in the end, these two come together for good and het their much deserved HEA!!!!
But what a sweet, second chance romance this turned out to be!
Milo and Rory went to high school together, but, they were two years apart and did not run in the same circles. But Rory had a crush. One kiss on graduation night, and the two do not see each other for like...5 years.
Milo is broken. He does not want to be in a relationship, hates the idea of love because he does not want to be hurt. So, he's a jerk. But Rory....Rory is just too cute, too persistent. Milo tries to push him away, and he almost succeeds. But in the end, these two come together for good and het their much deserved HEA!!!!
July 8, 2017
I'm desperately in love with this series. Immensely satisfying.
July 8, 2017
Amazing
I absolutely loved this book. Rory is so sweet and cute and Milo is the most complex, real character I've ever read. The two of them are perfect together in thus sweet, sexy romance
I absolutely loved this book. Rory is so sweet and cute and Milo is the most complex, real character I've ever read. The two of them are perfect together in thus sweet, sexy romance
July 1, 2017
Bloom: A Boys of Bellamy Novel is a M/M Romance book by Ruthie Luhnow.
When I finished this book the first thing I thought was wow I really liked this book and wondered how could I ever write a review good enough to explain how good this book it :D There are lots of things I like about this book. First of all it's part of the Boys of the Bellamy universe so the other main character Milo is already somewhat familiar to you and you know the many of the side characters from the previous books. And with this book you don't have to wonder if you get your moneys worth as the book is almost 350 pages long! I just love looong books that can keep me captivated the whole time like Bloom did!
The book starts with teenage Rory kissing this high school crush Milo at the end of the year graduation party. Rory has to act as Milo is graduating High School and this just might be his only chance to do something about his crush. They loose touch but meet again years later when Rory is dumped by his long lasting girlfriend... They end up hooking up and Rory would like there to be more but Milo is acting strange and not ready for anything else but casual hooking up.. The story evolves and the reasons for Milo's anxiety start to come up and finally to ravel.
Bloom is a totally feel good read for me even tough I felt like there was some verbal abuse that definitely caused one of the main character's problems. But it was also wonderful to read how this character evolved and kept working on his issues and there was a wonderful happy ending. The characters really felt real and held your interest through out the book! I would definitely recommed this book! Bloom is written as standalone and can be read as one but reading the second book first will give you background info to few of the side characters of the book! And well really all the 3 books are wonderful so if you haven't read this series yet just get them all ;) AND ENJOY!! <3
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Copy provided by author for an honest opinion.
When I finished this book the first thing I thought was wow I really liked this book and wondered how could I ever write a review good enough to explain how good this book it :D There are lots of things I like about this book. First of all it's part of the Boys of the Bellamy universe so the other main character Milo is already somewhat familiar to you and you know the many of the side characters from the previous books. And with this book you don't have to wonder if you get your moneys worth as the book is almost 350 pages long! I just love looong books that can keep me captivated the whole time like Bloom did!
The book starts with teenage Rory kissing this high school crush Milo at the end of the year graduation party. Rory has to act as Milo is graduating High School and this just might be his only chance to do something about his crush. They loose touch but meet again years later when Rory is dumped by his long lasting girlfriend... They end up hooking up and Rory would like there to be more but Milo is acting strange and not ready for anything else but casual hooking up.. The story evolves and the reasons for Milo's anxiety start to come up and finally to ravel.
Bloom is a totally feel good read for me even tough I felt like there was some verbal abuse that definitely caused one of the main character's problems. But it was also wonderful to read how this character evolved and kept working on his issues and there was a wonderful happy ending. The characters really felt real and held your interest through out the book! I would definitely recommed this book! Bloom is written as standalone and can be read as one but reading the second book first will give you background info to few of the side characters of the book! And well really all the 3 books are wonderful so if you haven't read this series yet just get them all ;) AND ENJOY!! <3
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Copy provided by author for an honest opinion.
July 4, 2017
Really Enjoyable Read.
