Tsujimura is an award-winning novelist, she is best known for her mystery and children novels. She studied at Chiba University and won the Naoki Prize in 2012 for Kagi no nai Yume wo Miru (I Saw a Dream Without a Key), and in 2018 she won the Japan Booksellers' Award for her novel Kagami no Kojo (Lonely Castle in the Mirror).
The book is a short story about the relationship between a teacher and a student. It only took about 20 minutes to read, but it was quite shocking.
First, the story. The main character of this book is Matsuo Miho, an elementary school teacher. She learns that Tasuku Takawa, a former student who is now a member of a national idol group, is coming to her alma mater to cover a TV program. Miho had the impression that Tasuku was a "lackluster kid" when she was a boy, and as he became popular, she bragged about her memories to many people. When she meets Tasuku again, she is told by Tasuku that she has something to talk about, but the content is unexpected.
The theme of this book, I think, is not so much about the relationship between teachers and students, but about the human condition of teachers. Teachers not only teach children, they also influence them. Their influence may be greater than teachers themselves realize. In this book, there are scenes where the memories of teachers and students differ, but I felt that this is because teachers are not responsible for their own words and actions. Teachers are probably wavering between the ideal of equality for children and the reality of their own feelings and prejudices. For those who are in the profession of teaching or want to become teachers, I think this book will give them an opportunity to think about who they are.
I recommend this book for its detailed psychological descriptions and unexpected developments that are typical of Tsujimura Fukizuki. The story begins with a friendly atmosphere, but gradually becomes more tense. Tasuku's words to Miho are sharp and heartbreaking. And Miho's reaction is to justify herself. When I read the exchange between the two, my heart ached. The way the teacher and the student feel may change depending on their position, but I think the beauty of this book is that you can understand both of them. And it's also a book that makes you want to talk to a lot of people about your feelings after you finish reading it.