I'll say 4.25 stars.
The book starts out kind of slow (not in a bad way) with young Jay on the run in a sense who gets stranded in hick-town nowhere and takes a job at a local diner. It’s not long, like a few hours, when him and diner owner Sam start up a relationship of sorts. Jay knows it’s temporary, all the older men he’s been with get rid of him sooner or later, and Sam lets some hints out about some bad stuff in his past so it’s only for a short time, only is it? Sam let’s his kink out of the box and Jay takes to it like a duck to water. Things are going well, even if the small town and being in the closet is chafing at Jay, when Sam’s past rears up and they are on the run from the mob who found Sam despite witness protection.
Sam is 13 years older than Jay, but Jay’s no naive bunny. Well, not in the way of relationships, maybe in the ways of how really dangerous the world can be, but Sam goes about making sure Jay can take care of himself, without really explaining why, but it comes in handy later. Jay is young, typically young and impatient and gets bored easily. It was nice to see Sam as that stabilizing influence on him, someone who could calm him down and center him, not only because of his age, but because of the D/s relationship they had, but Jay was still spunky.
The road trip is fun, but that underlying anxiety of wondering who is coming after you and when they’d arrive was well done. I loved when they were most settled, buying furniture, being a “normal” couple. They complemented each other well. And then the ending, holy hell, I was reading with one eye shut because I just knew it was not going to go well, but I loved that despite how many times Sam pushed Jay away “for his own good”, Jay dug in his heels and fought to stay with Sam.
My only niggle, I couldn’t keep the bad guys straight. But then I’m not very good with Italian names, I was never sure which was which, but it didn’t really matter, so I didn’t bother going back to figure it out. The BDSM is hinted at more often than shown on-page, but I was good with that. I’m not a hardcore BDSM reader so I don’t really enjoy long drawn out scenes of flogging or whatnot, but I do enjoy the D/s shown which this was more of, so that really worked well for me, but others might enjoy more nitty gritty detail. *shrug* It’s a personal thing.
So I really enjoyed this because it had a bit of everything, slower relationship parts, road trip parts, bad guys and beatings and shootings parts, sexy parts, the whole package. A good choice when you’re not sure what you’re in the mood for, because you can get most of it here in one package.