A great addition to the Boys of Bellany series. Lovely story, great characters. Catching up with Jamie and co was great too. I'm very much looking forward to Andy's story.
A great addition to the Boys of Bellany series. Lovely story, great characters. Catching up with Jamie and co was great too. I'm very much looking forward to Andy's story.
December 18, 2017
This made me smile
How do you know when a book is good? When you're smiling as you read the last words. Not only was I smiling, I was dang near happy crying. Milo's funk really resonated with me because he doesn't actually have a mental illness, he just can't get out of his own head and that prevents him from seeing the good around him. The same cast of characters are back and more lovable than ever. Jaime and Kit will make you wish you had friends like them. It was also really cool to see more of Andy because I wanted to learn more about them since the first book. Rory was adorably perfect and up for the challenge of getting Milo to accept love. I loved how he never gave up and just kept fighting for want he deserved. This book was really empowering and I think it's a must read.
How do you know when a book is good? When you're smiling as you read the last words. Not only was I smiling, I was dang near happy crying. Milo's funk really resonated with me because he doesn't actually have a mental illness, he just can't get out of his own head and that prevents him from seeing the good around him. The same cast of characters are back and more lovable than ever. Jaime and Kit will make you wish you had friends like them. It was also really cool to see more of Andy because I wanted to learn more about them since the first book. Rory was adorably perfect and up for the challenge of getting Milo to accept love. I loved how he never gave up and just kept fighting for want he deserved. This book was really empowering and I think it's a must read.
February 4, 2018
Oh loved this book. Rory is such a sweet soul while Milo is so tortured. As much as I wanted to hug them both, I wanted to adopt Milo. I love how the author went a couple years ahead so you could see how much Milo had grown and gotten stronger without making it an all better now situation. Very realistic to the characters. . Now I want to know how did things go for Andy with Drew. Will we get his story? Plus we really need Kit's as well.
I just read this against. And I still want to hug Milo. Though I would have loved to have seen Kit or Rory knock Ryan out. And yes I still really want Kit's story. Lol
I just read this against. And I still want to hug Milo. Though I would have loved to have seen Kit or Rory knock Ryan out. And yes I still really want Kit's story. Lol
July 3, 2017
**I received a ARC from the author in exchange for an honest review**
Luhnow will never need to convince me to read one of her novels. They are absolutely the best and I actively look forward to anything she writes. If there was ever and author that I thought undersold their books, it's definitely Luhnow. On Amazon, her books are a steal and I would easily pay double to have copies. In fact one of my disappointments is that they are only available in digital form; I want these books on my bookshelves :/
Milo going with Rory to his sister's wedding was too cute. I love the fake-relationship that leads to a real relationship and Luhnow did a great job of making that scene cute but with a hint of angst. The twist that happens after, just uh, I want to go back and reread it already. LOVED IT! I will say that now as I am reflecting, for Rory caring so much about what his family thought about him being in a relationship with a guy or with his general life, that aspect was glossed over promptly after the wedding.
There is a greater focus on Milo and his life and how Rory fits in, and not so much on Rory's personal life outside of Milo at all. It wasn't something that stood out while reading [if the 5 stars didn't clue you in] but now I wish there was more development there. One minute Rory is complaining about his choice of degree and then he is graduating and getting a job. I want to know more about that choice and how he was doing in school while going through everything with Milo.
I low-key wished that Milo was strong and healthy enough to have gone to Ryan's wedding just to shove a giant 'Fuck you' to Ryan, but at the same time, I was also glad that he didn't because I wouldn't have wanted him to have to go through such a horrible situation and be around that gross, toxic person. Ruthie Luhnow did a great job developing Ryan as an antagonist for Bloom, and the fact that he had zero redeeming qualities really helped in the juxtaposition of Ryan versus Rory's relationships with Milo.
Tattoos. I had hoped that there would be more a story to Milo's tattoos. I love me a guy with a ton of tattoos and they spend some time bonding over them. That doesn't happen though. Which was okay, this story didn't need it at all. But if you are going to be impulse reading based on the cover alone, you might be slightly disappointed.
