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Tales from Foster High #10

Dream of a Waking Man

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With high school long behind them, Kyle Stilleno and Brad Graymark are sharing a life, together, content, but happy?

Kyle seems to have given up that spark that made him who he was and Brad is worried it may never come back. When an email from a gay teen asks Kyle for help, he has to choose between his comfortable life of sleeping his life away, or waking up and doing something about it.

376 pages, ebook

Published August 1, 2017

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John Goode is a member of the class of '88 from Hogwarts school of wizardry, specializing in incantations and spoken spells. At the age of 14 he proudly represented District 13 in the 65th Panem games where he was disqualified for crying uncontrollably before the competition began. After that he moved to Forks, Washington where, against all odds, dated the hot, incredibly approachable werewolf instead of the stuck up jerk of a vampire but was crushed when he found out the werewolf was actually gayer than he was. After that he turned down the mandatory operation everyone must receive at 16 to become pretty citing that everyone pretty were just too stupid to live before moving away for greener pastures. After falling down an oddly large rabbit hole he became huge when his love for cakes combined with his inability to resist what sparsely worded notes commanded and was finally kicked out when he began playing solitaire with the Red Queen's 4th armored division. By 18 he had found the land in the back of his wardrobe but decided that thinly veiled religious allegories where not the neighbors he desired. When last seen he had become obsessed with growing a pair of wings after becoming obsessed with Fang's blog and hasn't been seen since.

Or he is this guy who lives in this place and writes stuff he hopes you read.

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Profile Image for ☆ Todd.
1,442 reviews1,585 followers
August 24, 2017

I'll be blunt here. I'm generally not a fan of books that detail out court cases and various aspects of the law. It's not something that I'm interested in and those stories tend to bore me to tears.

BUT...


This story was so funny and amazing that it never lost my interest. There were so many twists and turns that I was constantly on the edge of my seat. Plus, there was zero real relationship drama, which I hate with established couples.

Kyle was his same adorkable, neurotic self and Brad was still there to support the man he loves to the best of his abilities, and did a damn fine job of stepping up here.

Basically, 14 y.o. Jackson wanted to start a gay-straight alliance at his high school, but an evil (homophobic) corporation had made it possible to skirt around the equal access laws, allowing the PTA to basically say "no fag clubs in our God-fearing town" and get away with it scot-free.

But Kyle was having none of that bullshit, so he dug in for a long battle in court on the kid's behalf.

I absolutely loved who Kyle's silent benefactor for the team of lawyers turned out to be. And the scene with "Thing One and Thing Two" had me in absolute stitches.

Then Robbie showed up late in the book and I rubbed my hands together in glee, because folks, that bitch is seriously entertaining and a big ole' bag of "Fuck your bullshit, back the hell off before I eat your face clean off."

This story was book 10 of the series, a series which builds on itself from book to book, so I don't recommend reading it out of order, but I do strongly recommend starting with book 1 and working your way through this truly spectacular series.

All of these stories are insanely good and John has totally outdone himself with this one.

I'd have to rate this one at a very strong 4.5 stars, which would have been 5, if not for some minor, but consistent editing issues throughout.

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2,698 reviews579 followers
September 23, 2017
On principle alone, this garners a well deserved 5 Stars!!

There’s not much to say except that if you haven’t started this series, then go do so right now. I think this really puts into perspective that even though social views and beliefs have progressed leaps and bounds, there’s so much more needed to be done, to just realize how much further we all need to go regarding basic decent humanity and the acceptance of every single person who exists.

For those of you who are caught up, this is not an installment to miss nor to put off either. Kyle and Brad are all grown up, and although they’re still trying to find some solid footing in their lives (they themselves are rock solid), this is a great story seeing them come into their own as adults with limitless potential that is destined to make a huge difference. At the center of that is their love which gives them so much strength to do the amazing things that they do, and it’s quite beautiful to witness.

Goode never ever skimps on harsh reality, but he eases the way with plenty of snark, fun, and emotional weight that is just so impactful. Our strife here on earth, basically everywhere, is because we cannot accept others for who they are, who they worship, and who they love, and it’s a sad sad reality that breaks my heart. Goode shows this tragedy but also gives hope. Please spread the word and be moved and inspired by his works to fight bigotry and hate. This is not an easy series to read by far, but it’s a damn good necessary one.
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2,485 reviews695 followers
August 10, 2017
5 Stars

In this tenth installment, Brad and Kyle have finally grown into the inspirational men I always knew they would be. Their relationship is stronger than ever, and as they did when they were younger – back then sometimes reluctantly or by default – they continue to fight for LGBT rights and social justice on an increasingly larger scale from one story to the next.

The story can get intense at times, but it’s also hugely empowering and frequently awe inspiring. .

I can safely say this new addition delivered everything I wanted from this continued story and more.

Honestly, how often can you say that you’re still 100% on board with a book series that has had as many sequels as this one has had?

For me, it doesn’t happen often. Sometimes my interests change; sometimes I lose momentum; and sometimes, more often than not, a series simply burns out and loses that magic that made it so special to me in the first place.

In truth, I could count on one hand the number of long running series that I have followed all the way to completion, where I read each book immediately upon release, consistently enjoyed every story, and was still left feeling as excited for the possibility of more as I was the time before and the time before that.

John Goode’s Tales from Foster High is one of those rare series for me. We’re ten books in and, if anything, I’m more obsessed now than I was when I initially experienced the magic of discovery.

I’ll be honest and admit that it constantly blows my mind that this series doesn’t have a bigger readership. John Goode is unarguably one of the best authors I’ve ever read. And even if YA isn’t your thing, I feel like this masterfully written series should be mandatory reading, not just for lovers of M/M romance or LGBT fiction, but for all readers. The story is entertaining as hell, but it’s also (sometimes shockingly) thought provoking and so damn relevant to the continued need for social change in this day and age that at the very least I feel like this should be on some sort of school curriculum reading list! (And I say this as a teacher).

