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272 pages, Hardcover
First published June 5, 2018
“1. When you look at the papers on your desk and circle something, are you really reading from them? Don’t you read from a teleprompter? When you go to commercial, you shuffle those papers, too. Seriously, is there anything even written on them?”
“Nevertheless, they persist.
I guess that means I fucking have to, too.”
“People call me ‘brave’ all the time, and it annoys me. As if my mere existence is some sort of war. It’s not. I don’t think I’m any braver than another person just trying to live life. I just can’t do stairs.”
There's no catharsis. There's no fucking accountability. The book is crying out for a scene where Brynn looks her mother in the eyes and says, "Part of the reason I am in so broken is because you've been a shit mother." Where she snaps and busses to her father's house and demands to know why he abandoned here. Where some adult steps in and says to her stepfather he's an abusive jerk and the way he treats Brynn is wrong. (And where someone just fucking holds Brynn and promises she'll be okay.)
”Nevertheless, they persist.This is bound to be my favorite contemporary of 2018. It’s the perfect blend of emotion, humor, diversity, and political references. Queer teens and teens with disabilities will be able to find characters like them in these pages.
I guess that means I fucking have to, too.”
”People call me ‘brave’ all the time, and it annoys me. As if my mere existence is some sort of war. It’s not. I don’t think I’m any braver than another person just trying to live life. I just can’t do stairs.”The dry wit in this quote is the same kind of humor in the rest of the book, and that makes the voice of the novel refreshing and laugh-out-loud funny.
”’There is no shame in work that doesn’t require a college degree. I just want you to know you have options. You shouldn’t give up a dream because other people make you feel like you aren’t worth investing in yourself.’The transition from seriousness to humor is PERFECTLY DONE. Throughout the entire book. It’s incredible.
Well, hot damn, Mr. Grimm, getting all deep and shit.”
”’You know the Applied rooms you don’t give a shit about? That’s where all my fucks went to die. Goodbye fucks!'”
“How are you doing?”
Just say you’re fine, Brynn. Just say it. It’s what people do. Be a person, Brynn.
“Same old suck. Different day.” I cringed a little at my words.
“Why?” she asked. She stopped on the last step.
“Um. Life?” I said. I could give exquisite detail. But I like to save sharing that sort of thing for cable news personalities.

So often politics and power trump compassion and reason, right? Even you can’t deny that. Why can’t Congress pass anything? Why do even the most horrible candidates rise to the top of the heap in real-world elections?