Final notes:
- Told in alternating third person POV
- Mentions past verbal abuse [ abusive relationship]
- Mentions alcohol abuse
- Fake relationships for a wedding
- Not a lot of focus on the tattoos
Luhnow will never need to convince me to read one of her novels. They are absolutely the best and I actively look forward to anything she writes. If there was ever and author that I thought undersold their books, it's definitely Luhnow. On Amazon, her books are a steal and I would easily pay double to have copies. In fact one of my disappointments is that they are only available in digital form; I want these books on my bookshelves :/
Milo going with Rory to his sister's wedding was too cute. I love the fake-relationship that leads to a real relationship and Luhnow did a great job of making that scene cute but with a hint of angst. The twist that happens after, just uh, I want to go back and reread it already. LOVED IT! I will say that now as I am reflecting, for Rory caring so much about what his family thought about him being in a relationship with a guy or with his general life, that aspect was glossed over promptly after the wedding.
There is a greater focus on Milo and his life and how Rory fits in, and not so much on Rory's personal life outside of Milo at all. It wasn't something that stood out while reading [if the 5 stars didn't clue you in] but now I wish there was more development there. One minute Rory is complaining about his choice of degree and then he is graduating and getting a job. I want to know more about that choice and how he was doing in school while going through everything with Milo.
I low-key wished that Milo was strong and healthy enough to have gone to Ryan's wedding just to shove a giant 'Fuck you' to Ryan, but at the same time, I was also glad that he didn't because I wouldn't have wanted him to have to go through such a horrible situation and be around that gross, toxic person. Ruthie Luhnow did a great job developing Ryan as an antagonist for Bloom, and the fact that he had zero redeeming qualities really helped in the juxtaposition of Ryan versus Rory's relationships with Milo.
Tattoos. I had hoped that there would be more a story to Milo's tattoos. I love me a guy with a ton of tattoos and they spend some time bonding over them. That doesn't happen though. Which was okay, this story didn't need it at all. But if you are going to be impulse reading based on the cover alone, you might be slightly disappointed.
Final notes:
- Told in alternating third person POV
- Mentions past verbal abuse [ abusive relationship]
- Mentions alcohol abuse
- Fake relationships for a wedding
- Not a lot of focus on the tattoos
June 30, 2017
* an ARC copy was given to me in exchange for an honest review *
3.5stars*
This is third book in Ruthie Luhnow series about boys from Bellamy, but it can be read as a standalone.
It was my second book by this author and I had really high expectations.
Don't get me wrong - the writing style is FABULOUS and I loved it. The pace is fast and there's always something happening. I liked the blurb and I seriously think that the plot is great .
Everything would be peachy if main characters were different. They are so annoying they made it difficult for me to read. Actually, at first it was almost impossible for me to get into the story, but after around 20% I started to like it. I even thought I understood Milo and Rory's actions! (Silly me.) It was nice to watch them develop REAL feelings for each other and become more than lovers. Unfortunately, I was wrong - I did not understood their way of thinking. I wanted to shout I was so irritated by all of this.
In theory meeting Your high school crush after years should be all romantic and fun. In theory I should feel sorry for Milo and keep my fingers crossed for Milo and Rory to be happy together. In reality through nothing like this happened. Milo is nothing but a mean, self-loathing alcoholic who pushes everybody away and even though I can understand his fear of being hurt again I couldn't stand him and his continuous venom words. On the other hand, Rory is understanding and loving and that would be great, but after a while it is obvious he lacks any self-defense mechanisms and lets Milo treat him like shit.
At around 85% I really enjoyed the story and I was sure there will be a nice happy ending, but Milo freaked out. Again. And once again he hurt Rory.
This is an enjoyable read, but there is a huge amount of angst that I didn't like. I wish Milo tried HARDER and Rory was less understanding.
PS. I feel real bad for not loving this story:(
3.5stars*
This is third book in Ruthie Luhnow series about boys from Bellamy, but it can be read as a standalone.