I’d gladly spend my days pimping Goode and his books out if I could, but I have no doubt the stories speak for themselves.

Kyle and Brad’s journey has been branded on my heart and seared permanently on my mind, and even if this is all we get, I'm certain that when I’m old and grey I will look back on my (then) impressive lifelong reading list and still be able to zero in on this series as a standout reading experience and a dear favourite.

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!! <3


(Note: this is NOT a standalone, so if you're going to read them read them in correct order, including the stories not focused on Brad and Kyle, because every moment counts.)
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1,303 reviews40 followers
April 17, 2019
Re-read 4; 2019, April 17th

Just as awesome as the first 3 times... I seriously have a crush on Brad.

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Re-read; 2017, August 15th

Just as good as the first time!!!!

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First read; 2017, July 21rst

*** A copy of Dream of a Waking Man was kindly provided by the Author in exchange for an honest review.



I dunno but after I finish one of John’s books of the Tales from of Foster High, I just need a moment to gather my thoughts.

I agree with Sonia (See Sonia's review) that I think this particular series should be read at High Schools and not only the American ones. Mostly of course for all these LGBT kids. They need to know that they are not alone in this fight but also I’m a strong believer in educating everyone about anything outside of what we know. Stupidity / bigotry comes from this ignorance of not knowing.

I feel it's our obligation to educate ALL people to know what it is to be gay in this world, to be marginalized to that extend that we can hide behind our beliefs and not think as them as humans.



Look this boy, this fourteen-year-old boy, in the eyes and tell him why he isn't your equal. Just stare into the camera and tell this kid why he's a second class citizen.”

“Not so easy, is it?”

“You can sit there looking smug and judgmental, but when you have to look the kid in the face it's another matter, right?
This is why there are butchers in the world; if people had to kill their own meat we'd all be vegetarians. This isn't an abstract, ma'am, and it isn't some political game with the winner getting the most points.

~~ Brad



So let’s get on with Kyle & Brad;
I think we all agree we think of this series in the term of ”What would Kyle do?”
And as much as I adore Kyle, I was very impressed with Brad in how he became this amazing grown up. Being this supportive partner to Kyle, understanding and dealing with his craziness , was a pleasure to watch.

John did an amazing good job with these men growing up into the fine men they are today. Their relationship is admirable.

I laughed my ass off seeing how they dealt with each other’s knick-knacks.

See, he knows I'm mad and I'm about to go all Jessica Fletcher on him.
He knows I am about to go all postal on him and he's waiting. So in some weird Kyle logic that's what he wants. If I push it, that gives him permission to get all defensive and move further back away from the topic.

So the answer here is to ignore it.


After being together all of these years, Kyle thinks it’s his turn to support Brad in fulfilling his dream. So he’s taken a step back but Brad is not happy Kyle is not doing what he's supposed to. Not being the boy he fell in love with in high school.

“You're my superhero, you know that.”

“I'm not that guy anymore.”

“You're always that guy to me.”

Then Kyle gets this e-mail and it scares him. But this might just be the thing he needs to get him back out there. Brad will push him cause he knows Kyle and Kyle will never be as happy as when he’s out there making the world a better place. So finally Kyle accepts this cry for help from this kid Jackson and goes to Paddington, Texas.



Now I don’t want to spoil much plot wise cause Ya’ll really need to read this book yourself PRONTO. But Kyle and Brad kept me on my feet. What they were doing was great!



BOTH men are doing what they are supposed to. And again we already knew what Kyle was capable off but Brad.... Kyle was as enamoured with Brad as I was.

You're damn right I'm pissed; I'm pissed I wasted all that time talking, when you do it a lot better than I do.” [Kyle]

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“Brad, listen to me. You're insanely good at this, I know you want to be a coach and everything, but this, this is your calling. You are making choices that guys with eight years of business school under them would pause at. I've always known you were this guy; I'm just glad other people can see it now.”

“But this is your thing.” I started to argue.

He looked at me like he was ready to slap me.

“My thing? What? Being smart? Being a professional? Being good at my job? If you've been doing this because you think I need to be the smart one or because I like making decisions, you're wrong. I love seeing you like this, love it. I don't want you to follow me, I want you to walk beside me and make these choices with me.”




So yeah, Ya’ll gonna swoon a lot in this book.

We get to be re-introduced with some old friends. Josh and Jennifer. And also my all time-favorite-kinda-guy Robbie with Sebastian.

“He's fine. Please go and soak yourself in turpentine until that smell goes away and scrape your face for Gaga's sake. You look like the world’s youngest lumberjack.”
~ Robbie to Brad

*don’t you just love the guy? ♡♡♡

Rests me to mention the finale…. Cause it then comes full circle for me.
THIS is what Kyle and Brad’s future will and must become. I’m so excited how this will work out.

”Do you want to move back to Foster and

“I want to change things, Brad, really change them."

“Do YOU want to move back to Foster?”

“You know I do, but more importantly, I want you to find your dream and chase it.”

He leaned in and hugged me. “This isn't a dream,” he said, kissing me. “This is me wide awake.”




P.S. Sorry Sonia, but I had to end the same way. Cause yeah it was perfect!!

Thanks John for giving us these boys which now have become fine men.

