This is a story of wine, women, and song in 1970s America (primarily New York City and Minneapolis with significant excursions to London, Paris, Naples and Washington DC) based on the diaries of a young man in his late teens and twenties. Despite his apparent openness to imprudent adventures and risks in the pursuit of pleasure and rubbing shoulders with celebrities, it also highlights Duncan Hannah’s abiding interest in art, culture and music and ambition to become an artist. But the main interest of the book for the general reader has to be getting to know vicariously the music, art and party scene of 1970s New York. By the end of this period, Duncan’s awareness of his own mortality, and the early death of literary and musical heroes, as well as his own ambitions, lead him to cut back on his unhealthy activities just as his own artistic career starts to take off. It is to be hoped that his story will be continued based on later diaries, although sadly he himself left the scene in June 2023 at the age of 69.
Duncan Hannah gives thanks to a guardian angel for having survived the 1970s. The book documents numerous alcoholic benders where Duncan admits in his diary to having no memory for up to three days at a time. In one entertaining story, he wakes up in an empty room in Harlem with no idea of how he got there or where he was upon awakening. Marijuana, opium and barbiturates also populate the diaries. Interestingly, it appears he imposed some limits on his drug abuse. For example, while he asserts he took psychedelics numerous times in high school (and indeed was expelled from private school in the 10th grade when it was discovered that he had sold LSD to another student), he describes one very intense experience in 1970 that, he says, caused him to swear off psychedelics for life. In addition, there is no indication in the diaries that he experimented with heroin or other similarly dangerous drugs. As the years pass, he asks himself in his diaries if he is an alcoholic. To a layman reader, it seems quite obvious he is.
Girls are another big part of these diaries. Duncan was always the cutest boy in the room, with a highly developed taste in clothes. Given his friendliness, intelligence and flair for adventure, it is not surprising that many girls flocked to him both in Minneapolis and later in New York City. Protecting their identities with pseudonyms, he shares with us both his intimate encounters and his observations on the personalities of his successive girlfriends. As the years pass, his relationships tend to last longer but get no less interesting.
Song is huge in this book. Music was one of Duncan’s lifelong loves. From the beginning of the diaries, he maintains lists of the records he purchases (mostly rock and roll and jazz). He also details concerts he attended in Minneapolis and New York City. He himself played the drums from an early age. But he seemed to figure out early on that being a musician was not his destiny. He recounts how the Hurricane Boys, a band made up of close high school friends, fired him as the drummer. At college first at Bard and then at Parsons, music performance does not come up. When Tom Vereine of Television had second thoughts about their current drummer, he asked Duncan to audition for the role. He did not get the job. At one point in the diaries, he bemoans that he can’t sing. But as a consumer of music, he was voracious and always on the cutting edge. Among his heroes were David Bowie whom he later met in New York. He was also very independent in his musical tastes: at one point he recounts how his peers rejected the new Fleetwood Mac in favor of the original band under Peter Green and Jeremy Spencer’s leadership. And yet he would not deny that he liked the new song Dreams.
Art is his vocation. It is the main focus of his two years at Bard College, where he attempted to push back against the drumbeat of his teachers that only abstract art was worthy of production. He then transferred to Parsons in New York City where he found a broader art program, although still one that put abstract art on the pedestal. Since high school Duncan had been drawing cartoons and doing posters, and he slowly began to generate a small income from such projects in New York, including a poster for John Lennon for which he received a check from Yoko Ono of $75. While at Parsons and after, he began building his own portfolio. Having been introduced to David Hockney and taking him around Manhattan, Duncan obtained his feedback on his portfolio. Hockney pushed him to paint what he wanted to paint, not what he thought others expected him to paint. As the book nears its end, he finally gets his first solo show.
Literature also plays a big role in Duncan’s life. English was the only course in school other than art which appealed to him. Despite his mind-bending adventures and sexual dalliances, he seems to have kept up a steady course of reading, usually in the mornings. He maintained a running list in his diaries of the books he is reading. Almost all are fiction, ranging from classics through contemporary novels and detective stories (Raymond Chandler being one of his favorites). One of his favorite books was Jack Kerouac’s On the Road. It would seem that while he was living the high life literature had some benefit in keeping him somewhat grounded in reality: in particular, he records that Jack Kerouac, an alcoholic, died on the floor of his mother’s basement. This was a fate that Duncan realized he wanted to avoid.
Movies were another of his great loves. Here again he periodically lists the movies he has seen. He was a huge fan of the French new wave. Alain Delon and Jean-Paul Belmondo were particular favorites of his. He also details his own performance in two “wanna be new wave” films directed by the American Amos Poe.
Duncan’s personal life is of great interest, but certainly the biggest appeal of his diaries to the reader today are the numerous stories concerning the New York art, music and party scene populated by cultural celebrities of the day. Hockney, Bowie and Television have already been named. Others he got to know include Andy Warhol and Pattiy Smith. His stories of his interactions are often peppered with observations on the character of these well-known individuals. He also has numerous brief interactions with stars whom he did not come to know but whose brief appearances are humorous or otherwise noteworthy. These include Salvador Dali, Keith Moon, John Lennon, Tom Rundgren and many others.
How did an admittedly dissolute young man from Minneapolis get to know or meet with all these people? Because of his love for art, movies and literature, he was hugely ambitious to be where the action was; indeed, this is why he was in New York in the first place. One reason he maintained his diaries was he realized someday they could be important. But one crucial factor in his success was the gay community in New York City. Duncan states he was not gay but the pretty boy with the fine taste in clothing was very appealing to middle-aged gay men who were successful in the music and art industries in New York City. They befriended him in hopes of enjoying physical pleasures. According to Duncan, he had no desire for gay sex and repeatedly rebuffed the approaches of his admirers. Although rebuffed, many seem to have continued to like him, and opened many doors that Duncan was very happy to enter. Indeed, several of these men appeared to take on almost a mentoring role for Duncan.
Duncan was not a typical boy of the 20th century, a century marked by two world wars, a depression and rapid change. Duncan is aware of this. What emerges is an individual who was both quite willing to get off the beaten track but also was driven by ambition. His diaries frequently note the reaction of his parents to his behavior and this gives some insight into Duncan’s course in life. On the one hand, his parents had high expectations. His father, the valedictorian of Duncan’s private high school and a graduate of Harvard, wanted Duncan to excel as a lawyer and become a corporate leader. He had a difficult time adjusting to Duncan’s path but seems to have accepted it by the end of the 1970s. On the other hand, based on the diaries, it seems both parents drank to excess and had personal problems they had never resolved. These characteristics might have put Duncan off of pursuing a “straight” path, and indeed might have given him some self-justification for the path he did take. We must thank him for the discipline he showed in recounting his life in his diaries. His parents and teachers would ultimately have been pleased.