It was my second book by this author and I had really high expectations.
Don't get me wrong - the writing style is FABULOUS and I loved it. The pace is fast and there's always something happening. I liked the blurb and I seriously think that the plot is great .
Everything would be peachy if main characters were different. They are so annoying they made it difficult for me to read. Actually, at first it was almost impossible for me to get into the story, but after around 20% I started to like it. I even thought I understood Milo and Rory's actions! (Silly me.) It was nice to watch them develop REAL feelings for each other and become more than lovers. Unfortunately, I was wrong - I did not understood their way of thinking. I wanted to shout I was so irritated by all of this.
In theory meeting Your high school crush after years should be all romantic and fun. In theory I should feel sorry for Milo and keep my fingers crossed for Milo and Rory to be happy together. In reality through nothing like this happened. Milo is nothing but a mean, self-loathing alcoholic who pushes everybody away and even though I can understand his fear of being hurt again I couldn't stand him and his continuous venom words. On the other hand, Rory is understanding and loving and that would be great, but after a while it is obvious he lacks any self-defense mechanisms and lets Milo treat him like shit.
At around 85% I really enjoyed the story and I was sure there will be a nice happy ending, but Milo freaked out. Again. And once again he hurt Rory.
This is an enjoyable read, but there is a huge amount of angst that I didn't like. I wish Milo tried HARDER and Rory was less understanding.
PS. I feel real bad for not loving this story:(
December 7, 2017
Very Tough Love
Milo and Rory are a very interesting, super hot, and extremely frustrating, couple. With an absolutely perfect Prologue and Epilogue surrounding a stuffing of chapters that are strong on angst, indecision, heat, anger and love, Ruthie Luhnow has given us a tale that doesn't give up.
Of course, that doesn't mean you don't want to give up a few chapters here and there. Sometimes the characters in each of the first three books in this series are soooooooo obtuse that they almost become stereotypical millennial guys who have absolutely no clue what it means when one dude is attracted to another, regardless of each's previous sexual experience.
In this case, Milo is openly gay and coming off a crushing long relationship, Rory has been too oblivious to follow up on his strong high school inclinations to come out bi and has just been dumped by his girlfriend of five years. Now six years after they first met in high school, when Milo was a senior and Rory a sophomore, they meet accidentally and there you go--explosions and cold water galore.
Surrealistically tatted Milo is a writer who has some ties to the graduate program at Bellamy University, and Rory is in his final MBA year. Not much is devoted to their school chores. Rather, this is a haphazard romance which happens to have a lot of hazards.
Making crucial appearances are Kit and Jamie from the second book in the series--and they are welcomed godsends to Milo and Rory--and the readers. I like this series despite some eye-rolling incidents, and will go on to the next one with my eyes wide open.
P.S. The new covers for all four books on Amazon are absolutely brilliant--the ones on Goodreads are old and should be updated.
Milo and Rory are a very interesting, super hot, and extremely frustrating, couple. With an absolutely perfect Prologue and Epilogue surrounding a stuffing of chapters that are strong on angst, indecision, heat, anger and love, Ruthie Luhnow has given us a tale that doesn't give up.
Of course, that doesn't mean you don't want to give up a few chapters here and there. Sometimes the characters in each of the first three books in this series are soooooooo obtuse that they almost become stereotypical millennial guys who have absolutely no clue what it means when one dude is attracted to another, regardless of each's previous sexual experience.
In this case, Milo is openly gay and coming off a crushing long relationship, Rory has been too oblivious to follow up on his strong high school inclinations to come out bi and has just been dumped by his girlfriend of five years. Now six years after they first met in high school, when Milo was a senior and Rory a sophomore, they meet accidentally and there you go--explosions and cold water galore.
Surrealistically tatted Milo is a writer who has some ties to the graduate program at Bellamy University, and Rory is in his final MBA year. Not much is devoted to their school chores. Rather, this is a haphazard romance which happens to have a lot of hazards.