*HIGHLY RECOMMENDED
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1,334 reviews42 followers
June 13, 2024
✰ 3.75 stars ✰

“Hope is the dream of a waking man.”-Aristotle”

The end of an era; I started this series in early October of last year, and it feels surreal to think this series has finally ended, after committing myself to only reading one installment a month. 😌 I've lived a lifetime with these characters - experienced their highs and their lows right alongside them. It's a bittersweet farewell - but with what the author hinted towards the end - perhaps, it may not be the very end. But, for now, it is with a fond farewell - one that is tinged with a lot of struggle on both sides, but not without its sign of victory and hope - that I bid adieu to Kyle and Brad. 👋🏻📕

Kyle and Brad have come a long way since their high school hallway days - but it's made them stronger people for it. Dream of a Waking Man is the final culmination of their life's complications and accomplishments - a sign of their eight years together as a couple and the stepping stone of what their future will be like. And now, happily settled in comfortable routine and sharing a home and life together at 25 years of age, there doesn't seem to be much of a waking challenge in their lives that would stir either of them into action, with Brad studying to be an athletic coach and Kyle freelancing as a lawyer from home. Domesticity is bliss, after all. ☺️ But, Kyle, in particular seems to have lost that fiery spark that Brad had been drawn to - one that he knows that with the right motivation will come alive. And soon enough, that flame does get reignited, when Kyle receives an email from Jackson, a fourteen-year-old gay boy from a small time in Texas, who was denied the right to form a gay/straight alliance at his school. wished to start a gay/straight alliance at his school, but was denied. And despite Kyle's protestations that he simply isn't the one to represent him, on the basis that he simply isn't a trial lawyer, Brad is able to gently, but not deliberately cajole Kyle into taking his case. 😥

I'm going to miss you.” I said, kissing the top of his hand.
He chuckled. “It’s just a week.”

“It’s forever.”
He rolled his eyes. “You’re crazy.”

I kissed his hand again. “About you? Completely.


Kyle seemed to have lost that passionate drive that made him a crusader for justice - one that never shied away from speaking his mind and standing up for those who couldn't. He started to doubt his own capabilities and it was hard to see; but, it was equally rewarding and satisfying to see him overcome those insecurities - 'my blue eyed nerd superhero was back. He'd just been waiting for his chance.' 🧑🏻‍⚖️ To speak up for Jackson, to not lose sight of the bigger goal, to not back down, even when others warned him that it was a fighting battle and he should be prepared to lose, I never stopped believing that he would overcome it. I loved seeing him fighting with the gloves off - flailing with every heated determination of the fighter that he was. I loved that Brad never stopped reminding Kyle of how capable he was in making a difference in the world - how he comes alive when he's fighting for what he believes in. 'You’ve always been the hero of this story; the rest of us were just waiting for you to realize it.' 🥺 Even when he's up against the rope - completely at his wit's end and edging on defeat, Kyle really impressed me - up till the very end - uff, that ending! It's hard knowing that no matter what you may say or how you know that you are in the right - there are powers greater than you that will oppose you at every step; but what matters is how you stand up against those trials. And Kyle proved his worth - in more ways than one. 🙏🏻

He said when the two of you are together you guys could do anything.

But if I was to tip my hat off to anyone, I don't think there was anyone more deserving than Brad. 💁🏻‍♀️🫡 He amazed me in every way not possible for me to impressed. From outstanding, upstanding, caring, and supporting, super-hot boyfriend without ever asking for anything in return - 'I felt him whisper in my ear as he held me. “I love you so much. We can sit here all night if you need to”' 🥹 - to an advocate for fighting on a calm and even footing that would assuage even the most riled up rowdy crowds, with talents that made him successful in dealing 'with the press in a firm, but endearing way. Half of the press corps loved him and the other half respected it when he said a subject was dropped.' He's no longer than naive baseball jock who breezed through life; there's so much untapped potential with his thoughtful and insightful perspective on so many difficult subjects that I was amazed to see him shine in his own element. It was so nice to see him embrace this new side of himself - still slightly fearful of how Kyle will react to some of his more than vocal comments, but if anything, it only made Kyle appreciate him being with him more. 🫶🏻🫶🏻

We were going to make love right on that threadbare carpet because there wasn’t enough love in the world for us right now and we were going to correct that.

The one thing that never wavered throughout the ordeal was their unwavering support and love for each other. Kicking off with Brad's welcome home from his military service to the emotional onslaught the both of them had to face throughout - their love was always rock-solid - never any hint of hesitancy in their steadfast devotion to each other. And I was really grateful for that; I was grateful that we only had their perspectives in this - a kinda full circle to the series. I was glad that there was no need for any unnecessary drama or miscommunication that would have them falling apart or separated, for they were each other's backbone on which they rested their support on. 🥺 It was in their actions - the signs and the tender teases that captured just how deeply they care for each other. 'I held him so close, wanting to physically impart the feeling of love in my chest directly into his.' ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 How even in the briefest of romantic moments of physical intimacies, the author gently captured just how desperate their aching desire was for each other. How easily they're able to read each other's minds - knew when the other was down, what to do - recognized when things were too rough what needed to be done to alleviate the mood. And most of all, this overwhelming feeling of love and adoration - something that has not faltered, but only grown in their time together. 🤍🤍

I’m not ashamed of my song being gay. I’m ashamed of the whole country for not accepting him.

There's always been a certain tinge of anger boiling under the surface of the author's words; an undercurrent where he doesn't mince words when depicting how very unjust and inhuman certain people can behave towards others. It's prominent enough that it is impossible not to overlook it; but I understand where that resentment is coming from. 'No one, and I mean no one, on this planet has the right to take them away from him.' 😥 It's frustration from lack of change. From lack of empathy, lack of consideration and lack of feeling for caring about those who only want to be treated as equals. To not let their sexuality, their race, or their religion be the dividing line, if not factor, that prevents them from being entitled to the same commodities, privileges and rights that others are so easily granted. The hatred and bigotry of other's opinions is so prevalent that it makes me angry, too; it makes me want to speak out in their defense and demand that they see the injustice in what they're doing.

Because sometimes trying is enough. Sometimes it isn’t about winning; sometimes it’s about refusing to lose.

