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'The seething cauldron of life, the infinite stratification of reality, the inextricable tangle of knowledge are what Gadda wants to depict' Italo Calvino
At the height of Fascist rule in Italy and following the death of his mother, Carlo Emilio Gadda began work on his first novel, The Experience of Pain. This portrait of a highly educated young man whose anger and frustration frequently erupt in ferocious outbursts directed towards his ageing mother is a powerful critique of the society of his time and the deep wounds inflicted on his generation. Set in a fictional South American country, The Experience of Pain is at once richly imaginative and intensely personal: the perfect introduction to Gadda's innovative style and literary virtuosity.
Translated by Richard Dixon
238 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 26, 1963
The son, meanwhile, came to meet him on the small plum-tree walk, along the perimeter wall. He was tall, rather bent, with broad chest, full belly… A slightly jutting jaw, almost a childish desire that was then transformed into the snout of a melancholy beast, tended to give his speech that unpleasant tone of puzzlement and hesitation, though not always: and it seemed to explain a certain detachment from living beings. A detachment, the doctor thought, that was perhaps more suffered than desired. Sometimes, a certain facial expression seemed quite infantile, and the question doomed to all manner of rebuffs.
Her loose hair rose from her brow, like a breath of horror. Her face barely emerged from the sombre swathe, her cheeks were a channel to the impossibility of tears. Her scraping fingers of old age seemed to be pressing down, down, into the plasma of the dark, the features of someone drawn to solitude. That face, like a spectre, turned away from the underground darkness to the supernal society of living beings, looking perhaps, without hope, for some assistance, for the voice of a man, of a son.
The peon had not been involved in the war, except in spirit, having been exempted by reason of his farming activity from the duty incumbent on the Maradagalese soldier to receive rounds of Parapagalese machine-gun fire in his stomach. Many other farmers like him had had to go there and even remain there, in the war, but he, fortunately, not. Nevertheless, in the mother's mind and I would say deep within her, the mother son relationship was so closely identified with the war-death relationship of the son, that she could no longer think of a mother except as a knot of inhuman pain that outlived those sacrificed. And besides, the peon's half-paralysed mother had herself grieved for a son, who was not the peon, but another son. Indeed, he was listed first among the war dead, on the Cemetery plaque, since the surname of the dead man began with an ‘a’.