Making crucial appearances are Kit and Jamie from the second book in the series--and they are welcomed godsends to Milo and Rory--and the readers. I like this series despite some eye-rolling incidents, and will go on to the next one with my eyes wide open.
P.S. The new covers for all four books on Amazon are absolutely brilliant--the ones on Goodreads are old and should be updated.
June 30, 2017
Such a sweet read.
This is the story of Milo whom we met in the previous book and Rory, who had a crush on Milo back in high school and the pair meet up at Bellamy years later.
Their chance meeting was supposed to just a one-time hookup but Rory stayed over at Milo's place that first night and somehow that changed things. They hookup on weekends with Rory staying the night but leaving in the morning, until Rory asks Milo to be his fake date at his sister's wedding. Things change a little after that, the boys start to have feelings but neither is quite ready to admit them...which causes all kinds of trouble.
Add in Milo's dick of an ex-boyfriend and how badly he wrecked Milo and it's inevitable things go bad for a while. But I liked how they both really worked at resolving those problems, there was no magic solution to all their issues.
I'm just so in love with the whole series. The characters are rich and complex, they have issues and problems but the overarching theme is that there is a happy ending if you're willing to work for it. I also loved the strong cast of supporting characters, we meet Kit and Jamie from the previous book and Rory's roommate Andy appeared in the first book.
Just...so adorable and sweet and love,y in every way
This is the story of Milo whom we met in the previous book and Rory, who had a crush on Milo back in high school and the pair meet up at Bellamy years later.
Their chance meeting was supposed to just a one-time hookup but Rory stayed over at Milo's place that first night and somehow that changed things. They hookup on weekends with Rory staying the night but leaving in the morning, until Rory asks Milo to be his fake date at his sister's wedding. Things change a little after that, the boys start to have feelings but neither is quite ready to admit them...which causes all kinds of trouble.
Add in Milo's dick of an ex-boyfriend and how badly he wrecked Milo and it's inevitable things go bad for a while. But I liked how they both really worked at resolving those problems, there was no magic solution to all their issues.
I'm just so in love with the whole series. The characters are rich and complex, they have issues and problems but the overarching theme is that there is a happy ending if you're willing to work for it. I also loved the strong cast of supporting characters, we meet Kit and Jamie from the previous book and Rory's roommate Andy appeared in the first book.
Just...so adorable and sweet and love,y in every way
June 30, 2017
Sweet, earnest, Rory is discovering just how "swan"-like he is when he sees Milo again after so many years have passed. Sure, it's on the heels of a breakup from his long-time girlfriend, but what does that matter when he sees the brooding hotness of his first kiss? Rory has no guile in him whatsoever, he just is who he is, wants what he wants, and makes no real apology for feeling what he feels. He's what Milo needs, but Milo is doing his best to deny it.
Milo is dark and brooding. He likes the image of a tortured artist. He knows it's unsustainable but he's denying that too. Then Rory walks up. Milo spends so much time resisting the goodness that is Rory that he almost misses out on a forever kind of happiness.
Together they feel. They feel hurt, change, happiness, passion, sadness, and peace. I love the ups and downs they go through. They're real people with real struggles. My heart squeezes when Rory is sweet, awkward, and tender. And then I feel moved when Milo panics and lashes out. He knows he shouldn't but can't seem to help it. I loved seeing how things worked out.
I read and most willingly reviewed an advanced copy of this book from the author.
Milo is dark and brooding. He likes the image of a tortured artist. He knows it's unsustainable but he's denying that too. Then Rory walks up. Milo spends so much time resisting the goodness that is Rory that he almost misses out on a forever kind of happiness.
Together they feel. They feel hurt, change, happiness, passion, sadness, and peace. I love the ups and downs they go through. They're real people with real struggles. My heart squeezes when Rory is sweet, awkward, and tender. And then I feel moved when Milo panics and lashes out. He knows he shouldn't but can't seem to help it. I loved seeing how things worked out.
I read and most willingly reviewed an advanced copy of this book from the author.
July 2, 2017
What happened to the Beautiful Boy?