For it continues to be this way - no matter how many political rallies occur or laws are imposed. So, for the latter part of the book, the discussion did veer into more of a political argument; one heated by Kyle's conviction and distress over how radical viewpoints are the foundation that will never allow Jackson's case to be treated fairly. A little too political - especially with the U.S government in mind that I found myself slightly -- not bored, but wondering why it was necessary to focus on it in such lengthy detail. 😕 But, then something happened - something I was totally unprepared for - that I just kinda looked at my screen in a stunned silent moment. And then life goes on - the hatred continues - but so, too does the fight for change. That giving up would be the same thing as admitting defeat - surrendering to the laws that have been inflicted upon them. 👍🏻 'Fight for it, fight for it with me and sure we might lose, but we’re going to teach your son he’s worth fighting for.' And with that feeling in mind, I felt slightly better in justifying why the author chose to highlight it in the way that he did. It is the sad reality of life, that there will always exist these impossible hurdles to overcome - but through love and patience and guidance - even those daunting mountains can be moved. That there still remains hope as long there are those alive and willing to take a chance and fight for what they believe in. Those who won't be silenced - who won't stop targeting the flaws in the system, where the dream of their voices will finally be heard and be seen. 🏳️‍🌈

​Thank you, John Goode, for letting me be a part of Tales from Foster High​ - a reading experience I won't likely forget.

It's been... ​real​.​ ✌🏻✌🏻
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2,250 reviews244 followers
August 3, 2017
4.5 Stars

Well, you won't get much more dramatic than the final court scene, amiright?

The story is relevant to current events and proves that life is not always sunshine and roses but that there's always hope in the end.

Told in first person dual POV I had such a good time reading this story. I love that while Kyle definitely meandered off his path a little he was always brought back to it with help from Brad. Brad, who coincidentally was so not my favorite character at the beginning of this series, has grown up so well and absolutely ties with my love for Kyle now.

I love that even though Kyle is smart he's still human and makes mistakes (so dumb sometimes - like really Kyle? You didn't suspect you were being recorded?!) but remains so idealistic. This story arc is so perfect for him.

I love how Brad gets to give as good as Kyle in kicking ass and taking names. These characters have grown so much since the beginning of the series. I am crossing my fingers that this won't be the last book featuring Kyle and Brad, but if it is, I couldn't think of a more loving send off.

This story was full of so much humor, but mostly love: for all of the characters, the plot, and even Texas, that I couldn't help but smile my way through it.
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1,614 reviews
September 10, 2017
I finished this book a couple of days ago, but I needed to let it percolate so that I could find the words to describe what it meant to me. It took me awhile, but it’s like getting that Christmas/birthday present you really, really wanted but truly didn’t expect to get. That’s this book to me. I just flipping loved it, almost beyond words.

I’ve lived and loved Kyle and Brad through all of the Tales of Foster High. I’ve hurt through their growing pains and cheered with their successes. And I’ve dreamed of the day that the two of them were finally adults, making a life together, as Kyle took the world by storm.

Kyle has graduated from law school, passing the bar with flying colors…and is a contract lawyer. (What?!? A contract lawyer. WTF?) He and Brad are building a life. Brad is going back to school, following his retirement from the Navy. (Oh, in the prologue we get that wonderful scene of their reunion at the end of When I Grow Up, only from Brad’s POV. It was like an extra little present wrapped up inside of a bigger one.) Kyle gave up that coveted internship with that prestigious law firm in When I Grow Up so that he could be with Brad. But he doesn’t seem to have that fire, that drive, that is so familiar to us all.

So when he gets an email from a 14-year old boy who has been prevented from starting a Gay-Straight Alliance, his lack of immediate response, his lack of charging to the rescue, was surprising, to say the least. And I wondered what the hell happened to all of that. It was Brad’s commentary that gave me the patience to watch everything play out. That boy knows his man, knows how to respond – and not respond – to get results. It takes a while, but off they go to make a difference in the world of a 14-year old and his family.

And from that point, it was on. Kyle was back, and it was basically watching Kyle do his thing and loving it. I spent much of my time reading this book making running commentary about it to my husband, stopping to share the “Kyle moments” that I loved with him. Those moments when Kyle will use his words and the words of others to bitch-slap them with their bigotry, stupidity, and the like. *contented sigh*. Damn, I love those moments.

There is so much that happens here, but I’m not going to say much about the case. I don’t want to rob anyone of the pleasure of watching it unfold and multiply. But I will say that I appreciated how the case wasn’t perfect, that Kyle made mistakes, especially since it was his first trial. The tension surrounding it all was very realistic in today’s environment. I’m talking very realistic. Having said that, I do have to give a shout out to the closing arguments for the case…OMG!!! *arms flail* It was pure Kyle.

There were wonderful “Easter egg” appearances throughout the book, bringing back characters from the other books in the series, and I squealed at each and every one of them. (Seriously, I squealed out loud. Alright, I must confess I also gave an evil laugh when I read Father Mulligan was making an appearance, and it was SO worth it.) They added so much to the story because it brought everyone full circle, showing their support for these two guys like they did in the past.

Some of my favorite parts are with Brad, though. He really comes into his own in this book. I loved how we get to see the brain behind all those looks. He might not have the academic learning/intelligence that Kyle has, but that boy has an incredible ability to read people. That ability really comes in handy for Kyle and his case. And he has his own “Kyle moments” that made me incredibly proud of him.

And we can’t forget Kyle. He makes a lot of growth in this book, too. Looking back to the first book, Maybe With a Chance of Certainty, and how he initially just kept his head down, you can see the wonderful man he has become. He finds his way to what he wants to do, what he needs to do with his life. I love how he wants to be able to affect change for the inequalities in life. God knows we could use a few Kyle in real life.

