I didn't receive this book from the author in exchange for an honest review, but I'm going to give an honest review - because it helps no one to give a dishonest review.
First the good stuff. The book was grammatically correct, as was the spelling. Wow, what a difference from most Indie first time attempts. The plot was current and could have been the front page, above the fold, headliner. The story progressed logically with consiststancy. Despite everything, I never considered not finishing the book.
SPOILER ALERT !
Now, why I rated it a 2 (I almost gave it a one, but the story held my interest tthroughout). your protagonist, Katie, starts having nightmares that have the same theme and get progressivly worse. Initially she thinks it's just stress due to work and personal situations. At work, she is planning a major benefit event with the proceeds going to the Victms Advocacy group for which she works. Her live-in boyfriend for the past seven years has just taken his bar exam and is anxiously waiting the results.
The dreams have gotten so bad she is losing sleep, and when her afternoon naps start being interupted by the same nightmare, she yields to her boyfriends pleading and finally visits a psychological counselor/therapist. I'm not sure whether the author wanted to portray Katie as an idiot or the author isn't familiar with psycho-therapy, but after four visits with amazing results, Kate unilaterally decides she's getting nowhere with the therapy and quits (What? No one has ever told her therapy can take years to resolve problems AND her degree is in Social work and she is employed by a victim's advocacy group).This part of the story doesn't ring true, at all.
She starts looking into her past for answers and her boyfriend tries to talk her into leaving the past alone and just getting on with her life. He says he understands her need to resolve her issues, but his actions bely his claims. After living together for seven years, Kate is trying to deal with personal problems and he can't handle it? She's never seen signs of his egocentricity in seven years? What a superficial relationship they had.
Maybe I just can't relate because I had one of those fairy tale, love at first sight, five months from our first meeting to when we were married experiences. And we are still very happily married 44 years later.
In her work, she is asked to assist the police by riding with the Detective who is heading the search for a missing 8 year old girl. She will be taking notes and reporting her feelings as he re-interviews known sex offenders. (I can see it coming. A budding friendship that results in the disolution of her 7 year relationship and a strong "friendship" developing with Marshal, the Detective).
She and Spencer, her boyfriend, go back to her hometown to find out what really happened when she was kidnapped at the age of six and why her parents never had told her about it or talked to her about it. Her parents hem and haw and finally admit she was kidnapped and found three days later. They claimed Katie had no memory of the time she was gone and they wanted to protect her from any bad memories. Katie temporarily accepts the explanation but feels her folks are still holding something back.
Spencer finds out he has passed the Bar and asks Katie to marry him. She says yes.
She tells Marshal, uh, the Detective, what has caused her times of zoning out. Of course he understands and tells her he will help her in any way he can. Cheesy?
Katie starts to really dig into her past and Spencer can't handle it. He accuses Katie of having more than a "friendly" relationship with Marshal. Oh boy! This is a guy who has lived with his girlfriend and accuses her of cheating after they are engaged and planning their wedding? A really loud Duh from me.
Of course they seperate and then end the engagement. Again, I don't buy it. After seven years of unmarried bliss and this weak kneed jerk can't handle Katie trying to find out why she is having horrible nightmares? What a P O S!, What an insecure p--sy.
Katie continues to dig and her parents finally admit she was kidnapped and raped. Of course they never say the R word, substituting assaulted instead.
I asked my DW if she would have been curious about her condition when she started having intimate relations and there was no pain. She told me she might have talked to her BFF, but would never have talked to her Mom or talked to her life long family doctor. OK, I was wrong. OK, I'm a guy and we go directly at a situation that bugs us. Please give me some slack for not being able to think like a female.
This book just asked to many times for me to susspend rational thought.
Katie wants her cold case re-opened, but the coincidental "evidence" isn't enough to convince the hometown DA to do so.
Then she gets an anonymous letter from a source that points directly at the the psycho who kidnapped and raped her ..... and the book ends.
The book was actually a novella in length. It left me with the feeling the story could have been told with a real novel of 120,000 words or so.
Did the author just run out of steam or is she deliberately milking the audience?
I guess I will have to eventually get the second book, just because this book left me wanting.