A highly emotional yet at times hysterical love story. This author is a favorite whose work keeps getting better as is seen in this story that brings to mind "a little bit of gumbo" with a hint of friends to lovers, a dash of class disparity, a shake of a second chance, perhaps a dash of fake relationship, and a cup of tortured hero. Rory a young college grad student who meets his high school crush after ten years. Back in the day, they shared a single kiss at the graduation party for Milo's class. Milo was out in high school and an outsider while Rory was shy and a dreamer but also an athlete who focused on sport and not dating. Milo didn't trust and saw Rory's kiss as a joke or some sort of trick and ten years later his life experiences have only increased his mistrust. Milo is such a tortured soul that at times, it is difficult to see the attraction. What does Rory see in him? Are these two opposites or two parts of a perfect puzzle? It is a pleasure to be reacquainted with the boys who we met previously in this series. This author and particularly this series are a one-click favorite of mine!
A highly emotional yet at times hysterical love story. This author is a favorite whose work keeps getting better as is seen in this story that brings to mind "a little bit of gumbo" with a hint of friends to lovers, a dash of class disparity, a shake of a second chance, perhaps a dash of fake relationship, and a cup of tortured hero. Rory a young college grad student who meets his high school crush after ten years. Back in the day, they shared a single kiss at the graduation party for Milo's class. Milo was out in high school and an outsider while Rory was shy and a dreamer but also an athlete who focused on sport and not dating. Milo didn't trust and saw Rory's kiss as a joke or some sort of trick and ten years later his life experiences have only increased his mistrust. Milo is such a tortured soul that at times, it is difficult to see the attraction. What does Rory see in him? Are these two opposites or two parts of a perfect puzzle? It is a pleasure to be reacquainted with the boys who we met previously in this series. This author and particularly this series are a one-click favorite of mine!
June 29, 2017
I loved this book! This series just seems to get better and better. This book was so deeply passionate and so touching. I didn't want it to end. In fact, I quite literally could not put it down. The writing is extraordinary and the characters are so authentic and engaging that they just jump right off the page. They completely draw you into the story and you can't help but become invested in their lives. After that, rooting for them just becomes second nature. These two beautiful men, both damaged in their own ways although maybe not to the same extent, come together to love and heal one another. Theirs is the kind of love that heaves an imprint on your soul and it's a true joy to read. Although their journey to love is far from easy, it is always honest and true. This book is intriguing and insightful, witty and romantic, impassioned and enthralling, and absolutely riveting. I would highly recommend it to anyone looking for a deeply compelling read.
*I was given a copy of this book and voluntarily chose to review. All opinions are my own.
*I was given a copy of this book and voluntarily chose to review. All opinions are my own.
July 13, 2017
Moving story but you have to like angst
I enjoyed this book though at points it was hard to. SO much angst. Seriously, don't read this book if you're feeling depressed or vulnerable! Milo is tough to take and Rory is a bit of good and understanding to be believed. It was a lot of work getting to the HEA but worth it.
Side note: there is a character who is evidently gender fluid...don't really know because it's never really explained but the author uses them and their instead of him or her. I understand the problem of the English language being gender specific as far as pronouns and that being an issue for those it doesn't work for but changing the rules to use plural pronouns in reference to a single individual really didn't work for me as far as a smooth read of the book...took my head out of the story every time. And since Kit's gender was not part of the storyline I'm not sure why the author made the choice. Unfortunately it came across as token political correctness and that detracts from the story.
I enjoyed this book though at points it was hard to. SO much angst. Seriously, don't read this book if you're feeling depressed or vulnerable! Milo is tough to take and Rory is a bit of good and understanding to be believed. It was a lot of work getting to the HEA but worth it.
Side note: there is a character who is evidently gender fluid...don't really know because it's never really explained but the author uses them and their instead of him or her. I understand the problem of the English language being gender specific as far as pronouns and that being an issue for those it doesn't work for but changing the rules to use plural pronouns in reference to a single individual really didn't work for me as far as a smooth read of the book...took my head out of the story every time. And since Kit's gender was not part of the storyline I'm not sure why the author made the choice. Unfortunately it came across as token political correctness and that detracts from the story.