Which brings me to my next thought. Although this would be a good place to end Kyle and Brad’s story, I sincerely hope that we will have more books in the future. These two are “real” to me. I need Kyle and how he puts words to the truth, cutting through the crap that is said and done in our real lives. I need the Brad that I saw in this book, the one that is a fierce protector of Kyle and all the downtrodden in life, who connects to people on a personal level. I guess I need to say I’m just not ready to be done with them yet. I think we all need the hope they can bring to us in the midst of our political environment of this time.

But, in the meantime, I guess I’ll have to be content with rereading the whole series.

***I was lucky enough to get this free copy of the book as a part of the Kickstarter project. This is my honest review.***
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1,319 reviews40 followers
December 23, 2018
*4.5 stars*

Happy sigh. I hope this wasn't the end.
90 reviews
July 26, 2017
*** A copy of Dream of a Waking Man was kindly provided by the Author in exchange for an honest review.

Spoiler Free



What a ride this was ! I was so happy to read about Kyle and Brad again. It's been a hot minute and god!, did they grow up!



This book has the perfect mixture of love, fun, action, really good plot, shocking value and entertainment

We all know (from the last book) that Kyle studied law. He's a lawyer now and his expertise is tested big time. This story line was a rollercoaster ride for sure!

If you're scared that the fluff gets lost because of what is going on in the book, I can happily say, that it's not the case at all. We have many lovely moments between these two men. I was swooning at every single one of them. Like in a real relationship you think that after a while romance gets lost but these tw0 guys prove that every little thing counts and can be seen as romantic.

Kyle and Brad are my favorite power couple



They are there for each other even when the other one doesn't know it. They are two full functional individuals and both have hobbies and things they do on each own BUT together they get things done ;)

This book was a Brad book for me. He outdid himself. It's like he found himself without even realizing it at first because his only goal was to help Kyle. I can't help it, Brad is my favorite ;)

I'm always amazed by the ability of Goode to create characters that feel so real. Writing a storyline for MC's so long isn't easy, especially when they were like 16 in the first book and now are in their mid 20s. I'm happy that this transition happened without any problems for me. They are still Kyle and Brad, just grown up now. It's very believable

The epilogue wants me to know what is going to happen next! Like RIGHT NOW :D

Whatever it will be I'm here and ready ;)



5 Stars
554 reviews7 followers
December 5, 2017
Brad & Kyle FTW

John gives us the next phase in Brad And Kyle’s journey. This time they find themselves in Paddington, Texas, fighting an epic court battle the only way Kyle knows how - drama and suspense. Jackson sounds like a cutie. More please. 4.25 for setting the course for greatness.
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358 reviews7 followers
July 23, 2017
*** A copy of Dream of a Waking Man was kindly provided by the Author in exchange for an honest review.



I want to start by saying I always thought that John's Foster High series should be mandatory reading material for teenagers and young adults; but that hasn't been more true as with "Dream of a Waking Man"! Why you ask? Because it's the perfect example of what a person can do to fight for its rights, but to do it with compassion and understand that fighting hate with hate is never the answer.
You can stand by your beliefs but remember that not everybody who thinks differently is against you.

I don't want to spoiler an amazing story by going into much detail about the plot, because you need to not only experience the many "heart in your throat" moments but also be unaware of some massive "DUN DUN DUN" moments. *your jaw is going to hit the floor several times and i'm just sorry i won't be there to see it* muhahaha

Now i'm sure your curious about our boys and let me tell you I feel in love with them all over again.

The Kyle and Brad we meet in "Dream of a Waking Man" are now adults with a confidence and understanding between them that is beautiful to watch and experience. Their love has grown very strong and it's the driving force behind every step and difficult moment that they overcome.

“The goal of a perfect relationship is finding someone who has a complete life, like the one you have, and then sharing them with each other. This whole I have half a life and you complete it crap is co-dependence. I've seen a couple of really successful relationships over the years and they all had one thing in common. They were both fully formed people who had their own wants and desires before getting with the other. Brad has his things and I have mine, and we try to share as much as possible, but there are just times when we need to do our own thing.
- KYLE

We both had pretty full lives that took us in different directions but here, in bed, in the middle of the night, we were two hearts with one beat and that meant the world.
- BRAD

I think these are the most beautiful moments we have yet to see of this amazing relationship, and around the 21% mark you are gonna cry like a little baby but be so happy about it.
don't press the spoiler button if you haven't read the book yet
<-- I know right?!

Brad's got game!

Now regarding the plot all I have to say is PREPARE YOURSELVES! The trial Kyle and Brad involve themselves in, is so masterfully done I felt like I was in a movie and I could not for the life of me stop watching. The feels, the tension, the turning of the tables.... If not for the hilarious and sweet Kyle and Brad shenanigans in between i wold have had a mental heart attack. :P

But during the trial you get to see the real men they have become. You get to see the promise of Kyle and Brad became reality, you get to see what they were meant to become all along...and it is BEAUTIFUL!

Kyle has so many EPIC "i'm gonna wipe the floor with you" moments!

People like you and Mr. Miller here have made it your life's goal to stop people like me and Jackson from having equal rights because you don't like us. That's it, you want to say it is religious freedom, but you know that doesn't hold water because this man here,” I pointed to Father Mulligan, “taught me nearly eight years ago that God doesn't hate gay people. The people who say they are following God’s teachings hate us. You don't like me because Jesus told you to, you don't like me because that's how you feel.”


“Take a look,” he said, gesturing to his bandages, “Take a good look of what it costs to speak up in today's world. Please, don't shy away from it, don't look down. Take it in, take it all in and realize, this is what happens to LGTB people every single day of the year.” The jury visibly blanched as he walked by. “I came here because a fourteen-year-old child was told he was inferior to his school mates. I took this case because I wanted to see justice done. No one was trying to take away anything from anyone, we aren't arguing that other clubs should be discontinued because Jackson was told no. All we wanted was for one kid to be treated equally. And now here we are.”


