Our personalities are much vaster - and deeper - than we know. But that depth shows only their power to enslave us.
Christ said to be free we must break through them.
That is Nicoll's message, and it is an important one. And this is an excellent book… as far as it goes.
But it falls short. Nicoll is captivated by his captor - the subconscious self. He's an intellectual Narcissist. Looking for an esoteric escape!
Nicoll, like his teachers, was a bit of a rebel…
His scepticism - come by through “gleanings from old leaves” - has helped to spawn a ghastly relativistic ferment in modern society: the Woke attitude, as well as the way of alternative religion. Caveat lector!
Nicoll, like T.S. Eliot’s “young man carbuncular,” has been assured by his mystic-wannabe teachers of certain certainties - the ‘virtues’ of subterranean skullduggery in finding amorphous “certain” answers.
Heaven help us. There's no firm foundation in radical alternative theology.
The answers, of course, are mere vapours. And maybe, just maybe, the real problem is we can’t always THINK clearly!
If we can’t think clearly we don’t know the world well. Perhaps that's because we don’t know our SELVES clearly. As I say, our selves are our illusory captors.
To know ourself clearly, we must see the way in which our mind, with its endless conditioning and our own endless excuses to ourselves - through which we always give into every new whim - tricks us into thinking our self is solid.
Thrillers get you going by getting you into Gnostic moods (we want to Know what this hidden ugly scariness is) and dig deeper. Thrillers show us our self is never as solid as it seems.
Why are we wannabe unconscious winners - or losers? Dig deeper, as Nicoll does. You'll SEE your conviction before God.
There’s truly no rest for us faithless eternal seekers, unless we SEE THROUGH our private head games.
Head games are the ego's way to control us.
Yet Christ said we can be free. Free in an ethical Void.
Alas - Nicoll, because he’s always confused by his own head games, in the end may as well lie down and feign death, like a proximate-Hollow Man... He's missing the point.
For if we never take an Intellectually Awake - not Woke - universal moral stand on life and stick to it we guide our own inner fools’ way to dusty death.
And the way to be free is by walking the straight and narrow path, wide awake throughout our entire life.
Not in esoteric mysticism.