June 29, 2017
My heart went out to Milo over and over again in this book. I'm sure that he felt like he just couldn't get a break - which turned into believing that he wasn't worth being loved. Going from being bullied at school, to an abusive "open" relationship in college seriosly eroded his self value.
I loved that Rory wasn't perfect either. He also had the opportunity to grow, and develop as both a person, and as a partner to Milo. He sympathized with and strengthened Milo in his darkest times, even though Rory had never experienced the kinds of abuse that Milo had suffered.
It took work on both of their parts, but I liked how both Rory and Milo made their relationship and their love for the other into their highest priority. Nothing else was as important as the love of his partner - not insecurities, not fears, and not the opinions of others. This is the decision that made them strong.
I voluntarily reviewed an ARC of this book.
I loved that Rory wasn't perfect either. He also had the opportunity to grow, and develop as both a person, and as a partner to Milo. He sympathized with and strengthened Milo in his darkest times, even though Rory had never experienced the kinds of abuse that Milo had suffered.
It took work on both of their parts, but I liked how both Rory and Milo made their relationship and their love for the other into their highest priority. Nothing else was as important as the love of his partner - not insecurities, not fears, and not the opinions of others. This is the decision that made them strong.
I voluntarily reviewed an ARC of this book.
August 1, 2017
High school sophomore Rory has a crush on confident and collected senior Milo and at a graduation party gets to kiss his crush. Then we cut to graduate school where Rory gets dumped by his fiancé. Milo finds out his longtime boyfriend is now engaged, which makes him commitment phobic. He is certain that caring can lead to getting hurt.
They meet each other again and a one night fling builds toward a relationship. .Rory wants a relationship but Milo is certain he will hurt someone like the caring, kind and earnest Rory. The question is can they work things out to build a relationship.
The character development is well done. There are appearances by some of the characters from earlier Bellamy stories. My favorite side character is Milo's friend Kit. I can't wait for their story to be told.
I rate this story a five. Although I was provided an advance reader copy for a fair review, I have also purchased a copy for myself.
They meet each other again and a one night fling builds toward a relationship. .Rory wants a relationship but Milo is certain he will hurt someone like the caring, kind and earnest Rory. The question is can they work things out to build a relationship.
The character development is well done. There are appearances by some of the characters from earlier Bellamy stories. My favorite side character is Milo's friend Kit. I can't wait for their story to be told.
I rate this story a five. Although I was provided an advance reader copy for a fair review, I have also purchased a copy for myself.
July 6, 2017
SWEET, EMOTIONAL, AND HEARTFELT!
Honestly, I am loving this series! After reading Daybreak, I couldn't wait to get Milo's full story. Milo and Rory are EVERYTHING I imagined and more! Their story blew me away, I couldn't put it down. While reading, I was feeling all the feels. Smiling, Laughing, Teary-eyed, Crying like a baby! I LOVED IT!
Author Ruthie Luhnow has out done herself with this series! Each book just keeps getting better and better! I love The Boys of Bellamy Series, and HIGHLY recommend to all that love M/M books! Now I can't wait for Kit's book and Andy & Drew's book! Honestly am not sure which one I want first! Hopefully we wont have to wait to long for them! **fingers crossed**
Honestly, I am loving this series! After reading Daybreak, I couldn't wait to get Milo's full story. Milo and Rory are EVERYTHING I imagined and more! Their story blew me away, I couldn't put it down. While reading, I was feeling all the feels. Smiling, Laughing, Teary-eyed, Crying like a baby! I LOVED IT!
Author Ruthie Luhnow has out done herself with this series! Each book just keeps getting better and better! I love The Boys of Bellamy Series, and HIGHLY recommend to all that love M/M books! Now I can't wait for Kit's book and Andy & Drew's book! Honestly am not sure which one I want first! Hopefully we wont have to wait to long for them! **fingers crossed**
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