I love geeky, cute guys who totally captivate the more traditionally hot partner. That usually makes for some serious hotness, awkward cuteness, and honest desires too. This book started off with such great promise, but about 2/3 through I found myself reading faster just to get done.
Jamie is lonely. He wants lasting love and has a great friend to keep up his humor when the loneliness gets to him. Things are set up for work and family struggles and the way it's done is effective and quick so it doesn't detract or get in the way of the meet-cute. Jamie is adorably flustered and then makes everything better when the steam heats up.
Aaron is wonderfully awkward and adorably insecure. He has coping mechanisms and actually uses them so they don't keep him from functioning, they just make him endearing. Things with Jamie have him flustered and he does his best to keep his vulnerability from interfering with the possibilities that come with the relationship. That's not to say things are always great, but he's working through things.
Then there's them together. They have different views on life, how things should be done, where they should be, what makes them comfortable. When big issues begin to come up, though, communication breaks down. And not from Jamie's side either. Jamie makes mistakes along the way and you can see him getting swept up by all the frustrations at work and becoming distracted by what he worked for and always thought he wanted...you know, like a real person in real life. But does Aaron talk about what's bothering him? No, he decides to hold it in and make snide comments. He tries once to have a good conversation about it but it's when Jamie is already distressed and wouldn't be receptive. Does he try again? No. Does he offer support and a safe place to discuss options, expectations, feelings, and consequences? No. He just makes him feel like crap. It does force Jamie to rethink things and it also pushes forward a resolution, so that's fine, but the device used really just makes me lose respect for Aaron. It paints Jamie as the bad guy for hurting Aaron when that's really a one-sided way to color things.
Then there are the friends. Great support, they're the whole focus of the overall series, and they're nice people to know. They're also selfish and unhelpful when stuff is getting real. People make choices and they don't always revolve around a comfortable group of friends. So what should friends do? Instead of periodically discussing concerns as issues crop up they use shaming, blaming, and tears. Yeah, seems like a great way to help. I like these guys from previous stories but everyone suddenly became really immature. Let's hope things improve as the series continues. And then there's Caleb. He starts off really awesome and then he goes downhill too. I understand his reasoning for not being vocal, no judgment there, it's what he says to and pretty much pressures his friend to do that frustrates me. Who is this person? I don't even care to find out about his romantic resolution should he ever get one.
So needless to say, I was quite disappointed by the last bit of the book. The men here let me down in so many ways. The overall story was fine, I'm glad things found a relatively satisfying conclusion, Jamie is still good for me, and the writing was clear and flowed. I read and voluntarily reviewed an ARC of this book from the author.