And Brad? Oh, Brad....*dreamy sigh* While I have to admit I've always had a soft spot for Kyle and there were many times I could say he was my favorite.. In "Dream of a Waking Man" Brad takes the cake many times... The man he becomes is amazing.. he is the rock that keeps Kyle standing and he does it with elegance and intelligence!

“So then he would call us stupid behind our backs but not to our face?” Brad leveled a stare at the guy.
“I don't know, you willing to tell all the Obama jokes you and your friends laugh at to everyone? How about the things you say about girls, when it's just you and your buddies? We all say things in private that we wouldn't go public with, not because we don't believe it, but because it would be insulting to them. What Mr. Stilleno said was in a private conversation, period. Is what he said bad? Sure. But who here hasn't said something just as bad?”


"these people are here because they want to be outraged, both sides. The liberals are outraged a poor, gay kid wasn't allowed to start a club, even if they don't know his name or why he wanted it. And the conservatives are pissed that a godless homosexual has once again attack the foundation of our great country, even if all they can point to is a set of rules thousands of years’ old that were never meant to survive this long.” He just stared at me for a long time. So long I had to finally ask. “What?” “Why do you hide this?” he asked, pausing our walk. “Why do you hide this beautiful mind behind all that hair?” He moved to mess up my hair, but I ducked away. “I don't hide nothing.” “See? You just did it again. You know you're supposed to say you don't hide anything, but you dumb it down, why? Brad, you are so fucking incredible; why did it take this to show it to the world?” “Um...” I paused, trying to find words to use. “You have been a rock star since we got here. Even Heather doesn't believe you haven't done this before. Why now?” “Because you needed it,” I blurted out.


I will finish by telling that I think the ending is PERFECT! It's exactly what I thought Kyle and Brad should become. They are BADASS!!! And I can't wait to see how they take the world by storm!

“Do you want to move back to Foster?”
“You know I do, but more importantly, I want you to find your dream and chase it.”
He leaned in and hugged me. “This isn't a dream,” he said, kissing me. “This is me wide awake.”
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August 2, 2017
HOW COME I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT THIS????? SEE, THIS IS WHAT COLLEGE DOES, IT DISTRACTS ME FROM IMPORTANT STUFF LIKE THIS okay I calm down but seriously, just when I have to start my second semester? *cries* I should be responsible like Kyle and read the book after my exams pass but... yeah, no, I need this right now.
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92 reviews13 followers
September 3, 2017
Amazing book. And a perfect end of the series.
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16 reviews1 follower
September 15, 2017
Everyone who's got this far (book 10!!) has been following all those characters for quite some time. John Goode delivered an awesome story and it is amazing how he was able to develop all his characters along so many books.

It was refreshing seeing grown up Kyle and Brad, and how they've learned so much and yet have a lot of learning to do. E laughed and almost cried and I sure hope there is more coming from this series. I'd love to see congressman Stileno running for presindent :P

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2,853 reviews2 followers
August 9, 2017
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Another wonderful story from John about two of my favourite guys. I loved how much they 'grew' in this one [both individually and as a couple], Brad's romantic side making several appearances, sigh. I'm not giving anything else away...yes, there are quite a few typos and other niggles of which John is aware, but I think the primary focus at the moment is [and definitely should be] on John getting out of that hospital and back on the road to recovery. Congrats on yet another winner, and I'm SO excited to see what happens next in the amazing life that Kyle and Brad share.

Proud to be a member of John's Patreon.
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21 reviews
March 30, 2018
Epic book. Really love the author and his series on Foster. Been there done that.
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3,094 reviews137 followers
August 22, 2017
Dream of a Waking Man, book ten in John Goode’s Foster High series, picks up after Brad completes his military service and returns home to surprise Kyle. We knew from the last installment that Kyle left his internship at the law firm to be with Brad, and it was just delightful how we got to relive that moment this time from Brad’s perspective. Now Brad and Kyle have a home of heir own, Kyle has left the law firm and is on his own, working from home, and Brad is back in school studying to be an athletics coach. All is pretty hunky-dory, and a bit too safe, until Kyle gets an email from a fourteen-year old boy who has been denied the right to start a Gay/Straight Alliance in his high school in, you guessed it, a small town in Texas. At first Kyle is set on not responding, using the lame fact that the boy needs a more experienced trial lawyer, but Brad is smart and lets his boy stew while deliberately not applying any pressure and, of course, Kyle folds and takes the case.

This novel is definitely Brad’s coming out story, not as gay,no; those who follow the series (and you SHOULD be following this series) know that happened many books ago. What I mean is this book really focuses on showing how much Brad has grown. He’s a man now and he is solidly in love with Kyle, which allows him to step up in ways we’ve never really seen from him before. These two are all grown up, and while their humor still has plenty of snark, and Brad can still be the most naïve boy on the block, there’s now a definite edge to their interactions that had never been there before. Brad is still unsure of his own keen insightfulness, but he wields it with a greater ease. I loved watching this boy become a man in this novel, loved seeing the hidden depth in Brad that has always been there but never fully realized till now. To use his own sports analogies, he stepped up to the plate and brought it home in this novel, and did it with such perfect “Brad-ness”.

Kyle, who had grown more inward since graduating, even more doubtful as to his own abilities, had also become quietly safe in his work. He had most assuredly lost some of that spark that made him the fierce person that took on the Foster High School board and won some years ago. It takes Brad carefully reading Kyle’s inner fears to draw the man out of his stupor and get him back to fighting form, and when that happens, it is glorious to read. Above all else it is the strength of their relationship that shines in this story. They are no longer tentative about being absolutely sure of each other, they are strong together and nigh on impossible to stop when they stand united.

Dream of a Waking Man takes us one step further in the lives of two boys who have somehow grown into the finest of men right before our eyes. Once again, John Goode does not spare us from the hate and bigotry that exists in this world, but he tempers it with love, friendship and a passion to do the right thing despite how flawed those attempting to right injustice may be. I love this series and I highly recommend this latest book to you.

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5 reviews1 follower
August 4, 2017
Satisfying ending

After 151 Days,, I thought what Kyle's career trajectory would be. After When I Grow Up, I was pretty sure what Kyle would do in life. After this book, I know that Kyle will be the President of the United States! Brad will be at his side keeping him focused and grounded. Kyle will push Brad to be his best. Would have liked some law school story, it's stressful enough under the best circumstances. Only with Brad does Kyle graduate.

Only criticism, law school is a 3 year process. Two years of required classes and a year of electives. I did a work study in college at the law library. One more couldn't Kyle make time for his mother?

If this is the last book, and I hope not, I will be satisfied with the ending. Because I know where the two are heading. My only question does Kyle & Brad have children? What happens with the rest of the crew?
117 reviews
July 4, 2020
Note: I received this book as well as the 2 short stories preceding this book for free in return for an honest review. I'm going to give my review of this entire series as it stands up to this book instead of just a review of this 1 book only.


When it comes to a series with this many books in them, the 'Tales From Foster High' series does not disappoint. Rather than having books filled with stories that no longer contribute anything of value to the series, 'Tales From Foster High' does the exact opposite. Each book shows us exactly how the characters grow from the hardships they face. Often times, when it comes to gay high school sweetheart YA novel stories, the ending would be graduation followed by a happily ever after. Instead of giving us that, John Goode showed us how love is never just happily ever after. Both Brad and Kyle had to grow up and find out who they really are before they could get their happily ever after. In this book, we see Brad and Kyle in an 8 year relationship and still madly in love with each other. We see how even minor characters grow as a person (Yes, this includes Delores). And that's what sets this book apart from the rest.

But there's more than just the story. In a section called 'Stuff After The End of the Book', John explains his decision to write the story the way it is and in my opinion, impart some useful advice that we can all use in our lives.

In short, this book is a must read and here's to hoping we get another full length book soon :)
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
73 reviews
August 13, 2017
A Great Read

This is every bit as good as book one and I am very happy to hear that there may be a part three.
38 reviews
June 8, 2018
This was not the most well written in the series. There are numerous spelling, punctuation and even grammar errors and it was just very sloppy. More importantly, it seemed to be written too quickly and the quality of the prose dropped compared to previous entries in Foster High. Even within the book there is a noticeable drop in standard from start to end. At times there are literal moments of confusion; at one point Kyle "realizes" that his motivations are due to the last election despite never having mentioned it in his thoughts before. I find it hard to believe it was properly edited.

As far as Foster High, however, it was pretty standard, interesting drama. The courtroom and legal side weren't 100% accurate but they were effective enough for this genre. It is quite a departure from Kyle and Brad's usual stories so far and to be honest it feels a bit odd. The politics involved were fairly well constructed and again John Goode shows some ability in verbal jousting. I would say however that sometimes the tactics are juvenile and felt a bit like high-school Kyle plans rather than sophisticated grownup stuff. If we have a brainy lawyer image for Kyle, then it would have been nice for a change in the action.

A real disappointment was the lack of free-flowing internal discourse which I had thought was a big reason why John wrote in multiple perspectives. It worked very well with teenage Kyle, for example, contrasting teenage Brad. They actually thought in different ways. In fact at times I felt there was no real need to change perspectives because the section would probably have been written exactly the same without switching. A part of the reason is that there is an abundant amount of direct speech. Every conversation is a two-way monologue expressed in a vomit of text.

To be honest I feel this book could have been about two new characters, but was a way to throw a bone to fans of Kyle and Brad. Well, it's a bone to chew.
1 review2 followers
November 18, 2017
John Goode has done it again. Not only writing another Brad and Kyle story but giving us a story that we need to here. I love how each chapter had a quote about Hope and it became such an important factor in the novel. Hope is something we all have but sometimes are too afraid to even dream of a possibility in which hope can be achieved but as John showed us and Kyle shows us in this novel; hope is something we all need and should have. John thank you for writing another amazing story and I can't wait to see what you have next.
" I need you to hope. Hope... that you will remember that you can all be heroes. Hope... that when faced with an enemy determined to destroy your spirit, you will fight back and thrive. Hope... that those who once may have shunned you will, in a moment of crisis, come to your aid. Hope... that you will see again the faces of those you love. And perhaps even those you've lost." - Supergirl
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439 reviews165 followers
March 18, 2019
Supongo que el autor va a sacar más libros de este par, pero yo doy por concluida mi aventura con ellos aquí y ahora.

Empezaré mi despedida diciendo que me pone un poco nerviosa la manera en que está escrita este libro. Básicamente Brad y Kylie se dedican a romper la cuarta pared y a explicarte como es el otro desde su punto de vista. Excuse me, llevo 10 libros leyendo qué le pasa a vuestra dramática vida, no necesito traductor personaje-lector. De hecho ni en el 1. Y, cómo no, todo bien aderezado con escenas explicadas por ambas partes por igual, por si eres tonto y no te habías enterado. Repito: no son unos personajes tan complicados de entender o con una vida emocional-social tan llena y/o distinta de la de otro mortal.

Y, bueno! Volvamos a dar la bienvenida al discurso que tan poco hemos echado de menos en el libro anterior y que tan poco de verídico tiene en esta saga/universo en particular (cito): "Look guys, in big cities you may not have many dealings with homophobia and its effects but trust me, I was born and raised in a town so small we could all live in your law building and still have space left over. In a small town, something like this is huge. Like O.J. huge."

Yay to Kylie, que se ha olvidado que todo su pueblo le adora desde el libro 4!

Un buen resumen de este libro sería: blah. Kylie. Sex. Blah. Pamfleto round 1. Blah. Kylie. Sex. Panfleto round 2. Sex. Blah. Panfleto round 3. Sex. Blah. Blah. Panfleto round 4. Cierto es que al menos en este libro no se ha intentado disimular con una historia a la que abandonar; este libro es un discurso y luego vienen los personajes. Podrían ser Brad y Kylie, o podrían ser Manolo y Eustaquio, o Borrón y Azotitos. Da igual, que lo importante es lo que dice. Y, cuidado, no dice nada que no sea obvio a mis ojos (y espero que al 90% de la población mundial) ni nada que no sea cierto. También se merece un yay por eso. Pero que no engañe a su público diciendo que esto es una historia de Brad y Kylie.

¿Lo mejor del libro? Joey y Heather.
¿Lo peor? El poco desarrollo de “los malos”. Son malos porque defienden argumentos de mala persona/opuestos a los que cree el escritor, y la gente se mete con ellos porque aunque están en un estado que apoya su manera de ver el mundo, el autor quiere que sea así. Error 404, lógica not found.
¿La evolución de Kylie? Entre nula y molesta.
¿la evolución de Brad? UN AMOR. Una pena que se quede simplemente de sidekick de Kylie.
¿La “despedida” de Jennifer y Josh? Caca.
¿La escena del "debate"? He visto varios, y nunca nadie habla tanto y deja tan patidifuso a los otros participantes. Nunca. Porque todos se lo preparan estupendamente y porque existe un moderador que no sólo dice "vamos a respirar, niños", sino que también conoce su trabajo y sabe como cortar micros. Y porque el que defiende la opinión cerrada de miras la defiende porque, sorpresa, cree que está en lo correcto. (obviemos el montón de métodos amarillistas que usa el autor para manipularlo todo)

¿En definitiva? Esta saga debería haberse quedado en trilogía, pero supongo que tiene mucha fan base y da dinero bueno. Congratz

PD: está MAL escribir 3 epílogos. De verdad. Es jugar con los sentimientos del lector.
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159 reviews21 followers
April 10, 2019
Y ya está, doy por "terminado" mi viaje por esta saga. Lo que empezó con un par de libros muy cortos, intensos y bonitos ha terminado en algo más bien distinto. OJO, lo que diré a continuación no implica que sea un libro malo, pero no me ha llegado como a otros y eso lo llevo notando desde los anteriores.

Si buscas tema de representación, discursos y situaciones tensas... Igual lo disfrutáis. Lo que he sacado en claro con Dream of a Waking Man es lo regular que son llevados la mayoría de personajes. Y no digo esto a la ligera.

Sin entrar en spoilers, parece que no pasa el tiempo en la novela. Uno espera que después de la universidad la gente cambie, crezca... Pero no he visto nada de eso en este libro. Kyle sigue siendo el mismo neurótico con inseguridades después de llevar AÑOS con Brad. Todos tenemos traumas, problemas, pero una cosa es eso y otra es basar el drama de cualquier historia en eso. Si fuera solo en una vale, puedo comprenderlo. ¿Pero tantas? Brad es un encanto, Jen también, pero que solo ellos salven una historia llena de discursos que parecen un mazazo en la cabeza ha conseguido que no lo disfrute tanto.

¿Tiene sus cosas buenas? Desde luego, pero yo al menos necesito un poco de consistencia con los personajes y si me dejas verlos crecer, que se les note leñe <_<
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574 reviews
September 22, 2017
So I read the last ⅜ of the book in one night. I'll go on about why I love these stories later. the editing is kind of bad towards the beginning, but definitely better towards to the end. (I read from a PDF file)

I don't really want to go into plotlines because that'd be spoiler some, but let's say there's a value of safety in conciseness & brevity when dealing with problems.

also Kyle's grandmother is basically like my idol. I see my own grandma in her. I wish to become like them, but my tires been stuck in mud for many a season & finding a shovel's just been an accelerator.

John Goode's like a preacher? like when I read his books I feel like I'm getting educated about opinions, ethics etc. and I see points made by others these days in like non-fiction stuff. basically John Goode's works with the foster high universe (especially Kyle/Brad) allow me to explore these topics that usually trigger me too much, and that's extremely valuable.

peace & love be with you
Eve

5 stars. -1 for editing, but since the book is that valuable to me, I forgive that & give 5.

also the note at the end of the book is awesome.
3 reviews
November 2, 2017
Interesting and emotional read

This entire series touched my soul. We treat each other poorly on a daily basis. Why? Why do we see others as less than? Who are we to judge?

Great book John Goode. I live in the Caribbean and I can say I defend my gay friends and try to explain that they are people too. One can only wish for a love like Kyle and Brad's. I want a god smother like Robbie and a body guard like Jen.

Ding dong the witch is dead. LOL. Seriously though, was the town bugged? How did Delores know so much?
52 reviews
May 6, 2019
Absolutely awesome book!!!
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32 reviews8 followers
June 7, 2019
Another one for the all-time list

This series should be required reading for educators and high school students, administrators and elected officials. Brilliant, gut wrenching, hilarious, and enriching with line after line of “quotable dialogue” along the the way.
1 review
November 9, 2017
I so loved the Kyle/Brad saga. I laughed and cried and couldn’t put the series down until it was read all the way through. I don’t see Kyle as a politician, though. Politics is dishonest and distasteful, neither of which Kyle is. He should find a way to use old Mrs. Mathison’s money to effect change on his own, and I wouldn’t put it past him to buy a politician, or two. I gave four stars instead of five only for the reason that to me, here and there throughthe story there was political commentary that didn’t add anything and seemed, well, trite. I’d have left that out, or toned it down a bit, but that’s just my opinion. Overall, brilliant work and it’s certainly among the best of the genre. I’d love to see more of Kyle and Brad! Thanks for writing it!
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